Lara My love

Chapter 21 Sorry

" Sister is in college here?" I pointed at the campus building from inside the car.

He just nodded and looked at me with his blue eyes which made me even more misbehaving.

" Aren't you a laper?" Ask Mr. Zean.

" It's good." My solute. He was really hungry because we missed lunch.

" Want to eat first?"

" maybe. What do you want to eat?"

" What if it's Japanese food, will it?"

" Yes." Yeah." I nodded in agreement.

Brother Zean turned on the car and drove it, down a crowded street. Maybe because it's the weekend. A few minutes later Zean parked his car in front of a Japanese restaurant.

We entered into a restaurant that was thick with the feel of the sakura country. I looked at the menu and ordered katshu beef and warm lemon tea while sister Zean chose yakiniku and iced lemon tea. I actually wanted to order another one, but since Brother Zean said he was the one who bought it I broke my intentions. It felt uncomfortable, because the last time we ate with Brother Zean also paid for it.

" Want to add?" Ask Zean with a smile

" This is not over yet." I chuckle.

Brother Zean smiled again while looking at me, I pretended not to notice and continued to finish my food.

" Hmm, can I have something?" Zean hesitated a little.

" Who is your name?"

" It was that time. Prylia sis."

" Why did Fajr yesterday give him another name. Indhi?"

" That's my middle name, actually Lindhi, just I don't know who started calling me Indhi."

Brother Zean rounded his mouth while nodding his head at my explanation. I almost laughed at her behavior, thankfully I was able to hold her back.

" Can I just find something, brother?" I asked back.

"Hmm." Staring at me while holding his head with two hands on his cheeks.

" Sister isn't real here?"

" Why?" Smilingly.

" Brother eyeballs are blue and the Indonesian sister language is also still not fluent." My words finally solved my curiosity.

" My eyes. Ah maybe because it's down from my Dady. He's from California." He answered while touching his eyes.

" My real Mamy here, I was born here too, so it can be said to be genuine here right? Because at home, my parents communicate more often with foreign languages, so yes this is the end, mixed the language." Obviously, smiling again.

" Oh." My curiosity has been healed.

" Have?" I asked a slightly ambiguous question.

I was confused as to what to answer. Which part he meant. Already with my food or already about my question regarding its origin.

" Not curious anymore, are you?" Clearly, he seemed to understand I was confused by his question.

I smile.

" Come home now?"

" Come on."

We left the restaurant when the sky started. I got in the car and was followed by Brother Zean, and then we continued on our way home. On the way my eyes felt heavy, I was sleepy, as much as I could, but failed. I fell asleep until a familiar voice called my name.

" Pril, April. Prilia." Brother Zean called me, but mispronounced my name. It may be true what Brother Zean said my name is a little hard to remember.

" Hmm, have you arrived?" I said while rubbing my eyes.

" I'm sorry, brother, I fell asleep." I was so embarrassed and wanted to get out of the car.

" It's okay. Hmm, by the way the car I got into the garage all right?"

I looked around and confirmed where Brother Zean stopped the car and it was already in the yard.

" This is my brother."

" How does my sister go home?" I'm not feeling good because I'm troubling Brother Zean.

" I can run a taxi or motorcycle taxi, not too late at night, there are still many vehicles on the main road." Answer's relaxed.

" Seriously. Up what?" Ask doubtfully.

" Car."

" Can you drive?" Brother Zean looked at me with a look of disbelief.

" Can!"

" Do you have a SIM?"

I shook my head tired.

" I can beat your brother later and I can go home alone, you don't have to worry."

" Pril."

I'm turning.

" Hmm, good night. Thanks for today." He said and got out of the car

I caught him out of the car. He waved at me while walking backwards away from me.

" Thank you for today, brother." I was a little screaming.

Brother Zean nodded and smiled then turned around and half ran away from my housing complex. I watched from behind and entered the house when Brother Zean was no longer visible.

" I'm home." I said after opening the door and managed to get inside the house.

No one chimed in on my words, no one welcomed my return. Loneliness again infiltrates my heart, making me sad and hating this silence.

I went up to my room, threw my things on the floor, then went into the bathroom to clean myself up.

After taking a shower I took my phone and informed sister Ega that I was home. I also sent a message to Brother Zean, asking if he had reached home. It's been a few minutes but no one has responded. I threw my phone into the bed and I put it on and put my body on the bed.

The sound of an incoming message notification, I rushed to reach for the phone and open it, I was a little disappointed because it was not the message I expected.

" Have arrived? Where you been, why did you disappear from the group?.".I got a message from Arum.

" It's been since." I sent a reply.

" Where are you going, I wonder?"

" Tomorrow I'll tell you everything."

I put my phone down and closed my eyes. Maybe because of fatigue I finally fell asleep and forgot the reply to the message that I had hoped for.

ZEAN POV

I just finished taking a shower when I heard the sound from my phone. I took it off the table. I sat on the edge of the bed and opened one by one the messages I received.

Dawn

"Where are you taking people's children? Look out for nothing behind."

Natasha

" Where are you going?"

" Have you arrived?"

" why not bales."

Little girl

" Sister, have you arrived?"

" Reply message me if you see him!"

" I'm just a little worried."

I threw my body on the bed. Grabbing my phone and opening the gallery, I smiled as I looked at the picture of the little girl, I took her picture on the hill and of course without her knowledge. She looks so beautiful in her teenage years, I can't imagine how beautiful she will be when she grows up. I went back to see the message from him, I hesitated to reply to him or not. I was afraid, afraid I couldn't stop my interest in the little girl. I put my plate down again, grabbed it again, and I finally actually put it down and didn't reply to the message from the girl.

I feel guilty in my heart, I feel guilty for him. Supposedly after returning her phone, I no longer saw her. But in reality he kept pulling me to come up to him. I'm sorry Pril, I'm so sorry for my cowardly attitude that chose to stay away from you after everything we've been through today. May you not hate me and may you always be happy.

Mas Zean's

Seriate..