I'm The One You Throw Out

Rainbow After the Storm

The morning came, the sun had appeared as a piece, but the man was still calmly lulled into a dreamland. Not disturbed at all, after morning prayers Fatih returned to sleep. Last night's events really drained his energy.

Rayan was playing in a room with a television that was left on. The boy did not bother the sleeping father at all. The noise on television provoked his attention. He came closer when he recognized a familiar figure. Carefully looking at it, timidly misrecognizing it.

"Mah! Mamah! There's Papah, Mah!" he shouted without turning his eyes away from the television.

"Yes, honey. Papah, right, another sleep." Seira's voice echoed from inside the bathroom. She was cleaning up after dressing her son.

"No, Mah. Cepetan, there is Papah on tv," cried Rayan again.

Hearing that Seira who was brushing her teeth came out and found her son who was standing right in front of the box object.

"Rayan, why are you so close to watching?" Seira spoke while biting her toothbrush. He rushed over and grabbed his son.

However, his eyes suddenly enlarged when he saw the scene of Mala brandishing a stick to the citizens. There is also Fatih with Jago and the villagers. Unfortunately, the news was only a blink of an eye he saw and immediately changed other news.

"Mas Fatih's! Mala!"

"Fuck, Mah."

Seira went back into the bathroom, finished brushing her teeth. Hurried out again and dressed in clothes, he sat on the edge of the bed while combing his hair. His eyes could not be separated from the face of the husband who looked peaceful in his sleep.

"Mommy, that was Papah, wasn't it? Why is Papah on tv?" Rayan came to him while sitting on Seira's lap.

The little forehead shriveled, the look in his eyes full of questions. Curious and curious is what Seira can see.

"You don't know either, honey. Let's ask Papah if you're awake, okay?" Rayan nodded, the boy returned to playing by himself.

Seira sighed, noticing the cool Rayan herself despite being without a friend. It began to occur to him to send the boy to school.

Fatih who was moaning made Seira turn to him, the woman smiled as her husband's eyelids opened.

"Morning!" sweep it cheerfully.

"Morning, baby." Fatih pulled his wife's body into a hug, dipping it in love. Nothing makes him happy except the smile of the wife who welcomes when his eyes have just opened.

Fatih crept into Seira's stomach, putting her head on the lap of the woman who had returned to sitting. His hand rubbed the big belly softly while occasionally kissing it.

"Morning, Papah's beloved. How are you, baby? You're healthy in there, yeah. Don't be naughty, kasian Mamah," he said.

Seira smiled, her heart was always showered with flowers of love when Fatih did that.

I think it looks like if we are pregnant there is a husband. The touch of her hand on her stomach made my heart and the baby inside there feel a sense of calmness. Things I didn't get time to conceive Rayan.

Seira muttered, her eyes glazed over at the son who was also staring at them. Sadness approached his heart when he had to remember the times of conceiving the firstborn. Seira quickly wiped away the tears, even so, Rayan did not lack the affection of a Father. Fatih carries out his role as a father very well even though only as a connecting father.

"Who's talking to you?" rebuke the boy who had been standing behind the father's head.

Fatih stopped the movement of her hand, looking up briefly at Seira before turning to face the boy. His hand pulled Rayan's body closer, kissing her soft cheek with anxiety.

"Well, you're talking to your brother in the stomach of Mamah" Fatih replied honestly.

The little eyebrows were intertwined with each other, clearly he was confused by the reply from the father. Rayan's head lifted slightly, staring at her growing mama stomach.

Seira gave a smile, but the water pooled back in the fertilizer. The boy had never heard his father's voice since he was still in the womb until now, which is almost the age of four.

"Can, dong. My sister also replied that Papah had spoken to me."

Rayan's eyes sparkled, thinking that Fatih's words were true and attracting his curiosity.

"Really, Pah? If Rayan is talking to you, sister will not answer, Pah?" tanyanya enthusiastic.

"Jawab, dong, baby. Try Brother to say, Brother must be horrified." Fatih sat down.

Pulling Rayan's body closer. The boy now faced the mother's stomach, but did not know what to say. Rayan put her hand on Seira's stomach, she also put her cheek there.

"Hallo, Brother. This is Brother, can Sister hear Brother's voice?" ask Rayan lirih.

The little body jumped, its eyes bought as a gesture answered a question from him. His big eyes stared alternately at Fatih and Seira, his cheek skin even flushed so blissfully.

"Where?" ask Fatih to review a smile waiting for an answer.

Rayan was gobsmacked to the point that her tongue was unable to speak. Only his head nodded, then he went back to doing the same. Many times done, still make him stunned when the baby continues to move.

However, that happiness was seized by the sound of soft sobs. Seira cried, always unable to withstand the sadness when the time of conceiving Rayan back across.

There was no male figure to strengthen him as he was at the moment, no one rubbed his stomach like Fatih had done. No one hugged him when he was tired because his stomach was getting bigger. No one accompanies her when she always wants to go to the bathroom. There aren't. All done alone, he must be able to strengthen himself.

"Mom, why cry?"

"Darling?"

Fatih and Rayan immediately embraced Seira's shaking body. The woman's cry became even more when Rayan's small hands coiled around her waist. Regret is always present when remembering he who wants to die following his parents.

"Sorry Mom, baby. Sorry Mom." Seira sobbed and kissed the baboons of the child.

Mamah had given up when Rayan was in the stomach of Mamah. Thanks, hon. Rayan has grown healthily into a solace of Mamah's heart. Mamah promised not to let Rayan cry because she was sad. Mama dear Rayan.

Seira continued her sentence inwardly, her soul screaming. These difficult times have now paid off thanks to the presence of a cheerful and always cheerful baby.

"Honey. Sorry Mas, if Mas makes you sad." Fatih's voice was heard softly in Seira's ears.

Rayan looked up, looking at the face of the mama who was soaked in tears. Nah! The little eyes looked red and sad.

"Why is Mom sorry? Did Rayan make Mom sad? Rayan apologized for making Mamah sad." The boy's cry broke.

Like most children her age, Rayan is hysterical. Seira rubbed the cheeks of the two, kissing their foreheads in turn. The cry of Rayan stopped, looking at the mama while sobbing.

"Your dear friends. Mama Darling Papah Sama Rayan. Mama love you guys."

Seira came back crying, pulling the two into a hug. A cry of happiness, after the storm came crashing and ravaging his world.

Thank you, O God. You have a good man in my life.

Forgotten at his goal waiting for Fatih to open her eyes.