My husband, Doctor Adrian

My husband, Doctor Adrian
Fighting Again



That morning I packed my clothes. I'm staying at Mama's house. I can't be here much longer. My baby and I are not wanted here. I need time alone to calm down.


My bedroom door opened..


"Where are you going?"


"To Mama's house." I replied quietly without turning to her.


He sighed.


"Why bring all the clothes?"


"I need some alone time. I want to give you time alone, too." I held back the crying so as not to break. I don't want to look weak in front of him.


"You mad?" Adrian pulled my elbow slowly.


"Deliver!"


"Why are you, anyway?"


My tears fell unbearably.


"Why? You are the why! You forgot how you were doing! Please, let me go! I'm tired, Adrian.. I always do what you ask! But you'll never take me.."


"Ga ever sniffed you? You mean what?" He did not scream at all at me, even more soft. It made me more emotional, as if he thought I was stupid and knew nothing.


"I know you went to see Syena!" my yelling.


He's speechless. He felt guilty and I was fed up.


I tucked my bag and immediately exited the room.


He followed me slowly.


I was about to open the main door when I turned to face him. "On your question yesterday.. I'll always choose this baby over you."


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Mama and one of her ART friends named Bi Siti were watering orchid flowers in the yard when I arrived at Mama's house.


"Hispan?" I got out of the car as soon as Mama got closer. I opened the back door and grabbed my big bag. Mama was surprised. Bi Siti was shocked as well. Bi Siti reflexively took my bag and brought it inside the house.


"You.. would you like to nginep?" ask Mama suspiciously.


I'm nodding.


"La, are you fighting Adrian?" search Mama.


I walked into the house and laid my body on the couch.


"Lula.. Answer Mama!" mama said impatiently.


"Ma, I just got rich early in the morning.. Please, don't let me keep running. I'm going to go to my room.." I got up and went into my room while I was still living in this house. This room is always cleaned by ART. Even so, since marriage I have never spent a night here. I knew I'd be scolded by Mama if I came here. He didn't want me to leave Adrian. Would you defend her if you knew what she was doing?


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Tok tock..


Hoaamm.. I woke up from my sleep.


"Log in.." I said.


Mama came into my room.


"Why, Ma?" my many.


"Did Adrian know you were.."


"Udah, Ma." I replied.


"She knows but.. Did she let you come here?"


Hmmmm.. Mama doesn't know she hates this baby.


"You shouldn't have left the house.. You can't stay here for long." said Mama again. Mama would have been surprised to find out I like to go from Adrian's house and stay at the hotel. But I chose silence, rather than lecturing.


"Yaudah, eat yuk.. You haven't eaten since morning? You're not nauseous, are you?" cerocos Mom. I just shook my head and shook my head.


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Two days later..


I know our marriage wasn't a happy marriage, but it hurts so much to imagine Adrian hating me more and more for wanting to keep this baby. I wanted to ask Mom about Adrian's childhood but not now. I don't want you to suspect that Adrian doesn't want this kid.


I was driving my car to the office that morning when I realized something was wrong. I looked at the rearview mirror and sure enough, one of my car tires was flat. My office was about three hundred meters away. I got out of the car and lamented my misfortune.


Huff.. There's another meeting. I might not have a spare tire!


I stood by the side of the road while trying to contact the workshop. I saw dozens of vehicles passing me. The streets of Jakarta this morning were very crowded, as usual.


Suddenly a black Ferrari stopped in front of me.


A man in a suit came down.


Nathan.


"Lula's? What's your car?" ask Nathan.


"Ehm.. Deflated, sir."


"Well with me, yuk?" take Nathan.


"Difficult, sir, I.."


"Still hugging?" ask Nathan again.


Tiiinnn... Some of the cars in the back of our cars were clawing. It makes me feel bad. How long are we going to argue here? Until everyone gets stuck in traffic because of us?


"Ehm.. You can, sir.." I hurriedly locked my car. Nathan opened the passenger door and I got into his car.


In Nathan's car..


He was driving while pressing a button on his car screen. Turns out to call someone.


"Sir? Please take care of my friend's car.. Deflated.. Yes, black Mercedes on Angsana Street near the office.. Okay, so done with the office, huh? Okay.." Nathan talked to his wireless earphones so I couldn't hear anyone's reply across the phone.


"Sir.. No need.." I opened my voice when he disconnected the phone.


"Ga need what? A fuss? Hehe.." He chuckles and occasionally sees me.


"I'm sorry, sir, I took Ba.."


"My mom's really old, huh?"


"Hmm?" I glanced at him.


"Yes you call me Father continue." he said with a small laugh.


"Ehmm.." I let my sentence hang.


"OK, until then." said Nathan.


"Thank you, yeah.. Nathan.." I said slowly.


"You're most welcome." Nathan said.


"Well then, I'll go first?" my word.


Nathan nodded. I got out of his car too. My eyes swept around looking for the whereabouts of the office employees I knew. I don't want to be gossiped with Nathan. I was so shocked when I saw someone who had not been in my office for years.


Adrian.


My eyes stopped when I saw him. I think my heart is too. I threw my eyes at Nathan, or his car, I don't know. Nathan just got out of the car. He looked at me and then at Adrian.


"Adrian, you.." I approached him, then pulled him as far away from Nathan as possible. I don't want anyone to hear our conversation. I pulled him into the parking lot not far from where I got off Nathan's car.


"Detach.." said Adrian.


Whahuh? This again? Until when do we keep doing this, Lord..


"You're here just to get angry?" my many.


"I'm trying to get here.. I'm the only fool to believe in you."


My tears fell at Adrian's words.


"It's not like you see." I pulled his hand so he could see me.


"I came here because I thought I was outrageous with you. Butwhat? Are you the same as other men? Now I don't think we should see you first.."


Why God.. Why do we always fight and fight..


"Adrian.." I pulled his hand slowly.


He held my hand so hard that I was pushed and my waist hit the wall.


"Aackh.."


Adrian flipped his body and walked away leaving me.


I wished for a moment that he would turn around and see me again. Butno. He continued walking until he was no longer seen.