Lara My love

Chapter 68 Salt replacement tears

After leaving them both I decided to go home to my mother. The house was so quiet because mom hadn't come home yet, I immediately went up to the bathroom to take a shower

" Guok, woof." Cleo nodded as I walked into the room and I immediately carried her.

" You must miss me." I stroked Cleo's soft fur that was comfortable in my arms.

Cleo jumped out of my arms and ran to the container where her food was and I followed behind her.

" You laper yeah, I'll take your food for a second."

Cleo sniffed her empty food container. I immediately went down to the kitchen to pick up Cleo's food stock.

" Non Idhi's home yet?" My housekeeper's greeting .

" Yo aunt is still here as it turns out, I thought I'd gone home?"

" Not non, non Indhi nyari what?"

" The food is Cleo abis bi, oh yes bi thanks to Indhi time at the house of sister Ega, aunty already ngrawat Cleo."

" It's not aunt non, the mother who gives Cleo a meal every day, aunty just helps her poop."

" Mom?"

" Yes non. Is there anything you need again non?" Ask politely.

" No bi, thank you."

" His dinner is ready aunt, non stay angelin only. Then auntie said no."

" Thank you, be careful on the road."

After my housekeeper left I went back to my room to feed Cleo, I smiled remembering the aunt's words just now. It turns out that mom still cares about me a lot, the proof is that she wants to take care of Cleo when I leave the house. I'm sorry I was too bad to think about my mother.

After taking a shower, I went back to the kitchen to eat. Although my body is quite small, but my appetite is very large, I can eat three to four times a day, even in a sad state even though I will not miss my meal time. You still remember my motto, no matter how big my problem, eating is number one..

I sat staring at aunt's cold cooking. I scooped the rice and some side dishes into my plate and fed them slowly into my mouth.

Tests, tests, without me noticing my tears dripping, I did not stop chewing the food in my mouth even though now my face was wet with tears.

" Well, maybe because aunty put less salt to eat it I cried, let's just say it's a substitute for salt." I muttered with my mouth full.

I put food back in my mouth that was still full, my mouth is now bulging and I'm sobbing."

" What the fuck, I'm enjoying my food and you guys are cool out of my eyes, look at my wet face." I called out while rubbing the rough tears on my face.

I stopped my meal as my chest felt increasingly tight and my tears were unceasingly dripping. I hit my chest a few times, hoping for something to squeeze my heart out immediately.

I really cried alone tonight. No Ega's and Zean's brother's accompanying me. The fact that sister Ega is not my brother hurt me so much, it felt like there was an incision in my heart that caused a wound and today it was like sprinkling salt on it, it was really painful, I have to accept the new reality if the brother I love so much no longer sees me as his sister.

I went back to my room with my face covered, I curled up on my cold bed. Tiredness has gnawed my body and my heart, I finally fell asleep in the middle of the silence of the night.

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The next morning I woke up and I was still alone, and my mother had not yet returned from her service trip. This time I went to school without enthusiasm, Brother Zean from yesterday did not give news and this morning he did not come to pick me up.

" Why is it sad that his face is?" Ask Arum when I get to class.

" Even more sad people" I put my bag on the table and sat facing Arum.

" Dita hasn't left yet?" I asked her because I didn't find her in class.

" Ext buy breakfast, he said earlier did not take breakfast at home."

" Oh."

" That's the man, long life." Arum pointed at Dita who had just entered the classroom and made her confused.

" What?" Tanya Dita sangar's.

" Is there anything?"

" I'm sick, not truant." My pretext.

" Oh kirain skipped the same brother Z, because he didn't come in yesterday?" Arum.

Hearing Arum's words made me feel very guilty for Brother Zean. Sorry for choosing to lie to you, brother

Arum kicked my chair while Dita gave me the code so I could look forward. I lazily turned my head and saw Naura standing at the door with Brother Zean, I don't know what they were talking about out there.

" Why is Naura more like you, Ndi?"Arum said with as if he did not like Naura's appearance.

" Tuh see Ndi, from his hairstyle, cut his clothes and even his shoes are equally rich as yours." Dita explained in great detail.

" Let's just say it, like he wants to do it."

We all fell silent as Naura walked into the classroom and joined you.

" Nau, you don't have to worry about Indhi style?" Tukas Arum's.

" Inimah is not nikutin but niruin." Sindir Dita's.

" What's wrong, Indhi doesn't mind, does she?" Naura said innocently.

" Your smile is Nau." Reply lirih.

I looked at my two friends and shook my head, giving them the code not to discuss about Naura's appearance anymore.

Actually I was bothered by Naura's new appearance which my two friends thought was very murip with me. How could he change his appearance and become exactly like me.

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When the break arrived the four of us went to the school cafeteria together but in the middle of the road we were even stopped by our upperclassmen who one of them was the head of the osis.

" What's up, we're going through." Said Dita while folding her hands on her chest.

" May I ask for your cell phone number." Said the head of the osis while giving up his phone to me.

" What's brother for?"

" To be friends, I want to be friends with you, right?" Reply firmly.

" I'm sorry brother, I'm not used to being friends with strangers." I refused the osis chief's request to be my friend.

Arum and Dita laughed with satisfaction at my reply, who refused to turn the brother of the chairman into my friend.

" What's going on?"

" Mr. Zean." Say us at the same time.

" What are you doing here, in the middle of the road, you're bothering another friend." Ask Brother Zean without looking at me for a bit .

" Our Osis chairman has a crush on Indhi sir, he is trying to ask for Indhi's mobile number." Tukas Dita langur.

" Is that really?" Ask Mr. Zean to our head of the osis..

" I'm sorry sir, I just want to be friends with my underclassman. Then excuse me sir." Replied the head of the osis who then brought his friends to treat us.

Arum and Dita were back in the open, while Naura just watched this incident with her sports face. I looked at the three of them in a big way. Honestly, I was so lucky to have friends like Dita and Arum, they really colored my High School life, it was their silliness and loyal attitude that made me comfortable making friends with them to this day. And for Naura suddenly I started to feel uncomfortable being friends with her. I don't know why but it seems Naura thinks of me as a rival rather than a friend.

SERIATE...

Hye all how are you today, may you always be healthy..

For today I can only up one eps due to a health problem that is worsening,,

for all of you, do not forget to take care of your health,

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