Lara My love

Chapter 45 Truth part 2

" But I think you're still very close right now, do you still love him?"

With doubt I ventured to ask this to Brother Zean, not without reason, I still remember how close they were when we were on vacation together on the beach at that time.

" Of course not, I've forgotten it long before I met you, just to end the friendship we've been through for years isn't that easy." Pril."

" Friend." I smiled bitterly.

" Do you hate me now?" Ask Zean while looking at me.

" If I hadn't heard your conversation, would you have intended to tell me?" I looked back at Brother Zean, his blue, shady eyes were now shrouded in sadness.

" Yes." Answer's short.

" When?"

" I've always wanted to tell Pril, but every time we're with my tongue I'm scared, afraid this happiness will end, this happiness will end, afraid that you would leave me after I told you about all this and this also made me stay away from you back then, I'm afraid I'm gonna hurt you someday and see now what I'm afraid of happening, I'm hurting you. I should have refrained from liking you. Sorry for being so selfish, I liked you so much that I forgot about my past."

I just kept quiet to hear Zean's apology. I have absolutely no objection to Zean's past, only that I was disappointed that I discovered this matter by accident, if I hadn't been to Dion's house earlier whether Brother Zean would have told me or if he would have hidden it from me forever.

" Sister I'm tired, can take me home!"

Brother Zean nodded and drove his car. I'm still silent, I don't feel like I have the time to talk anymore. I turned my eyes out the window, watching the road that was getting wet with rain. I pulled the tip of my lips, creating a smile full of sadness. Even the sky is sad with me today.

" Pril." Call Brother Zean after we get to the front of the house.

I looked around, but this time I didn't show my usual smile.

" Speak, don't shut up like this. Maki I'm Pril, hit me if you need to, but please don't shut up like this." Brother Zean looks frustrated.

" Sister I'm so tired today, can you give me a few days, I want to calm myself down, today is too hard for me sis." My request to Brother Zean.

"sorry. Sorry for making you cry today. I don't expect you to understand me, but I'm sorry. I'll wait until you forgive me."

" Be careful on the road."

I got out of Zean's car and saw that Ega was already at the door, his face was worried. I ran and ran into the arms of Brother Ega.

I cried so much in the arms of Brother Ega, remembering all the events I experienced today, I wanted to let go of all the sadness I felt and right now Brother Ega is what I really need.

Brother Ega led me in and sat me on the living room couch, he left for a while and came back with a glass of water for me. I hugged Ega again, she just kept quiet and stroked my hair as usual and somehow I always felt calm near Ega's sister.

" I'm sorry you couldn't come to your graduation." Brother Ega opened his voice after not hearing a sound as hot as me anymore.

" Sister is proud of you and brother is so sorry not to be there to nemenin you."

I took off my arms and looked at her.

" Mom didn't come either. Does she not care about me anymore?".

" Maybe I have business."

" Why are your answers the same. Brother Zean said so. I can tell you that you can't come, but mom can't you ask permission for an hour or two to come?" I'm upset.

" You guys are a bitch."

I got up from my seat and went to the bathroom, sweat and tears flooded my body today.

After taking a bath I dried my hair, I observed the Lavender flower pot I had deliberately placed on my dressing table. I put down my hair dryer and grabbed the flower pot.

" When are you going to flower, I can't wait to see you flower. Brother Zean said I should talk to you often because of that I will tell you a little today, but this is a secret between the two of us huh. I am so sad today, mother and sister Ega did not come to my graduation, if Brother Zean did not come I would definitely look very sad. But do you know what makes me sadder, hearing Zean's confession. Even though Brother Zean said he didn't do it at all, but I felt like I was lying, I was disappointed because Brother Zean wasn't honest with me from the beginning. Already yes I do not want to transmit sorrow to you too, I am tired and want to rest. "

I put my flower pot in its place again and I moved to my bed, I laid down my body and closed my eyes, today's events are really draining my energy.

" Ndi, are you sleeping?"The voice of Ega's brother was heard behind the door.

" No, come in, brother."

Brother Ega opened the door, walked up to me and sat on the edge of my bed.

" Feed first, brother has ordered food, you must be hungry right?"

" I don't have the strength to get down."

" It must be because you're starving, let's go down your power first."

" Snob." Spoiled talk.

" Let's go up". Brother Ega thrust his back.

I smiled mischievously and climbed on the back of Ega's sister.

" Tumben doesn't protest, usually my brother refuses me if I ask for a sling". I said as Brother Ega was coming down the stairs with a heart.

" For today alone, brother will grant all your requests."

" Yourself?" I am glad to hear the words of Brother Ega.

" Hmm."

" Yeeee, just wait I'll compile my wish list today and I'll make sure your savings are drained today."

" Oh yeah, do it. Only 4 hours left to end the day, make sure you write a list that you really need ya."

" Sister must have intentionally, why not tell me from earlier si." My protest.

" Who's wrong to cry."

" It's wrong for not coming."

" Sister has apologized, don't be a vengeful dong."

And that's how we kept arguing until we got to the dinner table. After eating I was busy compiling my wish list until I forgot about today's events. Brother Ega always managed to make me forget my sorrow. Thank you very much, thank you for being all I need.

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