MY LOVE ENDS WITH YOU

PROPOSALS

NARITA POV

-- -- Apartment ---- Apartment

Ahh fresh shower.

I opened the fridge to cook for my dinner. I want to cook simple, anyway to eat this myself. Suddenly my phone rings.

‘Davis calling’

“Hallo”

“Hallo Assalamu’alaikum Na!”

“Wa’alaikum”

“Hufh, why is your reply always so rich?” I heard her long breath.

“I've been in the cafe downstairs. Down!”

“Hah?” I can't believe what I just heard.

“I'm already down, Sayangggg….. Come down! I wait!” then he hung up on me.

I don't need to change clothes, because I've been wearing long-sleeved pajamas and trousers. I just scatter the outer to cover the impression of a nightgown.

Arriving at the cafe.

“Tumben here, what is it?” I asked with breath.

“Sit. Set your breath first!” he patted the sofa beside him

“What's up?” I followed her to sit on the long sofa beside her.

For a moment we were silent, only our eyes were looking at each other. Syahdu music accompanies the nuances of our hearts that only we both know.

“Na, will you be my wife!” his eyes were so shady, it touched my deepest heart.

“Hah.......???” My disbelief, made me scream a little and widened my eyes.

“Will you be my wife!” he repeated it again.

“Hah....??” Again and again, it was like I was dreaming. 

“You how many times do I have to repeat it, Na?”

“This is the Davis I know, right?? Not genderuwo!” I pinched his hand that was on the table.

“If you hold my hand, you accept!” now he forced me to hold my hand, but soon I took off.

“You're kidding?” my eyes still don't turn to him.

“Which may be a serious thing so a joke material, Na!” answer later.

“After you expressed love, now you propose to me?” I convinced him back.

“I don't want to waste time in vain. Better to get married than a boyfriend. I'm serious about my feelings, Na. I'm serious about getting in a relationship with you!” obviously at length.

I kept looking into his eyes, looking for honesty from both of his eyeballs. I did not expect that his eyes showed as much honesty and seriousness as he said.

“Na, I know maybe for you this is too sudden. Maybe for you, it's too rushed. But I've been waiting for over 4 years. And all that time, my heart and mind never changed, Na. You're the only one here. Nothing else” Davis touches d*da on the left.

“But, Vis-“ he again interrupted my sentence.

“Have you never had the slightest taste for me?”

“The marriage not only unites 2 different human beings, but also unites 2 families. We don't even know each other's families yet, Vis. Why are you so sure you proposed to me? If your family doesn't approve, how about?” I finally spoke fluently when my heart rate was back to normal. This is the first time a man has proposed to me, even though it is not a romantic proposal in the style of Korean drama.

“You don't have to worry about my family. I can assure them that my choice is the best choice for now and for the future. Now what matters is how you feel about me?”

“On your family, I've got their blessing. I have been video calling my mom a lot. Although I have never met in person, we already know each other. Did you never say?” I went back to hearing Davis' words. Even my father and mother never said they often video call Davis, maybe because I rarely contact them.

“You think carefully, Na!” continued.

“I don't mean to urge you, until you decide in a hurry”

“Istikharah go!” Davis smiled and I was shocked when he said ‘istikharah’.

Spontaneously I opened my mouth and closed it with my right palm.

You know where Davis is about istikharah? –tanyaku in heart.

“Na, please let me know immediately if you have got hints”

“Whatever the hint, please give me the answer!” doorways

Then,,,,

“Mbak!” Davis called out to the waiter with his right hand raised upwards.

“You have not eaten yet. Order up! We replace the failure of lunch last night with dinner” Davis said.

I kept looking at him, kept seeing his movements. I can't believe he can say all this so convincingly. All this time I could only hear his voice, but this time he proposed to me directly.

Even he did so with great confidence and showed no nervousness.

We ended up having dinner together in an awkward atmosphere. For some reason after the application, he became nervous and misbehaved. So did I. It turned out that he could express it without being nervous but afterwards he was nervous as well.

DAVIS POV

What happened this afternoon, is not something that can be considered trivial. Narita has not been attached to anyone. He could give any man a chance to fill the space of his heart. Seeing him holding a man, eating alone, has made my heart rumble.

If I delay declaring my seriousness, I can go first. If I go first, then I'll be sorry for the rest of my life. I'm not the kind of guy who easily falls in love and moves on to another heart. Although she was not my first woman, she was the only woman in my heart.

What about how Narita feels about me?

From his gaze, attitude, and attention, I felt at first glance his feelings for me more than just a friend or friend. But when I saw his gaze, attitude, and attention to another man who was not much different, made me doubt.

Could Narita be good to all men? Can his kindness be interpreted as love or affection as well?

Ah, I don't know. I can only tell how she feels, if I hear her directly from her.

I have had several people investigate her family background, her love story, and her closeness to other men besides me. According to their information, during this time Narita is rarely close to other men, except for one genk him, Daniel, Arnold, George, and Leonardo. Not infrequently Narita just go alone or eat alone with one of the four male friends. However, they could not interpret the extent to which the closeness of the relationship between Narita and his best friend was.

Narita is a woman who always keeps her dignity, dignity, and dignity as a woman. He never had excessive physical contact, never allowed men to enter the apartment except together, even when he was both with men must have been in a public place. So it is very difficult to infer the closeness between them.

Honestly, as a man, sometimes I don't deserve it. I was once a br***sek man. I have committed a great sin. I even did it for years. Well, there's no denying the environment and culture that shaped me into that.

At some point, I regretted doing it and found my way back.

To me, Narita was the woman I expected to be with me. He can be an encouragement, a booster, as well as a fortress for me. She is a woman of today who is principled but does not forget her nature. 

Ahh,, Narrators.