My husband, Doctor Adrian

Darkened

LULA'S POV

I'm sorry I hurt you. But, I can't. Can't even for a second, endure this feeling.

Ihurt you.

You're hurting me.

I hurt our baby.

My babies. My beautiful baby. Forgive Mama, Son.. Mama can't take care of you. Mama is the most evil man in the world. Even Mama has hurt your Papa. The stupid mama. Mamma.

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The door opened suddenly.

"Lula! What did Adrian mean just now!" Papa came in and shouted in front of me.

"Papa's Witch!"

"Pa, already.. Papa ga denger Adrian's message.. Lula, are you really miscarrying?" ask Mama softly.

"Papa just want to know why the daughter-in-law as good as Adrian is still being convinced! Lula!" scream Papa.

"Pa, I just want to rest." I said slowly.

"Papa doesn't agree you're divorced. Until whenever!"

"Pope.." My mother tried to defend me.

"Who married Adrian? Papa's? No, right? Me, right?!" Reply shouting.

PLAKK..

Papa slapped me. All my life, only this time has anyone physically hurt me.

"Father!" Mama rebuked Papa.

"Don't be your brat! Or get out of this house!"

I grieve. I picked up a small bag containing my wallet and cell phone, then walked out of the room past a pair of humans I had called old people since I was a child. Ever since I was a child, I felt a lack of affection from both parents. But even so, I never thought, they would be far more likely to choose their precious daughter-in-law over me.

"Lula! Where are you going?" Mama screamed from inside the house when I almost arrived at the fence.

I didn't answer. I kept walking. I looked at the Mercedes Benz Adrian gave me. I decided not to use it again. I'll have people return it to Adrian later.

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I walk and I walk. The road at that time was pretty quiet. The sun has been setting since. I don't know. Every now and then the vehicle that passed me was too close or too speeding so I glanced at the sidewalk. So this is how it feels to have no home, no vehicle.

I probably walked for half an hour. My body is on this street, but not my mind. My mind drifted somewhere. Thinking my son. Thinking about how small it is, how fragile it is. I grimaced at the thought of this cruel world, the place where he was about to be born. That how I am? I'm a little relieved to know that he's up there. In a world of peace, peace, and happiness. I don't need to take her to the pain of this mortal world. I am not worthy to be a mother.

A taxi stopped near me. I also decided to go up.

"Where, Mom?" tanyakanya.

"To Bar X, sir." I said.

I stared at my clothes from top to bottom. I don't give a shit. I don't care if my clothes aren't suitable for going to the bar. I just want to drink until I forget all my problems.

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Arriving at Bar X, I paid for a taxi and got off. I went into that bar. The situation inside is quite crowded. I sat in the corner and started ordering drinks. A male bartender who served me tried to be friendly and open up the chat, but I was too depressed to care about it.

I kept drinking and drinking. Music blotted out the ears. In this crowded place, I feel lonely. I lamented my fate. But I don't know. I think I deserve all of this. I deserve a much tougher punishment than this. More horrible things should have happened to me. What kind of man am I? Are really. No. gabe. Handy.

When I was half conscious, I felt a tremor on my phone inside the bag.

Nathan.

I flipped my phone over the table, so I wouldn't have to be distracted anymore. I drank my drink rough. I hope my consciousness doesn't go away soon. I still want to remember my baby. I still want to enjoy this pain.

Something or someone touches my back.

"Hey.. Alone?" I'm turning. A man my age. He grins. I didn't care about him and turned back to my drink. He even sat next to me. I wanted to respond even more coldly to her, like looking at her sharply, or telling her to leave, but it was as if I had no more strength. Alcohol has paralyzed me.

"Come, yuk?" He pulled my hand. I tried to avoid it but I ran out of energy.

"Please.. Don't.." my hiss.

"What's? Ga.. Noisy here.." He kept pulling me out of the bar. That's when I lost my consciousness.

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I woke up a moment later. I'm appalled. I was in the back seat of a car. In the front seat, the man I met at the bar was driving. I searched my phone in the bag, trying not to make a sound. I opened the messaging app. I pressed the origin of any name that last contacted me. Nathan. I sent him my location. Now he'll know where I am as long as my phone's on. I was also about to type but this creepy man immediately turned his head towards me.

I hurriedly put my phone back in the bag.

"Aware?" He chuckles horribly.

"Shut up and don't make a sound!" His impact.

We stopped by the side of the road. Then the man moved to the back seat, next to me. He took out a bottle of water from under the chair and opened it.

"This.. Drink that.. You seem to really like drinking in that bar.."

I clasped his hand. That's where it looks like it's going berserk. He opened my mouth and poured alcohol into my mouth.

"This swallow or knife will pierce you." Horrible whisper. Something as sharp and cold as touching my neck. And he seemed to be pressing too much that I felt my neck being scratched.

"Kill me!" yell at him.

He chuckles again. "Before I kill you.. There's something we have to do." His hand is moving me. I feel disgusted. I cursed my stupidity, but again asked in my heart that I might deserve this punishment.

He took out a pill from his pants pocket and then stuck me with it. I wish this would just make me die. I begged God for that to happen before he could do anything to me.

Suddenly just as he was about to open his pants, I saw an opportunity to run away. That's when I ran out of the unlocked car for him. I ran and ran without thinking about anything. Unfortunately for me, the road was dark and lonely. Shortly after, he caught me. Both of his hands pulled me down onto the asphalt. I was exhausted and strangely enough, my consciousness began to disappear again. Was it because of the pills he gave her? He slapped me many times, then strangled me. That's when I saw everything turn dark.