Lara My love

Chapter 104 Sunflower

"Nearly 7 months I'm crazy about missing you, now that's enough, please come back to me." Iba Brother Zean with his own face.

I took a slow breath and looked at him. "Are you sure you won't make me hurt again?"

"I promise, I also promise I won't be in touch with Natasha anymore."

I put on a thin smile. "You once promised that, in fact, you're still in touch."

"This time I meant it, I regretted not being strict with him at that time, I thought he was sincere in inviting me to be friends."

"Oh yeah?"

"Hem, so you want to come back with me."

"No."

Brother Zean was surprised to hear my rejection, he looked at me not understanding why I rejected it. "What's the reason?"

"I want to see how hard you've been working."

After challenging Brother Zean I got out of his car because it happened that Arum had come to pick me up. Don't ask me about my feelings, I've really forgiven him but whether for what reason I would love to teach him a lesson, I don't want my heartache to repeat itself over and over again, I'll give him a chance, I'll give him a chance, but after I saw how hard it was to get back to me. Not an expensive sell-off, I'm just trying to protect my heart from pain.

"Who?"Tanya Arum was curious.

"Sir Zean." I'm wearing a helmet.

"Oh."

"Just oh?" I was amazed to hear Arum's response, usually he would be chatty about asking this and that.

"I already know that he's coming back to Indonesia, sorry I didn't tell you on purpose, I'm afraid you're still hurting him." Obviously Arum assuaged my curiosity.

I smiled and hugged my friend. "Thank you for thinking about my feelings." I let go of my embrace. "Do you know why he's on our campus, I saw him a few days ago." Imbuhku again.

"He taught at the Faculty of Engineering and Computer Science."

I nodded my head, answered my curiosity, so now Brother Zean chose to be a lecturer rather than continue the business of his parents.

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I slept so well that when I woke up in the morning my body felt so light. I was still shaken on my bed, without realizing that both corners of my lips were raised when I remembered Zean's invitation yesterday.

I stretched my muscles and prepared to go to the campus. Today I wore black chino pants with a plain white shirt top that I combined with a black blezer, not to miss with white sneakers that made my appearance less formal.

"Bu Indhi is leaving." My love to my mom who's busy in the kitchen.

"No breakfast yet."

"Later ma'am, I'll say yes." I grabbed Mom's hand and kissed her back.

"Mother's cooking for lunch, don't snack outside anyway."

I smiled and gave my two thumbs to my mother.

My lips were again waiting for a smile when I saw Brother Zean was in the yard of my mother's house, I tried to hold my smile and approached him. "What's wrong?" I asked pretentious, even though the flowers were blooming in my heart.

"Fetch you."

"I can go alone."

"What's okay?"

"Motor."

"Ah shit I forgot that I was just about to pick up my bike this afternoon." My gertutuku in my heart. "Ah I mean I'll take the car." My daughter is ashamed.

Brother Zean looked at me and put on his smile so that again I was made wrong by him.

"Come on, go with me."

"No, what would people say if they saw me being ushered in by a lecturer."

"No one recognizes me at the Medical School, come on in, we're late." Brother Zean took my hand and followed me to get into his car, again I was like a buffalo poked in his nose, according to me once to him, painstakingly trying to sell expensive, expensive, at the end of the day I bowed also to his attitude.

Brother Zean circled the car and went inside, he slightly twisted his body and took something from the back seat so that it eroded the distance between us, I could smell the vanilla scent from his shirt, the scent that I so longed for, it felt like I wanted to hug her.

"Resistant Indhi, hold, pull nafa, exhale slowly." I murmured in my heart.

"For you." Brother Zean gave me a bouquet of sunflowers, flowers that he always sent when he expressed his feelings for me four years ago.

"Thank you." I grabbed the flower and kissed it, though not as fragrant as the other flowers, but still the sunflower has an important meaning in our relationship, the relationship that we once began with witnessed thousands of sunflowers that spread widely hilly, the hill of sunflowers. I don't know what that place is like now, I haven't been there in a long time.

Brother Zean drove his car and split the traffic density this morning, along the way we kept quiet, only music accompanied our trip this time.

" How does it feel to be a student?" Brother Zean broke the silence.

"remarkable."

"Oh yeah."

"Hemm, you know when the last day of ospek I was confronted by Kadaver, I was shaking Zee when told to open the cover, when I came out of the room I immediately cried." Unknowingly I was lured by her question and began to tell her many things, no matter how much I kept my distance from her, but my heart could not lie that I was still very much expecting her.

"You crying?" He asked as he glanced at me, then refocused on the streets.

"Yes, not out of fear, I was just moved to see the cadaver."

"You're happy to go to medical school."

"Very happy, you know Zee initially I wanted to give up when I first met the cadaver, I didn't like the smell of formalin so pungent, I did, but now I'm excited to learn Anatomy and be faced with cadavers."

" I'm glad you enjoyed your college, I'm proud of you." Brother Zean said, his left hand stroked my long unraveled hair.

"Bas stupid, I could have been so excited to tell him." Again I murmured in my heart and condemned my foolishness.

Brother Zean really drove me to the front of my facuktas building. " Thank you for the ride, professor."

"Why don't you call my name again, you just kept saying my name." Tempt Brother Zean with a triumphant smile on his face.

"I." Pointing to myself. "Call your name, don't expect, maybe you heard it wrong." I avoid the words of Brother Zean.

"Ah I'm late, thanks for the ride." Again, I got out of Zean's car and ran into the building. It's so shameful, why should I call his name, you stupid-dumb-dumb.

SERIATE..

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Kadaver(Cured corpse)

Hye, how are you all, hopefully you are in good health..

Sorry today I only up 1 eps, because of the busyness in RL that I can not leave..

Happy weekend to everyone..

Greetings from me yes ❤❤❤