
I still stared fixedly at the face of Brother Zean who was still in front of me, the look in his eyes was so sincere that it made me melt, I could not lie to my heart, I also missed him very much and wanted to come back with him.
"Hem." I said softly, I smiled at him.
Brother Zean's eyes immediately sparkled, a smile developing on his feather face, he stood up and bowed his body in order to hug me. "Thank you for this opportunity, I promise I won't hurt you again." Brother Zean said, he tightened his embrace.
I did not escape the feeling of this part, I returned the embrace of Brother Zean tightly, today with a little courage against the fear of heartache, I finally rediscovered my love, you know, you know, no matter how far your love goes, it will eventually come back with you.
The other visitors rumbled, clapping their hands and whispering to each other.
"They fit in perfectly."
"Well, I'd like to have that rich guy, so sosweet."
"The romance is them."
I blushed as Brother Zean let go of his embrace, my face flushed red with nervousness mixed with embarrassment for being the center of attention inside the restaurant.
Brother Zean sat back down, he was in front of me, his face was so radiant and a smile could not be separated from his handsome face.
"Have you eaten?" Said Brother Zean so gently, so soft I almost did not hear it, his voice was out loud with the sound of music being poured inside the restaurant.
I just shook my head, we've been in a relationship for about 2 years, why now it feels like I'm embarrassed and also awkward, just like the beginning of our courtship.
Without asking me, Brother Zean immediately ordered, he has memorized my favorite menu in this restaurant and he did not forget it.
Before long our order came, my eyes sparkled to see my favorite menu presented in front of me, I grabbed a spoon and immediately moved the food into my mouth.
I closed my eyes and enjoyed chewing for the sake of chewing in my mouth, why it tastes different, it tastes so delicious, what because I eat with Brother Zean, it has been a long time since I have enjoyed food like this, I have not enjoyed food like this, love really makes people lose their identity, I just eat until they lose their appetite and forget my life motto because of heartbreak.
After eating I still ordered ice cream as dessert. I gobbled it up greedily, the cold from the ice cream so soothing my mouth. Brother Zean just chuckled to see me enjoying ice cream.
I brushed off Zean's hand as he was about to wipe the remaining ice cream off the corner of my lips, shaking him in his head to give him a code not to do so. As Zena's arms moved away, I started sticking out my tongue and wiping away the remaining ice cream stuck to the corner of my lips, not willing to taste if this sweet food was wasted.
"You're teasing me?" Asked Brother Zean while looking at me who was still busy licking my lips.
"No, are you tempted?" Reply meredek.
"Ti.dak." I smiled at the sound of Zean's voice stammering.
"Sadly, I thought you'd be tempted."
"Done your ice cream."
I grinned and finished my ice cream again, Brother Zean looked back at me, his hands he used to support his chin, while his elbows leaned against the table.
**
Brother Zean grabbed my hand and held it tightly, we went around the mall hand in hand so as to attract the attention of other visitors.
"Where else are you going, I'll keep you company until nightfall?"Ask Brother Zean after we got tired of going around.
"How about you watch, I haven't been to the movies in a long time."
"Sister. Ah I miss that word spoken from your lips, long time ago you didn't call me brother."
We share today's duties, Brother Zean will buy popcorn and drinks while I'm in charge of buying tickets.
After the door was opened, we went inside and looked for our seats.
As long as the movie played Zean's hand not a second away from my hand, we were already drunk by love.
The watching show is over, I decided to go home and study the material for tomorrow, Brother Zeanpun agreed with my thoughts.
"Can I come with you?" Sis Zena said after we got to the parking lot.
What about brother's car?"
"I didn't bring it."
"Oh yes already." I gave the keys to Zean, he got stuck in the knot then Brother Zean got the spare helmet I always carry and put it in my head carefully. He also wore the helmet I used to wear.
Brother Zean immediately boarded my sport motorbike and was followed by me who hugged him behind.
"You've gotten taller apparently, now you can get into the back seat without any help." Brother Zean was trying to remember the new year's memories when he drove me home and I had a hard time getting on his bike.
"Handle." Brother Zean again grabbed my arm and wrapped it around the waist.
Feeling that I was in a safe position, Brother Zean knitted the bike carefully, I felt like a dejavu, I recalled the memories of meeting Brother Zean dimall a few years ago.
Brother Zean stopped the motor when it was on the red light, his hands now moved on my knees, Brother Zean stroked it many times and I felt a different sensation from inside this body.
During the trip we were silent, free to talk, our voices would obviously be carried away by the wind.
We stopped right in front of Mr. Zean's house, a house I used to visit almost every day. Brother Zean again helped me take off the helmet, his hands began to move over my head, he tidied my hair that was disheveled wearing a helmet.
"Why is she so sweet now." I murmured in my heart.
"You want to go in first?" Barat brother Zean.
" Next time, I have to go home now brother, say hello to mamy, Sam and also mbok Yem sis."
"Hem, I'll tell you. Prile.."
" Yes."
"May I hug you again." Pinta brother Zean hesitated.
This time I hugged Brother Zean, I tiptoed and wrapped my hands around Zean's neck, Zean's hands now he's circling on my waist. Long we hugged each other, releasing all the longings that had been held back.
"Thank you for hugging me back, from now on don't ever let me go, because I won't let you leave me either." Brother Zean's whisper in my ear.
I just smiled at Brother Zean's words, we were back late in each other's arms, I buried my face in Zean's chest, I so longed for Zean's scent, the smell of vanilla so soothing.
Very heavily I let go of my embrace, but Brother Zean's hand still tightly clenched my plate. I looked at Brother Zean's face, I gently stroked his strong jaw. "Don't make me lose my temper again, because if you make me hurt again I'll really go away and won't come back to you, forever."
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