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" Who is this brother?" Indhi asked, making everyone in the room surprised.
" It's me, Zee, you're kidding me, right?"
" You didn't really forget me, did you?" Zean said in a panic.
" You don't remember?" Ask Ega to make sure.
" No brother, who is he?" Indhi said that made Zean even more frustrated, just now he felt relieved because his lover was aware and he was now surprised again because he was not recognized by his lover
" But you remember your sister and mother?"
" Hes." Answer Indhi briefly.
" Do you remember Arum and Dita?" Ega still continues the question, he wants to make sure the condition of his sister, is the same as in his mind.
" Of course, they're my best friends."
" That's Naura?"
" Remember, brother, he's my classmate."
" Do you remember why you got hurt?"
" I fell down the stairs."
" Why did you fall?"
" I don't know, I forgot."
" You really don't remember it?" Repeat Ega while pointing at Zean.
Indhi only shook his head weakly.
" He's your girlfriend." Ega tries to remind Indhi.
" Boyfriend, me?" Indhi pointed at her own face.
" My brother was a kid, where might I have a girlfriend." Idhi held back his smile, as if he was laughing at something in his heart.
" Sister please tell him to leave, Indhi doesn't like any strangers here." Indhi said that made Zean swallow his saliva several times, not only was he forgotten, he was also a stranger now.
" Ndi, but he's your girlfriend, he's the one who took you to the hospital." Mom opens her voice, trying to help Indhi remember Zean.
" Indhi doesn't have a girlfriend mom."
" Thank you for helping me." Indhi glanced at Zean at a glance, then she again threw her face away.
Ega who was beginning to understand this situation immediately pulled Zean's arm and carried him out.
" I think there's something wrong with his head, be patient, he'll remember you again."
" Why am I just my sister?" Zean said weakly, he felt meaningless in Indhi's life because only he was forgotten.
" I don't know either, the human brain is so complicated, I'll ask the professor who's operating on it tomorrow. Now go home, rest." Ega who also does not know why Indhi forget Zean can only calm Zean, he knows very well the feeling that Zean is feeling at this time, forgotten.
" Let me know if there's anything, brother."
" Yes."
Zean leaves the hospital with a shunt pace. His feelings raged, happy and sad mixed into one, he was happy because Indhi was conscious and fine, but he was sad because Indhi did not remember him.
Zean was sitting in the hospital yard, he just remembered that if his car he was staying at school, he hoped there would be a taxi through the middle of the night.
" Take my car."
" A taxi rarely goes past midnight like this." Ega said that made Zean shocked. He sat next to Zean and pulled out his car keys.
" What if you need it?"
" I have a lot of friends here, I can borrow their car if I need to."
" Insimpress big brother." Zean grabs the car keys from Ega's hands, stands up and intends to go home, but his legs are restrained when Ega calls back to him.
" On Indhi hugging me at that time, I hope you don't misunderstand me, she is calming me down, my real mother suddenly comes when Indhi is with me, she is just comforting her brother, she is comforting her, I hope you're not jealous of me." Lightly Ega tried to explain the events of that time, Zean was stunned to hear Ega's explanation.
everything." everything."
Zean feels very guilty to Indhi for not believing him, he does not even give an opportunity to Indhi to explain everything, he is too jealous, for that he lied to Ega to cover up his stupidity.
" I'm sorry brother." Pamit Zean's.
Zean drives Ega's car and leaves the hospital, no ceaseless Zean berated himself, because of his stupidity he had to break up with Indhi and today he also felt very guilty for not being able to protect Indhi.
Naturally he forgot me, I deserve to be forgotten, someone like me does not deserve to be remembered, Zean murmured in his heart.
***
The next day Zean returned to the hospital to meet Indhi, he paused his steps to enter when he heard Ega talking to the professor who operated on Indhi.
" But why did he forget only one prof?"
" What is his memory of that man going back." Ask Ega from inside.
" As I said earlier, people with Lakunar Amnesia will experience memory loss about random events, so I can't go into any more detail about why your sister just forgot one person."
" We can do therapy to help him restore his memory, if lucky he will regain his memory but otherwise he will forget that person forever." It was clearly Professor Hilman who made all over Zean's body tremble and his legs go limp for a moment.
Zean rushes away as Professor Hilman gets out of the Indhi treatment room. Zean doesn't want Ega to know that he overheard their conversation.
After Professor Hilman left, Zean returned to Indhi's treatment room and knocked on door , mother opened the door and allowed him to enter.
" How's your condition?" Ask Zean after he enters.
" Good." Answer Indhi briefly.
" I'm sorry for coming, next time there's no need to come again, I'm afraid I'll trouble you." Indhi said that so pierced Zean's heart.
" I'll keep coming, however I'm your former homeroom teacher, let's just say a teacher who's visiting his student."
The mother who heard their conversation felt pity, she did not expect her daughter would forget the man who loved her so much.
****
The following days Zean still came despite not getting a good response from Indhi. Today is the fifth day Indhi is treated and Zean returns to visit him, he does not care about the indifference of Indhi who does not recognize him, for him to see it is more than enough. He's resigned if Indhi will forget him forever.
Zean came with a bouquet of sunflowers in his hand, he entered and placed the flower on the nightstand next to the bed of Indhi, he said, when Zean came in there was no one there because Ega was at work and mom was coming home.
" Are you okay?" Zean said, that sentence seems to have become a habit.
" Hes." Indhi answered softly, so softly Zean barely heard it.
" I brought you sunflowers."
" You used to like it a lot." In an awkward manner Zean finally said something from his mouth.
" Thank you, but I don't remember."
" It's a pity you don't remember it." Zean said sadly.
" Why do you keep coming here, aren't you tired?"
" No, I'm not tired, I'm just sad because you don't remember me."
" Then forget me, like I forgot you!"
" It's impossible, I'll keep remembering you even if you forget me, I'll keep coming even if you keep ignoring me."
" What's the reason?"
" Because I love you." Zean exclaimed without hesitation, he stared at Indhi's face full of love.
" Oh yeah, how much do you love me?"
" I don't know, I can't measure it, nor can I describe it in words, it's just that my days are filled with you, my head is crowded with your shadows and my heart hurts so much when you forget me."
Silent, there was no reply from Indhi, Zean who began to sad to leave, he did not want to cry in front of Indhi.
" Why do you want to leave me for California then?"
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