Lord, Accept My Repentance

It's Ready

I set my heart and emotions in order to be controlled later when I met them, the man who managed to fool me.

Either I have to congratulate them or reward them for getting me stuck with a game they've made so smooth.

"Darling, have you arrived?" ask Dad to stand with my stepmom.

"Nazwa, just call me Nazwa" I answered flatly and looked straight ahead.

Farhan, who was just beside me, crucified my father's hand and greeted my stepmother who was beside him.

That call sounded so disgusting in my ear, did he just love me now? After what I've been through, now?

"All right, let's go in!" take Dad with a look that is different from the first time he welcomed me earlier.

They walked first while I too Farhan walked behind them, we went into one of the rooms.

Father shook the hand of the police who stood up immediately after our arrival, "So, this is what Nazwa is called?" the police pointed at me.

I nodded my head at him, "Yes, I'm Mr. Nazwa" I said.

"Please sit down" the police told us and we nodded.

We sat on the couch in this room, "So, where are they? Why isn't it here?" ask the father who seems impatient.

"Calculate sir, they're in a holding cell first. Apparently, among them there is a family of businessmen.

They intend to make peace and ask for leniency as fellow human beings, I give an opportunity to know the Father is pleased.

Moreover, what I saw, it seems Nazwa is also okay and the case is not up to harassment to rape," explained the police staring at me.

I was shocked by what he said, should the case be so severe that there is no peace between the two camps?

"Are you a brother to the perpetrator?" chirped Farhan with a fierce face.

"What do you mean?"

"It should be, peace problem or not it was done in court when the sentence was handed down. Not a time like this!" farhan.

I looked towards the man who coincided sitting next to me, he was a little or even furious with the police speech just now.

"Relax Farhan, this is the police station. Don't make a fuss here" I whispered to him.

Farhan glanced at me at a glance, he let go of his fist earlier and the sharp look of his eyes disappeared.

"What Farhan said, sir, I think it's our business in court. We do not accept any inducements or peaceful requests here.

We're just here to make sure first the perpetrators, because it could be the perpetrators you're arresting, not the people who did this to my son!" father's light and was taken by the police.

He nodded and called someone who might be a prison guard police, we just kept quiet while waiting for the arrival of those people.

"That's them" said the police, who happened to turn my back on the door, rising and staring at the four men who had just arrived with two policemen as their guards.

Tears immediately intend to go down without being asked, there is a feeling as if in verses with the reality I received.

My feet, which were so heavy, moved closer to those who could not see my face.

Stop in front of them, staring one by one at the people I once trusted. Not only do you believe, even one of them has my heart.

I raise the chin of the person in front of me, his face is bruised and his hair is messy.

"Are you happy?" I asked with my lips shaking. Smiling at him while he looked at me as if he was sorry.

Screaming the other faces, they stared at me when they heard me ask Lio. Yes, that man.

"How do my lips feel? Sweet as you say? Bittersweet like the reality you gave me? Or what?" I am still trying to be patient.

Tears had soaked my cheeks without me holding back, my hands were off his chin while he kept looking at me with both hands on his back.

"You think I'm going to go crazy or die with what you've done to me? You're wrong people, don't you remember that the person you want to hurt is the one who's been hurt too often?

I believe in all of you, until I don't hear the words of Farhan, Mama and Bang Gilang.

I'm stupid! Because I believe in you guys who I consider family. Even ... I'm a moron for being able to like a male bastard like you Lio!" I snapped with anger as well as united hatred.

Instantly Lio looked up in disbelief, he shook his head staring at me, "Yes, that's right. Foolish, am I not?" I raised one eyebrow.

Before long, a woman as well as a middle-aged man entered in a hurry. The woman was already crying and hugging the person in front of me.

I retreated to give them some space, Farhan looked at me and threw away his gaze.

At first glance I saw his eyes as if they were glazed over, was he hurt by what I just said?

But in which sentence? Or ... ah, there's no way he'd like me. How could such a godly man be united to a sinful woman like myself.

After a few minutes the woman who seemed to be Lio's parents sobbed by hugging her child.

He looked at me and immediately rested at my feet, when I was immediately shocked and helped the woman to stand up again assisted by my stepmother.

"I beg you, grant my child relief" asked this woman in front of me, cupping her hand.

"Sorry, Aunt. Our country is a country of laws, let laws teach them a lesson.

After all, they are not children who do not know the consequences of what they will do. Dare to do, dare to take responsibility, right?" let me glance towards the four of them with lips raised next to them.

"Sir, yes, they're all the culprits. I want the case to be over and they get a fair sentence" I looked at the police next to Dad.

"Well, please follow me to tell the details again" explained the police by going ahead of this room.

I nodded and walked over to the police.

"If you think after this no one will want Nazwa, you're wrong! I'm ready to get the love he shouldn't give you!" lang Farhan was full of emphasis on Lio.

My steps were stopped because I realized that Farhan was not beside me, when I was about to call him.

He had already spoken to Lio whom I saw from the doorway of this room, a tinge of red seemed to be present on my cheek hearing those words from him.