Lord, Accept My Repentance

Mama

After Mis's departure and talking to Mama, I intend to go into the room.

"Nazwa," called my stepmother to make me who was about to climb one step turn my head.

"Yes, what's up Auntie?" ask me and walk towards him.

"You ... have a game other than this?" My stepmother pointed towards the robe I was now wearing.

I looked up at the robe and shook my head to look at Mama, "Nazwa doesn't have any other Aunty's clothes."

"Jude, we're going to the mall, yuk!" bring your mother with a smile with enthusiasm.

"When Tan?"

"Now! Or ... Do you want us to eat first?"

"So, we ate at Mama's, Tan's."

When I called 'Mama' my stepmom looked a little moody but held her face, "Tante why?" I raised one eyebrow.

"No papa, really. If so, now we buy the game, yuk!"

"Oke Tan, flinch, yes, Nazwa into putting the book first," I said and got a nod. I went straight up with a little run while raising the end of the robe.

We were finally on the way to the shopping center, Mama said she would all the monthly shopping.

Maybe, just to have more time with me. We are not too close, however.

Especially because of that time, he also intended to slap me for the death of his son. But they already know who did it.

Certainly not me, but Anggi's girlfriend. From what I heard, Anggi's girlfriend does not want him anymore.

However, Anggi insisted that he still wanted to be with the man. It turns out that the man cheated on her at another time and was caught off guard by Anggi.

Anggi did not accept and reprimand that might make his girlfriend angry, until it was done by his girlfriend.

Anggi is not a bad woman. She can get a better boyfriend and one that loves her.

Indeed, love cannot be forced to fall where. However, that does not mean that logic is eliminated.

Let go of what you don't want to fight, away from toxic relationships because you'll be tormented in them.

It will be difficult, but believe me when you are free from the bad relationship. You will feel happy.

"Darling, let's get down! I've arrived, you know," chirped my stepmother who made me realize.

"Eh, hehe. Bentar Ma," I said and put on a sling bag and got out of the car.

We went inside the mall that a lot of people were already in and out of this three-story building.

"When it's only 10 o'clock, yes Tan. How many people?" I complained because I was afraid if it would be touched.

"Mmm ... or do we eat ice cream first? While waiting a little quiet and relieved, maybe there is another sale of many people."

"Jaudah, may Tan."

While focusing on the road, my stepmom suddenly pulled my hand making me hit her body and she closed in.

"Why Tan?" I was shocked and immediately looked up.

"Be careful on your way, sir! Don't be busy with your phone!" my stepmother firmly reprimanded the person beside me making me turn towards her.

Apparently, there is a man who seems to be bumping into me because of the focus on the phone he has.

"Sorry Buk, I've got some important work on this."

"Yes, don't walk! Or if the road-wild, fortunately my son was not hit by the Father!" my stepmother said in the same voice.

"Udah Ma, no papa really," said I who smiled at Mama. I stared at the Father who almost hit me earlier, "the next time be careful, yes, sir."

"Yes, Deck. Again sorry, yes." I smiled nodding and the person left after apologizing to Mama as well.

"What did you call me?" ask Mama in a stammer.

"Mama. Uh, why Ma? Can't do it, huh? Yaudah, Nazwa call me Auntie anyway," cut me off quickly that Mama might be reminded of Anggi.

But, I just felt that it was impossible to mention Mama as Aunt. My mother recognized me as her son.

Surely, the Father was going to laugh at Mama or think strange to Mama. There is no history of a child calling his parents a aunt.

Although my stepmother did not give birth to me, I also raised me, but she is now my father's wife. So, there's no harm, is there?

Mama without speaking or answering my question earlier, she clasped my body and I faintly heard a sobbing sound.

"Mama why?" I asked a little worried.

Mama took off a hug and cupped my cheek, "Let's love, yes, thank you for giving Mama the chance to be a Mama again after Anggi's departure. Forgive my past mistakes.

Mama knows it won't be easy to forget, that's why Mama wants to be forgiven by you. Now, Mama wants to start everything.

Start loving you, loving you and taking care of you like your own son."

I smiled and nodded, "Yes, Ma. Nazwa I'm sorry, Mama, I'm sorry."

Mama smiled and looked around, "We're like the center of attention, yuk, to the ice cream shop," asked Mama with a smile.

I chuckled and nodded, I held Mama's hand like a child who was afraid of losing or being left behind.

We walked to the ice cream shop first with my chocolate and my mom vanilla. Laughing and telling each other stories we do while eating ice cream.

"Would you like a dress that's any color, honey?" mama asked as we entered the clothing store and looked at the hanging robe.

"Ma, we buy in the market, yuk! Or a shop that is on the streets, here is very expensive," I whispered with the hands of Mama who is still perched in the robe.

Mama looked at me and held onto this shoulder, "Well, why? Yes, here! You choose what you think is good and you like the color. Let Mama pay later," tell Mama.

My old clothes were not cheap either, but I usually buy them at a roadside store that was quite cheap.

If the purchase is in the mall, they certainly raise the price because given the rent of the stall in the mall is quite high.

"Buy one, yes, Ma. More we buy at a roadside shop, just" I said.

"So you don't like the same cloth and model of the game here?" ask Mama to look at me.

To be honest, I really like. Moreover, the game model is plain and the fabric is cold and the color is not too bright.

However, the price is fantastic, "Mmm .. like, the hell, Ma," said I who could not lie.

"Judah if you like, do not mind the price. You take it, yes, you want it."

I nodded and began to choose all of them see the price that I think is not too expensive, I got 4 sets with a veil.

Color and model is not too complicated also tacky, 4 this game can also discount that's why I want to choose it.

"Udah Ma," I said as I hugged the robe in my hand.

Mama looked at me with her hand that also contained a robe, "Udah? That way?"

"Yes, later less can buy at a roadside shop aja Ma."

Mama sighed, "Judah then, yuk. we pay!" take Mama to the cashier.

I saw Mama also hugging the robe, I just kept quiet thinking it was for Mama. Don't want to be too knowledgeable about other people's business.

"This is Ma'am," I said to give up the game and back slightly.

"This is once Ma'am, combine it, yes," said Mama stacked the robe she brought earlier to my robe.

"Well Ma?" I was surprised while pointing to the pile that began to be scanned the price was also folded by the store clerk.

"Sutz." Mama put her index finger in front of her lips to keep me quiet.