My husband, Doctor Adrian

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I don't remember anything after the words I just said to Adrian. When I woke up, I was in Adrian's arms. He took me to our room first, at his house. I'm glad I didn't want Mama to see me like this.

He put me in bed softly.

"You know. I want to stop hurting each other like this." Mumbled slowly.

"Hmm?" I opened my eyes with great difficulty. He sits by my side. Handsome, as always.

"Then.. Kiss me." I said. Alcohol seems to make me feel ashamed.

He furrowed his brows, not responding to my request. "i'm serious. Your words in the car seem to be true." He looks sad.

"Which words?" I really forgot.

He chuckled, then put both his hands on the bed, and dropped his head back like a child, staring at the ceiling.

My heart ached a little to see him reject me. Why does he control himself so well?

"Did you feel too holy to do it with your ex-wife?" my challenge. Okay I have to stop talking. Before he actually accepted my challenge.

He laughed a little. "I just had to hold back, not to pull you into the room and do it. Every.. Times.. We're.. Meet." He approached. He held his weight on both hands. I felt his breath hit my face and neck. My body is bristling, wanting more. I grabbed her face, kissed her softly. It took me longer than I should have realized that he didn't return my kiss.

I pushed him slowly. Seeking answers from both eyes. But I didn't get any answers. Has he died to me?

"I have to go." I can't hide the bitterness of my voice. I pushed him even stronger this time. I was about to get up, but he prevented me.

"Detach.." I said, filled with shame for forcing her.

A second later, he kissed me. Maybe he felt guilty, I thought. Unlike me earlier, this time he did it with full of warmth. He grabbed me and kissed me for a long time. He also kissed my whole face. I felt my face meet red, but I returned every touch.

It is demanding, passionate, and deepening.

"Lula.." she said softly.

I gathered my consciousness from the pleasure he gave me. Raised one of my eyebrows, asking without words.

"You.. wanna do it?" tanyakanya.

Gosh darn. I don't know what he did to spend his youth. Should he ask? After I started it?

I'm nodding.

He again landed his lips in the recess of my neck, making me sigh unbearably. He sat me down slowly, then passed my sweater while not stopping kissing me. I don't want to lose, I unbutton his shirt one by one. He pulled my cashmere pants, so I only wore the inside. He got up to take off his pants as fast as lightning, and now he was naked. I held my breath when I saw hers again after such a long time.

He climbed into the bed and released what was left of me, kissing me. He stared at my upper body, gnawing and wetting his lips. She never looked this sexy.

When his lips were on mine, his hands touched every inch of my body. Makes me slack and moan. It stopped and went down, biting all over my body, giving a sign of possession everywhere.

"Well.." My sigh for the tens time, as it reached the core of my body. I felt the warmth of his breath, and every touch made by his mouth. I pulled her so that our lips would meet again, I could not bear it. I held hers that was already upright. Both of his eyes were filled with a mist of lust. He nodded, and then asked. "I can't stop if I start. Are you sure you want to do this?" His voice sounded raucous.

I nodded, unable to wait for another second. He positioned himself on top of me, supporting his weight with both hands.

We both held our breath as he entered me. He stomped his body inside me, many times, but still in a gentle way. I flew into the seventh heaven. My fingers hugged his burly back, sighing right in his ear, whispering words of love to him. Whether it's me or alcohol, but everything feels right.

I arrived many times that night, he did various styles to me. He was entering me from the side, his hands holding his body so that his head could be on top of me, kissing me. He took off our lips, then looked at me. He sighed softly and plunged his own deeper, that's when I knew he was done. But when he opened his eyes to look me in the eye, what I saw was not satisfaction, or happiness as we usually do, but sadness. For some reason, the touch felt different this time. It was like goodbye.

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I woke up feeling something in my hair. I opened my eyes and realized I was in Adrian's arms. I didn't have to look into the blankets to know that we were both undressed. He rubbed my hair softly. I felt the warmth in my heart. A taste that never died for him. Love's.

"I'm sorry, I woke you up." she whispered.

I'm shaking. "What time is this?" my many.

"Almost five o'clock in the morning."

"Aren't you sleeping?"

"Can't."

"Why?"

I felt Adrian shrugging his shoulders, indicating he did not know the answer to my question.

"I'm sorry I was so presumptuous.take you to.."

I nodded, stopping his words. "I'm angry, not because of what you did. But maybe because I remembered my relationship with Papa at the end of his life. It was a tough time for both of us, I guess." I said slowly.

"Sorry.." Adrian said again. It seems he will not ask about the reason for the breakdown of my relationship with Papa. I feel relieved because of that. I didn't want him to know that it was all because of my breakup with him.

"It's not your fault." I said.

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At 07.00..

Adrian brought me food in bed. I just woke up from sleep, smiled at him and thanked him. It seems he has taken a shower.

"You cook?" ask me while upholding my body on the bed.

Adrian nodded. He placed a small folding table in front of me. There's a plate with a sandwich and a cup of chamomile tea, my favorite.

For a moment, I stole a glance at him. I wonder in my heart, what will our relationship look like in the future? I still love her, but does she feel the same way? Are we going to get back together?

"Why are you planning today?" my many. He was still standing in front of me, with his clothes and wet hair.

He shrugged both shoulders. "Not having a plan. You?" tanyakanya.

"Where are we going for a walk?" my many.

"Yeah.." He smiled, as if trying to look happy. But I know he's hiding something.