Lara My love
EXTRA PARTS
"Zee." Indhi said softly, her hand stroking the tombstone above the Zean navel.
"I'll be a good doctor as you wish, but I'm not sure if my heart will improve as it used to be, sorry for not letting you go yet."
Almost every week Indhi always come to see Zean, he will tell all the things he experienced, Indhi believes that Zean is also happy to hear all his stories from up there.
After visiting Zean, Indhi did not go straight home, she went to mamy's house because mamy would move to California following her husband.
It feels heavy to let them off but Indhi also has no right to forbid them to move, so far they have been kind enough to help Indhi through the most difficult times.
Indhi parked his car in front of Mamy's house, he did not go out, his eyes looked around corner after corner of the house that condition of the memories. Indhi took a slow breath, then he got out of the car and immediately entered the mamy house.
"Darling, you've come." Sapa mamy once saw Indhi enter, the two immediately hugged each other.
"Are you all ready?"
"It has. Oh yeah, Mommy's got something for you." Mamy said while removing a document stored in the drawer. Mamy handed the document to Indhi and the girl immediately grabbed it.
Indhi's eyes heated up instantly, her eyes began to glaze over after seeing the contents of the document. He did not expect that the house Zean had bought had already changed its name to his.
"My this, how can it be?" Indhi asked with trembling lips.
Mamy approaches Indhi who starts crying and hugs her. "Mamy also do not know, yesterday mamy came to the marketing to ask the rest of Zean's arrears, from the marketing mamy immediately take care of to the bank to pay off the shortfall and take this certificate, from the marketing mamy, and it turns out Zean did buy you that house, baby."
"No my, it's better that mamy keeps this certificate, Indhi's not entitled."
"No, it's yours, keep this and make mementos."
"But my..."
Mamy just shook his head and insisted on rejecting the certificate of the house which was named Indhi. Indhi is forced to accept the certificate, he also does not know what he will do with the Zean heritage house.
After lunch together, Indhi delivered Mamy, Sam and Mbok Yem to the airport. Mbok Yem decided to come to California because here he already has no one, especially after the death of Zean his health declined and mamy did not have the heart to leave him alone here.
Half an hour later their nurse was about to take off, Sam had not let go of Indhi's hand, the boy was reluctant to part with his elder brother.
"Sam come on, we'll miss the plane."
"Sam wants to be with Indhi."
Indhi bent her body to align with Sam's body, Indhi smiled while stroking Sam's head. "Son't gonna catch up with Sam if you have time."
"Promise."
"promises. But Sam also has to promise you big brother."
"What?"
"Sam has to look after Mamy."
The boy whose face closely resembled Zean nodded and immediately hugged Indhi tightly. Indhi held back her cries, she was also very heavy to separate from Sam, all this time Sam who made her survive.
Indhi lets go of Sam's embrace and hugs Mamy. "Be careful, my, don't forget Indhi." Indhi said sadly.
"How can mamy forget mamy's daughter. Come when your time is free, mamy's door will always be open for you."
Mamy took off Indhi's embrace, now she looked at Indhi and both hands grabbed Indhi's hand. "Please promise me one thing, move on with your life and eliminate all your guilt. All this has been outlined by God, you must not continue to blame yourself, please let Zean go and start a new life, you are still young darling, open your heart slowly, do not get stuck in Zean's memories, you are still young, he'll be so sad to see you like this."
Indhi just nodded and her tears began to drip. Mamy again hugged Indhi and rubbed the back of the girl who was already considered a princess by her.
Long they hug each other, now Indhi looks at the withered face mbok Yem and hugs him. "Be careful mbok, Indhi will definitely miss the cuisine mbok Yem."
"Alright here non Indhi, don't forget us." Say mbok Yem while stroking Indhi's back.
Mbok Yem took out a note from his bag and handed it to Indhi. "All non Indhi favorite food recipes have been written, as busy as any non should not forget to eat, must take care of health."
This time they had to part ways, Indhi stared at the departure of the three people he loved, tears accompanying their departure. Indhi was unceasingly shedding tears, Indhi realized that the time was very fast passing, but she was not sure she could forget Zean from her heart.
**
Indhi swung both of his legs away from the airport, but he accidentally collided with someone.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean it." Indhi said while helping pick up the belongings of the person who collided with her.
"Consider/Doctor Inspiration." They said simultaneously after they finished picking up the belongings of Doctor Ilham.
"Are you okay?" Ask the doctor Ilham.
Indhi did not budge, hearing the sentence of doctor Ilham made him feel dejavu, he recalled Zean, that sentence was the first sentence that Indhi heard when they first met.
"Are you okay?" Ask Dr. Ilham again because he did not get an answer from Indhi.
"I'm fine." Indhi is weak. "I'm sorry Doc, I didn't mean it."
"It's okay, I was wrong because I wasn't careful. Where are you going or where?"
"I just dropped off a doctor, doctor by myself?"
"I just got home from the seminar."
"Oh, then I'm first doc." Indhi nodded her head politely, then she left the doctor Ilham who was still standing in his place.
"Sound." Call doctor Ilham to make Indhi stop his steps.
"Bring doc."
"Can I give you a ride?"
Indhi did not answer him immediately, he felt bad if he refused.
"Sure, let's doc."
Indhi finally agreed to the doctor's request Ilham, they walked together to the parking lot.
"May I drive it?" Ask doctor Ilham as soon as they arrived in front of the car, Indhi just nodded and gave the car keys to the doctor Ilham then he got into the car, not long after the doctor Ilham followed him in.
Doctor Ilham started the engine and drove it out of the airport area. The silent atmosphere Indhi chose to stare out the window, since the departure of Zean her mouth was more locked, she became very quiet. Doctor Ilham glanced at Indhi from the tail of his eyes, he wet his lips repeatedly, he was also confused what to do to expel this awkwardness.
"What's it like to coass in the Obgyn department?" Ask Dr. Ilham to break the silence in the car.
"Lumayan."Answer Indhi briefly.
"You feel at home there?"
"Hmm?"
"Reason?"
Indhi glanced at Doctor Ilham. "Because I must see a mother's struggle to give birth to a new life."
Indhi looked out the window again and Ilham's doctor focused on his wheel, they again dissolved in each other's minds until without feeling the doctor Ilham had stopped his car in front of a house.
"Doctors live here?" Indhi asked softly, the girl looked around and felt familiar with the place.
"Yes. Want to stop by first?" Dr Ilham.
"No doc, thank you." Reject Indhi, the girl got out of the car with doctor Ilham.
Indhi choked when outside the car, his eyes began to glaze over and his body was limp, it was fitting that he felt familiar with this place because it was in front of there, exactly 3 houses after the house of Doctor Ilham is the house Zean bought for him. His head began to pulsate, pieces of memory for the sake of memory re-emerged in his head, his chest bloomed and his breathing began to shorten.
Doctor Ilham who saw Indhi's face paled immediately approached the girl. "Are you okay?"
Indhi looked at the doctor Ilham, the sentence are you okay as if echoing in his head, his eyes began to blur and his glance was like seeing Zean before the girl was unconscious.
Doctor Ilham immediately carried Indhi into his house, he laid Indhi's body on the sofa and he immediately checked the state of Indhi.
"I'm sorry for making you like this, I owe you so much and I'll make it up to you" murmured Doctor Ilham, he looked at Indhi's face softly, and his face was filled with guilt about something.
After 10 minutes, Indhi finally realized, the girl blinked her eyes and was shocked when she saw Doctor Ilham. Indhi held onto her still dizzy head and she tried to sit down.
"Drink." Doctor Ilham offered the open mineral water botyl, Indhi grabbed the bottle and immediately drank it.
"Thank you doc, sorry for the trouble." Indhi said still in a limp voice.
"You're tired of fainting, these coass times should really take care of your health and eat a lot."
Indhi smiled wryly at the advice of Doctor Ilham.
"So, I have to go home now, thank you again because the doctor helped me."
"I'll drive you."
"No need to doc." Reject delicate Indhi.
"You're sure you're gonna drive in a car like this, I'm not sure you're gonna make it home safely. I'll drive you, obey." Doctor Ilham said with great emphasis.
Indhi resigned and obeyed the doctor Ilham who insisted to drive him. After showing his home address, Ilham's doctor immediately drove the car and headed to Indhi's home address. On the way there was not a single word spoken from their lips, there was only silence that accompanied them until the car driven by the doctor Ilham stopped at the house of Indhi.
They both came out at the same time, Indhi circled his car and approached the doctor Ilham. "Thank you doc, sorry to bother."
"Hem." Doctor Ilham replied briefly.
"Doctors can bring my car, at this hour it's hard to find a taxi near here."
"You're sure, you're not afraid I'm gonna sell your car."
"I'm sure the doctor's a good man"
"Well then, I'll borrow the car."
"Then I'm on the dock, excuse me."
Indhi nodded her head politely, then both of her legs stepped away from Doctor Ilham.
"Sound." Call doctor Ilham.
Indhi stopped and twisted his body so that they faced each other even though their distance was quite far. "Yes doc?"
Doctor Ilham walked over to Indhi and eroded the distance between the two. He looked at Indhi's face fixedly, while Indhi was perplexed at the level of the doctor who had once guided him.
"Dok." Indhi said because the doctor Ilham only prepared while looking at his face.
"Let me get to know you more, I've been attracted to you since I first saw you, and after our second meeting, you caught my attention even more. Can I give you a chance to get into your life?"
