Lord, Accept My Repentance

Debates

Back to running empty because the nurse also did not tell about the pain of Mama. They just said that Mama was exhausted.

"Well?" asked Farhan who had come out of Mama's room.

"What?" I just stared at him.

"Same as a nurse?"

"Only about Mama, anyways asked from earlier on silent mulu!" I crossed my chest and sat on the bench.

Bang Rangga is not here, which means he is in there. I hope there's still time to meet my mom.

"You truant?" farhan asked and finally sat down as well.

"Yes." Yeah."

"Why?"

I couldn't believe Farhan's question just now, could he ask why, "What's the matter, anyway? I'm not a real person, though! Nanya why? Yeah, obviously because Mama's in the hospital!" cercaku was astonished by Farhan's attitude.

"Ck! Just a few times, you're PMS again, huh?"

I turned my back and looked at Farhan, annoyed to see the man behind me now.

"Mama had a heart attack earlier," he said, which made my body immediately stiffen in disbelief.

I turned around slowly and looked at him, "S-heart attack?" tanyaku.

Farhan nodded with a slow sigh, then a smile he displayed and looked towards me.

"When you know Bang Rangga is rejected or at the side of me also Mama has a heart attack but not as bad as people, as long as Mama can control it."

"So, earlier? Why did Mama get hit?" I asked who felt that there was no problem about Mama and the Farhan family.

Farhan shrugged his shoulders, "Okay, as soon as I want to say goodbye to Mama. Mama's been lying around holding her chest, I don't know why either."

"Can it be bad if it's like that constantly?"

"certain. If you can't control it, chances are that a heart attack that causes you to die on the spot will also happen to you."

"It can't be cured, can it?" ask me to link the eyebrows with a sad face.

"So, I don't know either. You see, Bang Rangga who more often asked the doctor. While me? Never been given permission."

Chequek!

The door of Mama's room opened with Bang Rangga coming out of it, eyes that were red as if they were crying.

"I go to the toilet first" said Bang Rangga and left.

"There's a toilet in it, right?" I was surprised by the reason Bang Rangga.

"You don't want to come in?" farhan asked looking at me.

"You! Short, yes, drink first" tell me and put the crackle into Farhan's lap. Immediately enter the room before the nurse or doctor enters it.

Maybe, I will not be given permission by them to meet Mama because the visit time is over.

I opened the door to Mama's room and closed it again, walking unsteadily toward the bed that had someone on it.

The face that always displays a smile, is now no more. A voice so soft, it was no longer heard.

I dropped the weight on the chair at the side of the bed, I held Mama's cold hand attached to the infusion.

"Ma ... What's sick mama, anyway? How did you never tell Nazwa? Mama why is it here? Why, Ma?

Ma ... get up, yeah, we go for a walk, yuk! Or ... finish the park, don't sleep. Mama could be healed. Nazwa is sure of that!"

"All my fault! Why can Mama know if I like Nazwa and why I was selfish to tell Mama that I will not release Nazwa even to Farhan!

You stupid Rangga! You're so stupid, if anything happens to Mama. What are you gonna do?

You can only cry and regret like a fool! Love makes you blind Rangga! Many other women, why do you even want Nazwa?!"

Rangga grabbed and cursed himself in the soundproof toilet, he loudly yelled out his guilt.

This morning when she was going to have breakfast, her mother invited her to have breakfast together. But at the same time.

Her mother saw Rangga was wrapping the set of gamis and khimar with the same color of her choice.

"Wah ... very beautiful, praise Mama and sit on the side of the bed Rangga who is wrapping her dress.

"Haha, yes Ma."

"For whom? How wrapped up everything?"

"Make Nazwa Ma," said Rangga glanced at Mama.

The happy face earlier for thinking that Rangga had opened his heart to another woman was instantly moody and flat.

"What do you love him for? Form of gratitude or take heart?" mama's chirps make Rangga stop his activities and look at Mama.

"Hehe, Mama what the hell, anyway? How is it like that?" rangga cengengesan.

"Seriously, do you like Nazwa?" look for Mama to raise one eyebrow.

The deg!

Rangga was silent and stared deeply into the ceramics of his room, he actually did not know this love or just the feelings of the sisters.

"Why would Rangga love her Ma?" ask Rangga who does not understand.

"Don't! He's only for Farhan! Find another woman!" firm Mom and straight up from the bed.

'What I'm afraid is really happening apparently, I don't want this to happen from the past, ' Mama's inner worry.

"Farhan's? She likes Nazwa too?" ask Rangga and stand behind Mama.

"Yes, he likes Nazwa. And let them be together, you find another woman."

"But, Ma. Farhan never reveals his feelings for Nazwa, so Rangga. If Rangga first revealed that it is also not a problem."

Mama stared at Rangga nyalang, "You're so selfish! Don't take something that already belongs to someone else!"

"Well, Nazwa doesn't belong to Farhan yet."

"It'll soon be hers, Mama's gonna set them up."

"That means, selfish mom now. Mama can't make people's children have to follow what Mama says.

If Nazwa doesn't want to, yes, don't be forced into such an arranged marriage. He also had the right to choose Ma.

In fact, if he doesn't want to be with Rangga and Farhan. He has the right to be happy with others without coercion."

"No! She has to be a full-fledged Mama's child, Mama doesn't want her to marry anyone else or even you.

They love each other, don't you also see how Farhan loves Nazwa? He gets out of the house and moves to Nazwa's house.

Don't disturb the happiness of others, seek your own happiness with another woman!" firmly Mama and left Rangga's room by slamming the door hard enough.

Shortly after the debate between Rangga and Mama, the sound of a falling body was heard along with Farhan's voice calling his brother's name.

Rangga got out of the room in a panic, immediately picked up the key and lifted Mama into the car carrying the woman to the nearest hospital.