Lord, Accept My Repentance

Split Well

"Assalamualaikum Aunt," said Bang Rangga when meeting with Mama. As agreed yesterday.

Today, after Asar Bang Rangga came to the house to invite me to meet Kak Mawar somewhere.

"Waalaikumsalam Rangga," replied Mama while cupping her hands in front of her chest. Although Mama hasn't used the veil, but Mama knows about it.

"The ladder's gonna take Nazwa, yeah, Auntie."

"To where? Hulu?" my mother's tease that embarrassed me.

"Mama, don't do it" I growled with my teeth.

"Haha, no Auntie. To one of the cafes, really."

"Oh, jude. You guys be careful and do not leave the night" said Mama and we immediately nodded.

I kissed the back of your hand with reverence and waved it out of the house.

"Eh, thank you," I said as the car door was opened by Bang Rangga.

"Together," he replied with a smile and ran towards the next bench.

On the way no one opened his voice, Bang Rangga focused on the street while I looked at the building on my left.

30 Minutes passed, until we finally arrived at one of the cafes that used to be seen by me but I never visited.

"So see your friend?" bang Rangga asked on the sidelines we climbed the stairs upstairs.

"So Bang, I'll see you here. Tired of having to move around," I complained with a slight smile.

When I got to the top floor, my eyes immediately caught the figure of a woman close to the window staring at the outside scenery while sipping a drink in her cup.

"Udah, do not be afraid" said Bang Rangga reassuring. I nodded and walked a little slowly towards the table.

"Ehem! Sorry, have you been waiting?" bang Rangga asked deheman to make the woman look at us.

"Oh, not really. Please sit down" he said, allowing us to sit on his stool.

I sat down with a sigh first, not knowing what would happen to them. Actually want to be angry and rebellious why I was included in a problem like this.

But it's nothing. Bang Rangga said he wanted to apologize, not prolong the problem.

"So, ak-"

"Order first time, hurry very," cut Kak Rawar make Bang Rangga sentence paused. I who was in the middle of them besides the table just listened.

Sister Rose slightly raised her hand to call one of the servants while carrying the menu.

I choose food and drinks, while Bang Rangga only drinks. I know it's going to be a little long, so I'd better just eat.

Before the food came, Bang Rangga or Kak Mawar did not open his voice. They may be busy with their own thoughts

Sister Rose displayed a smile from earlier, I know that smile is not a smile of happiness but sadness.

He already likes Bang Rangga, for sure. That is what I can see and feel from him and his treatment to Bang Rangga.

"I'm sorry for what I said and what I did to you a few days ago" Bang Rangga asserted as a true man in general.

"Why are you apologizing? Isn't that my fault? I've humiliated you as well toying with your heart," explained Kak Mawar staring at Bang Rangga.

"No. It's not your fault .. and the humiliating problem is also toying with my heart," Bang Rangga's pause looked at me and at the same time there was a mutual gaze between us, "if indeed we are not matchmakers, yeah, that's the risk. So, would you not do anything like yesterday if we were not a match, the ending would be like that."

I turned my eyes and accidentally saw Sister Rose who was staring at me, maybe she saw our interaction earlier looking at each other.

"I am not good and far from that word, God closes my disgrace so that you can think so. I'm sure, there will be a much better man who will come to you and unite your love in halal ties," said Bang Rangga, making Kak Mawar nod his head with his lips.

"Yaudah if that is so, please drink first," said Sister Rose who I accidentally saw he rubbed the tip of his eye.

I, who was among them, felt sorrow and heartache if I were them.

I eat French fries and rainbow ea that taste masem, sweet and others do not forget of course very refreshing.

Their conversation was over, only to pretend to be fine after letting go of each other in an adult manner.

"Oh, yeah, then we go first, yeah. You see Nazwa has other business and I have to accompany him" Bang Rangga said as he looked at the watch in his right hand.

I nodded my head when I looked at the clock at 5 pm, I saw Mr. Rose looking at me. With a smile I gave it to her.

"Alright, be careful for you."

"Yes, thanks."

We finally left this floor, I looked back for a moment while on the stairs. Sister Rose cried with her face covered with both hands.

"Hey, why are you Nazwa? Not on the stairs, hard people want to pass!" reprimanding Bang Rangga that made me look straight ahead.

"Eh, sorry-sorry," I felt bad for standing in the middle of the stairs.

"What's wrong?" asked Bang Rangga who was still kepo.

"Sir Rose cried," I cried, who felt like she was so hurt and sad.

"Keep, why?"

"Curl Bang."

"It is life, we have to let go of one of them and accept the fact that what we want does not have to be realized" said Bang Rangga, who in a few days was like people were losing their way.

But today, he is like someone who is so fluent in playing the word. Kutatao's face with the lips I put forward.

"Why?" bang Rangga asked raising one eyebrow.

"No, no papa," cut me quickly staring straight while nodding. I narrowed my eyes to find the whereabouts of my former friend or best friend.

"Where is he?" asked Bang Rangga who had come to stop beside me.

I kept quiet while looking for people I might know among the many people.

"That!" I pointed to a woman and a man sitting together.

Little run towards them, there was a sense of happiness when I could look back at old friends until I forgot about Bang Rangga.

"Hay, Siti!" my sap made the two men look up.

"N-nazwa?" stuttering Siti while standing by pointing at me.

Both of my hands were at the back, my head nodding as if confirming that I was really Nazwa.

Without warning, Siti immediately hugged me. I who wasn't prepared for this kind of treatment would almost fall to the floor.

Perhaps, if Bang Rangga did not hold back my body, something like that would happen.

"Eh, sorry-sorry," said Siti releasing a hug staring at me.

"Haha, your strength is very strong. Almost only we fell," I said after released Bang Rangga this shoulder.