My husband, Doctor Adrian

Hi, Baby..

It's been two months since my check-up at the hospital. My womb has stepped on the fourth month. I don't know for sure. I've never checked the contents. I'm just counting myself from my last meeting with Adrian. I try not to think about this baby. I fear. Afraid of Mom's reaction. Afraid of the fact that I had to give birth and raise this baby alone.

I have not noticed the change in my body until today I reflect. I choked up as soon as I saw my stomach that had been flat now was a little convex out. I shuddered at the reaction of the people around me. Fortunately, not a single office employee knew of my status as a divorcee. Maybe they'll think that I still have a husband. I am not close to anyone. I barely have any friends other than my old office friends. My life is just for work and work. It can help me forget my problems.

I also avoided Nathan. I didn't pick up the phone. I assume that our business is done. Alfian has been imprisoned and Rissa has been released. I no longer work in his office.

After getting dressed, I used to wear my favorite perfume. La Vie Est Belle of Lancome. Vanilla fragrance combined with pear, wine, jasmine, and patchouli. Suddenly I feel nauseous. This is really weird. I've been wearing this perfume for a long time, but now it's making me dizzy. I smell some other perfume I have. Same reaction. All those smells make me nauseous. I decided to take another shower and not wear any perfume.

As soon as I got downstairs, I smelled the scent of Mama's cooking. Now, due to the mediocre economic conditions, we no longer have ART. Sometimes I feel sorry for Mama, at her age who is no longer young, she should not work this hard.

"Lula.. Eat, yuk.." she said with a smile.

I glanced at Mama's cooking at the dinner table. Surprisingly, it made me even more nauseous. I threw away my face and immediately ran to get my bag.

"Sorry, Ma. I'm already late.. I'll eat at the office."

"Who? Tumbens.."

I kissed Mama's cheek and left immediately, ignoring Mama's call. I was really scared to find out that I was two-bodied. I know it's wrong, but I'm not ready to tell Mama the truth. I was also worried about his health.

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That afternoon, I was working on a report on my office computer when my stomach sent out a hunger signal. I was a little confused about what to eat. Looks like I'll still be nauseous if I see the food this baby doesn't like.

Tok tock..

"Get in.." I said slowly. When I saw who had come, I regretted having told him to come in.

Nathan looks handsome as always. He brought a paper bag. Unasked, he sat in the chair opposite me.

"You haven't eaten, have you?" tanyakanya.

Where'd he know that?

"Why are you here?" ask me indifferently. I'm focused on my computer. It's not that I don't appreciate it, I just don't want to take advantage of its kindness.

"Because you ignored me. Why never return my message? Or pick up my phone?"

I was confused as to what to answer.

"Eat first. It's time for lunch."

Nathan's phone rings. He didn't pay attention to it, but his phone still rang. Angrily he pulled the phone out of his suit pocket without seeing the caller ID, then raised it.

"Hello?" He sighed.

"Oh, Mr. Sullivan's? Well, I'm in the middle of something very important here. Could you please call me later?" then he hung up the phone.

*oh, Mr. Sullivan's? I'm doing something very important. Can you call me later?

I looked at him in disbelief. Mr. Sullivan is his biggest client. I know because I used to work for Nathan's company.

"Nathan then? You.." I'm at a loss for words.

"I won't leave here before you eat." he said.

Nathan touched both my hands, stopped my rapport. Both of her soft eyes looked at me deeply.

"Are you so naive?" He did not let go of my hand. "Wasting time? I don't feel that way at all. Shall I show the whole world that.. I like you?"

It's like I'm dissolving in black in the net.

It was his grasp that brought me back to earth.

I never thought that she still had feelings for me even after witnessing that I was pregnant with my ex-husband's child.

"Eat. Later in the afternoon after work, I'll be waiting for you downstairs. Don't be late." he said, rising to his feet, leaving me unable to return a word.

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After the office, at exactly five in the afternoon, I immediately went down to the ground floor. I just don't feel good about Nathan if he has to wait. Luckily, I had lunch from him. I don't know why, I'm not nauseous. Maybe I was too hungry, or maybe I was still surprised by his confession.

Arriving below, he was already waiting for me next to a black Volvo car. This car looks new. I find it strange because Nathan has always driven a sports car.

"Have you waited so long?" my many.

"It's okay, come in.. Give me your car keys?" softly said.

I gave my car keys that he threw at Joe, his assistant.

Nathan opened the door for me and he himself sat on the steering wheel.

"Where are we going?" many quick.

"Hmm?" Nathan didn't seem to hear my question.

"Where.." My words just stopped as he approached, as if to hug me. But, it turns out, he was just about to pair me a seat belt. I held my breath, nervous. When he finished putting my seatbelt on, he didn't return to his seat. His face remained in a position very close to me. I can breathe the musk scent from his body. Surprisingly, that fragrance doesn't make me nauseous.

He smiled and lowered his head. It made me feel wrong.

"To the doctor." he said.

"For what?" askaku.

"Can?" tanyakanya. I was confused by the question. But I saw his hand that was about to touch my stomach.

I'm nodding.

He moved his right hand slowly and touched my stomach.

"Hi, baby.." as if it were pointed at the baby in my womb.

I feel touched. Touched for his kindness. Touched by all his deeds. He was so good to me, and even more amazingly, he was good to my baby. This child has not yet been born into the world. The person who should love him does not want him. I feel rebuked. I'm the only real mother, like I don't really want it.

I'm sorry, God..

From now on, I will love him more than I love myself

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