Lord, Accept My Repentance

Because of Something

"*Do not have one of you two with a woman unless there is an accompanying mahram." (CHR. Bukhari no: 5233*)

His breathing was hunting with his chest rising and falling, he rubbed his face rough. Waiting a few minutes, no more abuse.

I went past from before him, "Where are you going? I'm not ready to scold you!" the screams I didn't care about.

When I was climbing the stairs to the room, I caught up with a human who could be the event.

He looked at me as if I wasn't there putting an apple in his mouth, I didn't care and continued up the stairs.

I opened the veil violently and threw it in any direction, I changed the school uniform and the bag.

Back outside while carrying a charger because it looks like my phone will run out of battery outside later.

I ordered the gojek, I didn't like my moge. If he's home, then my things belong to him.

In fact, easily sometimes he will sell my stuff because I feel jealous because I bought the goods I want while he?

He was also given, but always sold first by him to play gambling or provide for his girlfriends.

"Where are you Nazwa? I'm not done talking to you!" I shouted as I was at the door.

I turned around and saw the face of my faithful mother sitting on the sofa, "Mother not yet, I have!"

Out of the house like hell, I looked at the clock was almost 1 pm. I want to go to a cafe that is at least more soothing.

It was the atmosphere of the cafe with music that could make me at least forget what happened just now.

Getting off the two wheels and walking towards my cafe, I don't know if my family knows where I used to eat, drink or just let out some annoyance.

But it feels impossible. I laughed at my own thoughts, who I was to the extent that they could know about it.

"As usual Deck?" ask the cafe keeper who has memorized me. I smiled at him and nodded.

I plugged the charger into the phone, put my head on the table with my hand on it.

"Eh, that wasn't the girl from last night, was it?" whispered the person at the table beside me who made me instantly straighten up and look at them.

"Yes, there it is. The one we helped pass out on the street, "pointed one of them at me. The four men seemed confused and I was also more confused.

"You ... who last night rode a moge, no, anyway?" one of them finally approached me.

I looked at his appearance, the hair on his shoulders and the body was quite contained, "Don't he have a lot of moge?" I raised one eyebrow.

"Yes, anyway. But, the one we helped last night was like you, huh? Your house is in Johor, right?"

I nodded and tried to digest, Meaning, last night finished off the barr. I passed out on the street, dong? Hadeuh .. I think go home well, ' my inner self is ashamed.

"Oh, so you guys are helping me? Thank you, yes," I said sincerely despite feeling uncomfortable with all of them.

"Lio," said one of the friends who had been sitting on the side bench but immediately moved to my desk with a hand.

I stared at his hand for a long time and finally he pulled his hand with a grin, "Hehe, we just want to win it with you," he explained.

"We can join? My name is Bagas" said one who sat early on my bench.

"By your lips why?" asked Arpan looking at my lips. Me and them had known. Arpan, the man with the glasses is also his body that is better than all of them. Lio, Bagas and Agung. That's their name.

"No papa," I replied as I ate the fries. I am still full of the food I ate with Mr. Gojek.

"Wait" he said and opened their black backpack. He took out a box of P3K and took a cotton swab and red medicine.

"God! What do you want?" ask me a little hard.

"Well, what do you want?" ask her with a face that is also flat. His hand went forward and applied the red medicine with the cotton swab to the corner of my lips.

"Lu's still in school, huh? How old are you, anyway? You tomorrow do not have to make-up, like aunty knows," said Bagas to me.

"Who are you? It's none of your business!" a story I don't like with pretentious people knows about my life.

The phone rang making me take my eyes off the sharp gaze towards Bagas, his other friend hit Bagas shoulder as if blaming the stupidity of his speech earlier.

"Okay, I'll be there. No need to pick up, I'll take a gojek, "cut me quickly and turn off the call.

I unplug the charger from the plug and put it in the backpack, "You guys spend it, I'll go first. Thanks for helping me, bye!" my pamit first went into the cafe to pay for the food.

When it came out, "Be careful, yes, Nazwa" Lio said with a waving hand and the others did the same.

I just stared and looked away, not intending to reply they immediately got into the online car I ordered.

'Cih, good pretentious and SKSD. They must want to be close to me just because they know how my house is, I better be careful with them. After all, their age is also old. There is no way to be truly sincere with me who is still this High School, ' my mind that feels anxious with the four of them earlier.

The four wheels stopped at the location point I wanted, I handed over the amount of money listed on the application.

Walking into the building I saw there were already cars Mom, Dad and Bang Gilang in the parking lot. They had already arrived.

"Nazwa, what are you doing here?" ask the familiar baritone voice in my ear.

I saw the man, "It's none of your business and you don't have to think about teaching me anymore, because I've been kicked out of school!" I firmly close my chest.

"Oh, huh?" her question raised one eyebrow making me stare confused at her answer.

"Non Nazwa, let's go to the room!" call someone I don't recognize. Looks like he's a lawyer on either Dad's or Mom's side.

I nodded and looked towards Farhan first, "Your surrender!" sit back and walk back.

"May meet guys everywhere, does he have a shadowy style that can be everywhere, huh?" my grumbling has been inexhaustible with my situation lately.

I put my foot in the room, can I be honest? I never wanted this to happen to my family.

However, seeing those who fight every day I am not strong. Father said, Mother who cheated with the owner of his office.

However, I had even seen Dad kissing another woman in the car at the time.

No one can trust even my own parents, they say family is a source of happiness.

But that doesn't happen to my family. I dropped the body weight on the bench that felt very hot and immediately wanted to make me leave here.