
Adrian stopped his car in the parking lot at a dock in North Jakarta area.
"Oh My God's.. What are we doing here?" tokyo, excited.
"Later you know too.." He throws a smile at me.
He opened the door for me, took my hand and led me to the dock. There, he spoke to an elderly man who looked respectful to him.
He climbed on a yacht. "Here, I help." He stretched out his hand, helping me up the stairs.
"This.. who's yacht?" my many. I spread my eyes around. This place is so luxurious, like a place to party in movies. In the middle, there is a mini bar full of drinks.
"Have the Father." I'm nodding.
Shortly after, we were in the cockpit. I just realized there's no one here.
"Don't tell me you're driving?" many surprised.
Adrian nodded. Okay, now I'm really freaking out.
"Adrians.. You know, if I'm afraid of the sea?" my many.
Adrian nodded again. He then turned on the engine of a large vehicle that was either going to take us where.
"Quiet down.. There I am." she said gently.
I clasped Adrian's hand in fear. One hand on the wheel. This yacht also began to move apart the ocean. I could feel a gust of wind on my face, the unique and intoxicating fragrance of the sea.
Adrian slowed the ship down, and pulled me to his side. Now, my head is resting on his shoulder. I was smiling, feeling happy and how much this all felt like a dream.
We stopped shortly afterwards on a small island. The green trees seemed to contrast next to the soft white sand from a distance.
"Yeah.." He pulled my hand gently.
I helped him get off the yacht. I blushed. It's not like Adrian. He's been treating me really well lately.
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I was so lost in the beautiful scenery when a splash of water hit my clothes from behind. I'm turning. Adrian laughed at me. Turns out, he can prank me, too. We returned to splashing water.
"Hhh, Lula! Stopin?" He walked over, raised both his hands in surrender and hugged me.
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Our clothes were wet from all day playing in the water. I've never seen the childish side of him like today. He kept asking me jokes.
Now we're sitting next to each other, by the beach. The waves melted so much as our feet. The sound of the waves and the chirping of birds are our only music.
"Racid?" tanyakanya.
I'm shaking. "Thank you for bringing me here" I said.
He smiled and ripped my hair. "Eat, yuk? I'm making you on the yacht. But, before that, take a shower first." she said. He pulled me back to the yacht. I obey.
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He kissed me as soon as we set foot on the yacht's parking lot. He did not take off his kisses while hugging my waist. I hugged his nape, making our struggle hotter and deeper.
"Mandi first." he said on the sidelines of our activities.
I touched his chest that field, hoping he understood what I meant.
He smiled a little. "Why?" He touched my hand on his chest.
Is he teasing me by pretending not to know?
"You together?" tanyakanya.
I'm nodding.
He opened his shirt, threw it slowly onto the sofa. Then it drops the pants and*********, then it does the same.
"Indeed, will no one see?" I whispered while holding back not staring at hers.
"You're beautiful." she said in my ear.
I smiled shyly. We repeated our union again that day.
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We changed into clothes in the closet. Maybe the employee prepared it. We were at the dinner table a few days later. Adrian cooks grilled salmon and vegetables as a complement. I was a little surprised. He hardly ever cooked in his entire life.
"Why smile?" adrian asked me.
"Father.. I'm happy today." I said.
I washed our old dishes, and then I went back with him to the cockpit to go home. He drove more leisurely this time, although the waves were already much bigger than this morning.
He kissed my hand.
"I'm gonna miss you.." *I'll miss you
My eyes are wide open to hear it. "What's? Where are you going?" my many.
Adrian raised his eyebrows, confused. "You know I'm going to Africa, right?" He's stroking my hair.
Oh, dearGod. No. gabe. No. gabe. This can't be happening. I knew he was going to Africa. But that was before! Before yesterday happened. Before it.. I opened my heart to him again.
I'm at a loss for words. All sorts of feelings were in my heart. But what I really feel is a feeling of disappointment and anger.
I should have known. I should never have fallen into the same hole again. What do I expect from him?
"We still have a few days left.." He brought his face closer to mine.
Whahuh? A few more days? What I want is not that short!
I'm really sick of being here, listening to the words that come out of his mouth. I remembered her words when we had just finished making love yesterday. How sorry he was and that it was just a mistake. I was a mistake.
I pushed her body away, so she could stay away from me.
"Lula's? Please, talk to me."
He stopped the yacht engine.
"Talk? What do you think is going on between us?" Nadaku.
"You don't think that.. we're gonna get back together, do you?"
I'm speechless. That's the thing I was thinking.
"We can't, La." she said after painstakingly choosing the words. "I don't want to hurt you anymore. I thought.. You also thought the same thing?"
I raised my right hand towards her, unable to hear a single word from her.
"Forget it. Okay well? We'd better go home." I stood up and walked towards the only room on this ship. I locked the door and tried hard so that my cries could not be heard from outside.
Tok tock..
"Lula's? Can we talk?" His voice sounded sad, making me even more resentful of this situation. We were really happy a few minutes ago. Should my feelings be destroyed after being tossed so high? It's like a roller coaster game.
"Let me alone!" I said half screaming.
I'm not gonna make this any harder. Let this be our farewell. I won't stop his dreams. Go, help everyone you need to help.
Not long after, I heard the ship's engine was back on. I'm glad he didn't force me to talk to him.
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The bedroom door was knocked again.
"We're here, La.."
"I'll go out on my own. Go!" I just don't want her to see my face cry.
As soon as I got out of the room, there was no one. I rushed out with my bag. That's when I saw him, extending his hand to help me get off the ship. But I didn't take his hand. I got off on my own and walked straight out of the dock.
"Hawkins.." He walked quickly after me.
I turned. "Stop. Forgetit. Forget what happened the last week. Go awayl. What we did was just a mistake. Well, two." I intentionally insinuate it. A goof? The mistake you made over and over again? How could you leave me alone thinking that what we have is real?
"Go away. Please, just leave me alone. I beg.." I didn't see his eyes, I honestly just stared in any direction, into his clothes, his shoes, into the sea. Whatever, as long as it's not his eyes. I turned around as fast as lightning, hoping to disappear quickly from here, regretting my stupidity.