My husband, Doctor Adrian

Is this what it feels like to be Adrian?

I threw my face away, not daring to look at him. Afraid of his rejection. For a second, two seconds, there was no reaction from him. When I turned, his head seemed to be dangling towards the car door.

"Hispan?" I said very slowly.

There's no answer.

He was sleeping apparently.

I have not expressed my feelings. I have not asked about his house being confiscated either. I let out a rough sigh and felt relieved when I realized that I could still talk to him when he woke up.

I immediately pressed the button on my phone to make a reservation at a five-star hotel in the city. I just want to give my best for him.

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I was still holding her in my arms when one of my bodyguards opened the door of the hotel room. I could've told them to carry Lula, but I didn't want to. As soon as I got into the hotel room, I hinted him to go and close the door. There is a spacious living room and a presidential suite. I decided to take him to the room.

I placed her body carefully on the bed. I look around. Then I looked at Lula who was sleeping, she was much prettier than what was stored in my memory. I enveloped Lula and immediately exited the room, not wanting to disturb her. Honestly, I'm so tired. Without a second thought I decided to lie down for a moment on the sofa in the living room.

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I woke up a few hours later because of a voice. But I don't know what that sound is. I blinked my eyes. The morning sunlight glared at my eyes. Then I remembered that I was in a hotel room. I slightly stretched my achy body from sleeping on the sofa, as I looked at it. Lula who was standing in front of the mini bridge only wore a towel coil as a cover. Blood rustling. I can see the curves of his body clearly from here. His collarbone is not covered by a thread. Both her thighs were smooth and blameless.

"You?" Lula looked at me surprised. He ran to his room again and then closed the door hard.

"Sorry!" I half shouted. Now I'm confused. Do I have to go? Or.. stay here to explain everything?

"Can you wait for me to get dressed?" lula's words just now were like heavenly songs in my ears. He's not angry at me at all. He must have known that I accidentally saw him.

Not long after, Lula came out of the room. She already wears formal clothes in the form of a light blue silk shirt and a short, matching tight skirt. You really didn't help me in controlling my lust by dressing like this!

He sat next to me awkwardly. I don't know why. We often met. At least once a week.

I can breathe the sweet scent of her perfume from here. It was like a caramel that seemed to draw me closer.

"You.. wanna take a shower?" his words really surprised me.

"Hm.. Be able. But, just later. Sorry about that." I said.

"It's okay. I just remember last night you brought me here, right? I just didn't think you were still here. I should be the one apologizing for.."

I chuckle at him. He should apologize after the most beautiful sight of my life? What kind of joke is that.

I just smiled at him while pressing my phone button, typing a message for my subordinates to have him bring me a set of formal clothes.

"So.. Ye.. In Surabaya." he muttered as if intended for himself.

"Actually, I didn't come here because of business or anything" I said slowly. I don't want to scare him. I rested my elbow on the arm of the sofa, leaning back so as to enjoy the beautiful scenery next to me.

His two eyelids twitched at me, having no clue as to what I was going to say next. I was swept away in the beauty of her face. My eyes were glued to her ripe lips, the color was like the afternoon sky, pink with a hint of orange hint. Audrey Hepburn at Breakfast at Tiffany's. Seeing her like this makes me want to keep her, love her, touch her..

"So?" he asked after I didn't explain either.

"Ehm.. L'm.. Come here.. Because I want to ask you something. But I'm sorry, if this question is personal." I said.

His eyes were round hearing my words. But he nodded.

"You moved house?" I asked while watching his gesture. He turned somber at my question.

He nodded without a sound.

"Why? If I may know? Do you. need.." I don't know what to offer him either. Is money? Is it a residence? I know there's little chance he'll accept my help. Besides, I don't want him to be offended.

He shook. "thank you. Now it's.. My mom and I live in a house on the edge of town. Just contracting, anyway.. But maybe, that's for the best. We haven't thought about buying another house either." He smiled at the end of the sentence.

Again, I admire this woman. Perhaps, other women will throw their bodies at me to get what they want. But not with Lula. He never asked anyone for help, including me.

"Why don't you tell me?" soft ask.

"Make what?"

"Don't I say it? If you need any help, tell me."

He just smiled. "So.. You go to Surabaya and ask that?"

I scratched my non-itchy temple. "By the way, when are you coming back to Jakarta?" ask me to divert the conversation.

"today. I'm just going to PT. Azura again to complete the signing of cooperation. After that, I went home."

Our hotel room bell rang.

"Let me alone." I said and walked to the door. Turns out one of my subordinates, he gave me a new formal dress stel. After he left, I went back to Lula.

"Want a shower? I'll get the towels ready, yeah.." He stood up to the room. I followed him while not stopping smiling. Is this what it feels like to be Adrian? Become husband? Although this is just my wishful thinking but it feels so beautiful.

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I shower in a hurry. I don't want Lula to go to PT. Azura's alone. I want to accompany him. I went out of the bathroom, just wearing a towel. I stared at the only bed in this hotel room and imagined Lula lying there last night. It was so close, yet so far away.

I dressed as fast as lightning, then left the room. He was arranging dishes filled with food at the dinner table and looked at me.

"So I ordered breakfast in my room. Gapapa, right?" he said with a smile. I don't know what I'd do if I kept seeing that smile. I don't think I can hold back. I broke my own daydream and nodded towards him, then followed him to the dining table.