MY LOVE ENDS WITH YOU

NYAYIAN PILU 1

NARITA POV

After they finished their breakfast, I tried to avoid the gaze and distance myself from Ali's reach. I busied myself straddling the dirty dishes, tidying up the leftovers on the table, even though it wasn't my job.

When I was about to rearrange the position of the chair that was scattered, I saw Mr. Dave's bag still lying there. Ah this must be missing. Soon I grabbed the bag and with a small run I approached Mr. Dave.

“Mr Teddy, mister Dave's bag missed” I said as soon as my position percis behind Teddy and Dave's pour in.

They stopped and Teddy immediately grabbed the bag “Yeah, why can I forget. Thank you, nanny Na” said Teddy and when I got to Dave, he smiled and nodded slightly.

Then they step back. But when I was about to turn back, my eyes accidentally caught a friendly scene.

DEG

Heart, please don't be weak like this.

Narita,, is,,,

Remember, he's not your husband!

Your husband died 2.5 years ago.

I looked to the right and to the left, I didn't see Mr. Drake usually escorting them out. I don't know what encouragement, now I'm following them out. After Mr. Dave got in the car and his car drove out of the house complex, now there is only Davis and his fiancee.

BOD*H

BOD*H

BOD*H

 

I re-emphasized myself, if you know it will eventually hurt, why do you want to know Sie?

I saw them kissing her.

“Astagfirullah al adzim” immediately I turned back while saying Istighfar. Without permission, the water that had gathered in the eye pelupuk, immediately flowed.

I ran away from there. I can't possibly be there.

I just remembered I left Karen in the baby chair. I immediately ran to him. Kugendong, I hugged tightly, and cried silently behind Karen's shoulder. I don't know what impulse, Karen who hugged me now her hands are patting my back. The little hand seemed to be trying to strengthen me. Even though she was a child, yet she seemed to be able to feel the sorrow of my heart at this moment. My embrace of him grew, my shoulders trembled and my voice was a little moved.

‘Thank you, Karen darling’

 

- - - Swimming pool - - - -

The weekend has arrived.  I do my usual activities. This morning I was watering the vegetable garden, continuing to cook in the pavilion. When I passed the pool area, I stopped walking, my eyes were glued.

I saw him standing up and flexing his hand and leg muscles. He was bare-chested wearing only special tights for swimming. I can't deny, she's still as sexy, as attractive as ever. Suddenly my mind turned back the events of 2 years ago, ahhh basic ‘fiktor’. Until one moment,,

DEG

Suddenly our eyes met. Suddenly he was silent. We stared at each other without saying a word. We were both silent with expressionless faces.

Realizing my mistake, I immediately dropped my gaze, walking quickly to leave the place. From the corner of my eye, I saw him looking at me and following my movements until I disappeared behind the wall.

I was so ashamed of my actions just now. Afraid she misinterpreted my eyes.

This afternoon all the residents of the main house are in the house. The inhabitants of the pavilion were also almost all in place. I deliberately invited Karen to play in Pavilliun 101. Even though it was just the two of us, I immediately installed karaoke equipment. To get rid of all, I want to fill my time with karaoke in the main tivi pavilion room.

I want to vent my anxiety, my heart out through song. I also started singing alone (with Karen) with passion.

Song of the Year: Just Missing You

When I am by myself

When I was alone

Looking at photos and videos

I see photos and videos

That we took

With you

I’ve been keeping them for so long

Which I have long kept

And with my broken heart

This heartbreak

I see all the pictures of myself

View all pictures of yourself

Living life without you just feels so wrong

Life without you is so unfair

I want you to be here with me

I want you to be here now

I know it sounds crazy

I know this sounds crazy

I miss your laugh and

I miss your laughter and

I miss everything we used to be

I miss everything we used to do

And even if it is just for a while

And even if only for a moment

Then God please give us the time

God please give us time

I can’t deal with the reality

I can't accept the truth

There’s nothing left that I can do

There's nothing more I can do

'Cause my heart is just missing you

Because this heart is just missing

I tried everything

All the ways I tried

Every way I could forget you

Any way I can forget you

Just so I can live my life without you, oh

Nothing is the same

But everything is different

It's hard for me to erase

It's hard for me to erase

All of the memories I have with you

All the memories are with you

I want you to be here with me

I want you to be here now

I know it sounds crazy

I know this sounds crazy

I miss your laugh and

I miss your laughter and

I miss everything we used to be

I miss everything we used to do

And even if it is just for a while

And even if only for a moment

Then God please give us the time

God please give us time

I can’t deal with the reality

I can't accept the truth

There’s nothing left that I can do

There's nothing more I can do

'Cause my heart is just missing you, ooh

Because this heart is just missing

Just missing you, ooh

Just miss

I want you to be here with me

I want you to be here now

I know it sounds crazy

I know this sounds crazy

I miss your laugh and

I miss your laughter and

I miss everything we used to be

I miss everything we used to do

And even if it is just for a while

And even if only for a moment

Then God please give us the time

God please give us time

I can’t deal with the reality

I can't accept the truth

There’s nothing left that I can do

There's nothing more I can do

Ooh, I can’t deal with the reality

I can't accept the truth

There’s nothing left that I can do

There's nothing more I can do

'Cause my heart is just missing you, ooh

Because this heart is just missing

'Because my heart is just missing you, mmm

Because this heart is just missing

It’s your smile that I miss from you

I miss your smile

DAVE POV

Unlike previous weekends, I somehow want to rest my body and mind. This time I felt how lonely my life was. After breakfast, I went to the gym to stay alone.

“Kak, can I join?” Davis came already in his gym clothes, I turned to him and answered him with a nod because I was on a treadmill at the moment.

Finally he chose a sports equipment. While exercising we talked. 

“Where is Jess?” ask me to Davis while lowering the rhythm of running into a relaxed walk and regulate the breath.

“Ngumpul equally temen-tennya! I'm relieved to finally get away from him too” Davis replied while panting for his exercise.

That was all our conversation, the rest of us were silent. Yes this is how we are, even though we are only two brothers but we are not very familiar. Either maybe because of our age distance is too far, or because it is from a small we are used to separate. We just talk as necessary.

After changing some sports equipment, I took a break sitting in one of the chairs and took a bottle of water and drank it to the toilet. For a moment I noticed Davis who was still in the spirit of exercising, as I recall this morning he had swam, now continued ngegym.

“You have a problem?” I don't know why all of a sudden that stupid question came out of my mouth, I realized this wasn't my usual self. I became pretentious to know.

Davis immediately stopped his activities, he turned to me with a wrinkled forehead and almost fused eyebrows. He seemed surprised to hear me ask him that.

“Did the Indonesian food menu have changed your attitude and mindset, sis!” Davis approached me, sat down on the chair beside me, grabbed the only unopened bottle of mineral water, he downed it until it was half left, then turned back to me. We looked at each other, I smiled, and then threw my face in any direction.

“Kakak so care about me!?” either Davis's statement or question.

“From the first brother also care” I tried to cover my expression, I stood up and immediately left by walking quickly.

“Where did you know I was thinking about something?” Davis ran over to catch up with me who was walking quickly out of the gym. His left hand was holding a drinking bottle while his right hand suddenly grabbed me by the shoulder.

“For what do you charge yourself with sports if it's not for something?” we walked down the stairs from the 3rd floor to the ground floor.

When we got to the ground floor, we heard someone singing. We both fell silent and looked at each other.