Lord, Accept My Repentance

Retractable

*Each word is a prayer and behavior reinforces it*.

The woman came out of the cafe with an unconditioned face again, Bang Gilang also came out probably intending to chase and explain to the woman earlier.

However, the woman had already left even unseen her figure. Bang Gilang punched the wind and I immediately hid in this round table.

Closing my mouth so as not to sound weird, I could end if he knew I was still here.

He also left the cafe because glancing did not find me, angry people will never focus on doing something.

I breathed a sigh of relief and rubbed my chest, as soon as everyone stared at me as I came out of hiding and sat on the bench again.

Do they think I'm cheap? Want to kiss an unknown man? Of course not, he's my brother!

The ringing of the phone was heard from Farhan, the number had been saved to make it easier for me to lift or reject it.

"What's wrong?" ask me without further ado when the phone has been connected.

"Home home, what time is it?"

"Currently, who are you? There's no right to treat me!" I turned off the phone and put it back.

Sipping coffee that is cold while enjoying the sound of music from inside the cafe that remains audible to the outside.

"Eh, there's another bestie here!" exclaim a familiar voice and make me stare at the source of the sound.

"Yoi, our bestie is now!" arpan finally sat in front of me. They took a bench at the other table.

I looked at their faces and immediately remembered said Abang, that they had a problem with Abang.

It could be, I was used as a lantern because of their revenge with Brother who was not delivered at that time.

"Let's go home!" the order of someone who suddenly came pulled my hand.

I immediately got up and made them all stare at me, "Hey! Relax dong Bro, your brother's hand hurts you pull that kayak," said Bagas who stood while staring at Bang Gilang which was still in the cafe area.

Bang Gilang did not heed their words, he took the bag and also my mobile phone which was still on the table.

"Gue warn you on, yeah! Your problem is the same me, never dare to touch my sister let alone do anything with my sister! Watch out if you dare to do that!" hardik Bang Gilang threatened them with a hand pointing to the face of each of them.

Bang Gilang's hand on the rough edge by Bagas, "No need to point as well! Anyway, what did you say? Touch and macem-macem? Oh, of course not. We just want to meet your sister and make your sister the queen in our gang" explained Bagas smilingly looking at me.

Bang Gilang finally looked at me sharply, "When have I wanted to be friends with you? I never want to!" I firmly knit the eyebrows that did not accept Bagas' words just now.

Brother immediately pulled me and away from the table earlier, even though I have not paid the most drinks later I will chat his servant.

Whether since when the taxi waited, we immediately got into this car with Brother who still displays anger on his face.

He looked straight ahead, looking at his face from the side. His hands were still clenched and his jaw was hardened.

I gulped the saliva, 'It's been all right at home, it's been my mutilation, ' my frightened mind.

Arriving at home, my hand remained pulled and violently removed when he was done closing the door by locking it.

"Who played with them? Those who suddenly came and immediately sat down!"

"You should have kicked out or moved out, not just sat there! How about you do something that fucks with them?"

"What do you care? Don't you not like me either? You should be happy if they do anything to me even if you have to kill me!" I shouted in front of his face.

Instantly, he who was so fierce dropped his shoulder. He lifted his face back.

I wiped the tears that were not invited to argue instead came down between my debate and Brother, I immediately stepped foot into the room.

I see, there was Farhan peeking at our debate earlier. Apparently he was disturbed by it, the holster is still on the body and the pecinya.

Did he just finish praying? Or even teaching? I don't know, I slammed the door so hard.

The sound of a knock was not long heard, "Get out you Nazwa! Don't be a kid! I told you not to be friends with them!"

"I'm not like them!" I shouted not to stay silent. It's tired if you never believe it.

"I'm sorry, Bang," Farhan cut like that.

"You who? And why did you get into this house?" ask Bang Gilang who does not know the presence of Gilang.

After that, I didn't hear their talk anymore. As I heard, Farhan invited Bang Gilang to talk. I don't know what they're talking about, I don't know either.

"Nazwa, out!" tell Farhan's voice after they leave my room for about an hour.

Chequek.

I opened the bedroom door, my clothes had already turned into pajamas with arms and length above the knees.

"Tomorrow, your shirt and pants are long-handed!" he stared flat at me.

"Well, who are you to control me?" tanyaku crossed the chest.

"I am Farhan" he answered casually, "now eat, I cook. There was Bang Gilang there too, stop being so childish!"

I snorted annoyedly and walked ahead of him, tired of it also if I had to argue constantly.

Bang Gilang had eaten first, I sat down across Bang Gilang. Farhan sat next to me but was a bench away.

"Nazwa, I don't know when or what happened to you. But, what Bang Gilang said was true. You can't play and be close to that group of men, that's not good" Farhan said.

"Who is friends with the old men?" I looked back and looked at Farhan.

"So, if not a friend what's his name? Is there even one of your girlfriends among them?" bang Gilang chirps that I saw while chewing his food.

I put the spoon hard back on the plate, "If you never believe what I say! You better not have to ask me again!" I'm tough and get out of this place.

Be quiet when the truth you speak is meaningless, be quiet when the pretentious knows best to express his opinion.

Be quiet, for those who never want to believe and be quiet when you speak meaningless.