Lord, Accept My Repentance

Trash Can

[Come to your father's house right now!] the message I just read after it was sent 10 minutes ago.

[Why didn't Mom come here? Why should I go there?] my reply began to rise from the bed and look at the clock from the mobile phone.

It's almost in time for prayer, I'm waiting for another incoming message from Mom. If it's important, I'll come to Dad's house later.

[Don't ask too many questions! You come here directly!]

[I have a busy time at 2 o'clock, tomorrow-tomorrow I just went to Dad's house. Yea!] break me up first and shut down the data network.

Today, Bagas and I will do such teaching and learning for street children.

I also want to see if what they said yesterday is true or not. Walk to fill an empty stomach.

"Eh, are you awake, baby? Mama just wants to wake you up," said Mama when she saw I had walked out of the room.

"I don't have a papa, really, Ma," I was convinced and given a nod from Mama. We walked together to the table where Farhan was there.

I sat down and took enough food, nobody opened the conversation I didn't want to do that.

Helping Mama clean and wash the dishes, after that I returned to the room to tie the hair into one.

Wearing a backpack and clothes that are slightly covered although certainly not using a hood.

Not to forget, bring a bag that contains Bagas jacket last night that he lent me. I intend to return it.

"Where are you going, honey?" ask Mama who I don't see if she's on the couch.

With a cry I walked closer to Mama and it turned out there was also Farhan who was still there with his flat face.

Sometimes I wonder and wonder. Was he tired of that face?

I mean, even though I'm also often flat. But, in some moments definitely smile too even though it is only thin.

"I want to go outside Ma" I said honestly.

"To where? Same who? What time and what time do you come home?" mama asked in a row that made me blink confusion.

"That's Ma, there's a community of equals and go home most before nightfall. Or ... 4 hours at most."

Mama looked silent and digested what I said, "Hour 4 has to go home, yes!" tell Mama while pointing at me.

I nodded my head and kissed her hands in reverence, "Bye, Ma!" I half ran out of the house.

I didn't see how Farhan's expression was, I knew he wouldn't believe what I said.

"According to location, right Deck?" ask the gojeker with me who is wearing a helmet.

"Yes, Sir!"

Two wheels split the streets and out of my alley, I occasionally glanced back in fear if someone followed me later.

I'm already in the park, I'm spreading the view of no one here. Gently curl your hair and sit on a bench that is slightly cold because it is protected by trees.

"Where the hell are they, so or not, anyway?" I looked to the right and left.

"Hey, Queen!" yell Arpan's voice and be right. The four of them were walking towards me with an indistinct smile.

Standing up and staring at them flatly, I could not immediately smile like I had been friends with them for a long time.

"This, thanks for the jacket," I said handed the bag that already contained Bagas jacket.

"Wah ... very fragrant," he praised as he opened the bag to see his jacket that I had washed as well as iron it.

"Udah, yok! They must have been waiting for us," Lio cut off and was taken in by all of them except me.

Walking together towards the parking lot, "Queen, you're the same as Lio, too" Arpan's words made me look at Lio who had ridden on his motorcycle.

They brought three motorcycles, Bagas with his friend and Arpan also Lio alone without any bonfire.

Seeing that I was still silent without moving towards Lio, Arpan again said, "You want to be with me? But ... my helmet does not exist," explained Arpan who made me walk towards the Lio motorcycle.

Without me asking, Lio lowered both footings of his motorcycle. Who's the woman who wouldn't baper if she kept being treated like this?

"Thanks," I said and climbed into the back seat while picking up the helmet that Lio had handed over.

"Can the pair?" lio asked glanced at my face through the rearview mirror. I nodded my head in response.

The bike started walking with us at the back, I stared at the road without any intention of breaking the silence on the bike.

"Ehem!" dehem Lio and I immediately glanced at his face from the rearview mirror.

"Are you all right?"

"Huum."

"Your activities other than school, what?"

"Watch out with you!"

"Haha, why beware of us? What are we going to do to you? Oh ... or, is your brother already doctrinating about us to you?

He said a no-no about us to you, huh? Did he say we'd hurt or even kill you?"

I narrowed my eyes at Lio from the rearview mirror, "Do you think it's natural for an older man to invite you to make friends?

Not usually the girls first who caper to be able to join the gang of the men!"

He was silent, I wasn't that easy to fool. Even though I'm here and going with them.

Not that I can trust 100%, I want to see what they really want to do to me as their revenge on Brother.

We finally reached the area that was full of garbage, "Nih, wear a mask if you are not used to smelling this scent," asked Lio to hand over the mask I immediately wore.

Walking together through the pile of garbage, some people who lived around the trash greeted them.

'Do they teach here often?' my mind looked at Lio's face, which I was walking with.

Up in the open, there were four tables and eight benches. Also a small whiteboard is available.

"Who prepared this?" ask me while still staring at what is in front of me now.

"We. We bought it."

"So, what if it rains? Do the benches, the tables and the slates stay out like this?" I said looking up at Lio's face.

He shook his head and smiled at me, "They'll put everything in their homes and regroup when they know they're going to re-learn," said Lio and I immediately nodded as I looked back at the place.