Lara My love

Chapter 102 Good bye

"Pril wait." Shouted Zean again.

I had to stop before Brother Zean caused a commotion. "What else?" I asked indifferently when Brother Zean was in front of me with his breath cut off.

"Let's talk."

"Speak what else, there's nothing I want to talk to you about." My words lie, but in my heart, I miss him so much and want to hug him, so many things I want to tell him.

"Don't do this, I don't like it." Said Brother Zean as he grabbed my hands.

I took Zean's hand off my hand, as usual his hand was still so warm, the hand I so longed for. "I don't like you rich yesterday either."

Brother Zean ruffled his own hair and his face looked frustrated. "I told you you misunderstood me and I'm sorry." It was full of emphasis again.

"And I told you too, I don't trust you anymore, we're done, please don't do this, respect my decision."

I was silent for a moment and watched his face closely, his blue eyes still the same, so soothing.

"Sister." Call me.

"Yes, say." Brother Zean was excited.

"You love me?"

Brother Zean again took my hand, his blue eyes now fixed on my face. "Of course I love you so much."

"Then let me go, your love hurts me sister."

Brother Zean was fixated on hearing my words, for the first time I felt those warm hands begin to turn digin, his white face turned pale and his eyes began to glaze over.

I wanted to ask her if she was okay and then hugged her, but this ego and pain did not allow my body to do it, in my heart I regretted my words, but I think it's the best decision for now, because I'm going to keep remembering yesterday's events even though I forgive them, and I don't want them to interfere with my daily life. May you forgive me who would rather let you go to protect my heart.

"Sorry." I'm lirih. "I love you." Imbuhku in heart. With heavy strides I swung both my legs leaving Brother Zean who still had not reacted. I steadied my steps and my heart so as not to stop or turn to him. In the summer of these blooming flowers, I lost my lover. Goodbye, my first love.

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The first day ospek

After some time of waiting, finally today arrived, the day I officially became a freshman. On the first day of ospek, we were all gathered into one, no matter from any faculty. We all get together, get acquainted and understand what the campus is and how student life in general is.

After two days of activities with other faculty friends, on the third day of our activities focused on the Faculty of Medicine, we were given materials about personality, soft skills, and how to survive in the Faculty of Medicine, and how to survive in the Faculty of Medicine, on the third and fourth days we focused on getting to know better what the Faculty of Medicine is.

The last day of ospek, this might be a pretty tough day for me during this ospek.

Today we are introduced to all the laboratories in the field of medicine, from the laboratories of Physiology, Histopathology, Biochemistry to Anatomy.

The laboratory that we first visited was Anatomy Laboratory, we were told line one in a closed eye, here we do not know what will happen and what we will face. I started to feel bad, I started to get nervous, I felt like I wanted to end this day as soon as possible.

My feelings grew even worse when I felt both hands touching my shoulder and the hand owner whispering in my ear. " You are ready, now you will enter the master teacher's room, remember, keep the courtesy and do not be careless, do not forget to pray of course." Not yet entered, cold sweat had already flooded my body.

I took a breath and threw it away slowly, carefully I entered the Anatomy Laboratory, armed with a small flashlight and large glasses I ventured to enter the master teacher's room, there was already a bed and a master teacher covered in cloth and I was told to open the cloth. With trembling hands I opened the covering cloth, my eyes glazed as I saw the great teacher who gave himself up to serve as a container of science for all of us, still in a haru atmosphere, he said, I heard orders from outside the room. "Quickly, find the problem and work on it, don't forget the attitude."

Still with trembling hands I grabbed the piece of paper next to the master teacher's head, I read about it and started working on it.

After almost 15 minutes I was finally able to complete my task, I took the time to pray, to obey the master teacher for his services, and then I again enveloped the body of the master teacher as before. I came out of the room with limp feet and sweat pouring out, my tears finally spilling after I came out of the Anatomy Laboratory.

I'm sure this day will be remembered forever in my life, such an amazing day. From today I learned a lot, where we will always remember death, besides that I know the meaning of life, we who are still alive apparently still need people who have died.

And finally, after that we were introduced to another laboratory. After a hard day, the ospek event ended and closed with a night of incredible Inauguration.

If Brother Zean were still with me, maybe he would be proud of me for having gone through this hard day. I miss him so much, I want to tell him a lot of things, wherever you are now, I hope you are okay because far away here I still miss you.

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After passing the ospek period, now I focus on my lecture, the pain in my heart slowly began to fade, but the longing for his presence even more spread.

I'm not sure if one day I can see him again, but if God will meet us again, I hope I can still see a beautiful smile on his face.

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Notes**..

*Physiology Laboratory is used to study the physiological functions of human organs by examining the functions of several organs, either by using tools or through several simple experiments related to matter in the blocks of the system that runs.

*H**istopathology*laboratory is a laboratory that handles tissue specimens.

*Biochemistry Laboratory is a supporting facility majoring in chemistry that aims to develop biochemical science both in theory and in application through resource development, and, environmentally sound research and assessment as well as IPTEK progress in order to improve the welfare of the community .

*The Anatomy Laboratory is a laboratory supporting anatomy and physiology courses that can be used by lecturers and students in the teaching and learning process, knowing the anatomical structure of the entire human body in accordance with its original form.

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