Lord, Accept My Repentance

Just a Seminal Hallucination

Today, finish studying and helping Mama. I entered the room at 1 pm, packing clothes that will be worn later during camping.

The plan, I will still go as usual at 3 pm as if to the cafe so that Mama does not suspect me.

If I'm honest, it's impossible to be given permission from Mama especially if Farhan finds out, it can be more complicated.

Farhan has not come home because this is the last exam of the semester and maybe after this he just waits for the results of the report.

Maybe at school there is a farewell activity because considering there will be no more 12th class next Monday.

I put in a thick jacket and some snacks, but they said I didn't have to bring anything but blankets and a thick jacket.

In addition to not making Mama suspicious, so that I don't mind also taking her. They're so sweet, aren't they?

After feeling that what was needed had been obtained, I lay down my body staring at the ceiling of my room.

There was another hour to sleep, I chose to close my eyes that were used to taking a nap this afternoon.

***

I don't know if I'm going to end up with Lio, he said that his motorcycle was broken and he was forced to come with me.

Yeah ... good, anyway, I'm so not sapped. However, there was something strange when in the bonceng with this man.

Especially considering how we first met back then, she was already so attentive with treating my cheeks.

While being engrossed in remembering about the past, the motorcycle was suddenly brake by Lio who was lucky he used a bag as well.

There was no physical contact between us until my chest hit his back. I was just a little surprised to the point of holding the shirt on her waist.

"Eh, sorry-sorry Queen. This was suddenly a big howl," said Lio who felt guilty as he glanced at me at a glance.

"Oh, yes, no papa, really," I wave while fixing the helmet and take off Lio's shirt that I had held earlier.

Suddenly, my hand was held by Lio and made to his waist, "Udah hold it, no papa kok. From Queen ntar falling?" obviously Lio while looking at my face from the rearview mirror.

I swallowed the saliva that I thought was intercepted, slowly hugging the waist of the man who had given the permission.

He smiled at me, the motorcycle returned to the gas quickly because it remembered we were already behind with the others.

"Stop eating first or keep gas?" ask Bagas who was beside us a little hard.

"As far as you go, we're following!" bright Lio who glanced towards Bagas slightly and focused back on the streets.

"Don't be next to each other, danger! Many people are returning from activities!" my reprimand was looking towards the back of many other riders.

"Danger or shame if you see uwu-uwuan again?" tanya Bagas teased towards me with a smile.

I immediately snorted in annoyance while Bagas laughed before finally leaving us behind him.

Dusk was almost drowned, we decided to rest first because considering I had not eaten and they were getting tired.

"It seems, in one hour we will be there," said Bagas while drinking warm tea ordered in angkringan.

Because waiting for one another, we should have reached the location 3 hours so more than that hour.

But it's okay, not that I also rarely touring and camping like this? Especially considering tomorrow will be sunmori with them. Must be so exciting!

"Eh, Queen. Send a message to your mom if you don't come home tonight. You see, it could be there later there is no signal," said Arpan made me speechless who was chewing fried rice.

[Assalamualaikum, Ma. Sorry to tell you all of a sudden, Nazwa's sleeping place tonight, yeah. You miss Nazwa again.

Because it happens to be a work and study holiday as well, so no papa, yes. No need to wait for Nazwa, yes, Ma,] I sent you a message with one roof tile.

Maybe Mama was getting ready to pray Magrib, I fell silent as my mind went through those words.

"Mmc ... Guys! I want to pray first, yes. You guys aren't coming?" ask me while turning off the phone and put it back in the bag.

I accidentally turned off the phone so that it was not contacted by anyone later when I did not come home.

They looked at me and shook their heads, from the angkringan where we rested there was a musala not too far away.

"Jude, deh. I pray first, yes," I said as I got up from my seat and walked towards the musala.

I even left the Asar prayer, but if my work also left him and never felt strange like this.

However, this time my heart was moved after giving a message to Mama. The voice of Adzan has been heard.

In a hurry to get into the female toilet, I immediately saw someone who was at the male wudu place.

My feet stopped and stared at the wudu with my eyebrows, "I think there was Farhan, huh?" my murmurs were still faithfully staring towards the wudu place.

I shook my head and raised my face again, "It must be a hallucination. Even when I left, he didn't come home from school, anyway," I said indifferently.

***

"Queen-queen, let's get up" said someone who made me squirm. I opened my eyes slowly and intended to straighten my body.

"Eh, how can't you?" I asked who felt strange as if my waist was tied by something.

"Hahaha, just don't bite Queen. Sleep right in the boncegan, if it falls how? Fortunately your bodyguard is smart, so pickled Queen's waist to me," explained Lio who mumbled but her hands remained busy unbinding.

"Hehe, sorry, yeah. Are we there?" tanyaku spread the view.

Without me noticing, it turned out to be asleep when the journey resumed. Maybe it's because the cool night wind makes me lulled.

"Udah," Lio replied with a bond that had been broken.

I got off the bike seat and saw only our bike was here, "Which other one?"

"Still in the back," said Lio down as well and taking the helmet off his head, he restored his hair and saw the white face and nose.

He looked at me and his hands stretched open my helmet, "Eh!" my shocked words turned out not to have opened my own helmet.

"You still sleepy?" ask her by raising one eyebrow.

"No, not really," I shook my head.

He laughed again, a laugh so opiate now in my ears. Before long, the sound of the horn shifted our gaze.

Apparently, Bagas and the others have arrived. I straightened my hair and looked at them one by one with a tired face from them.

"Aren't you tired?" tanyaku looked up at Lio after seeing Bagas and the others stretch their muscles and waist.

Lio shook her head and brought her face closer to my ears, "It would never be tired if the one you brought was a special woman," Lio whispered and kept her face away from my ears.

I stiffened at the man's words just now, what was he doing? Didn't you know that I could have just been doing it?