I'm The One You Throw Out

Impact of Zafran News

The news spread fast enough to become a trending top topic. People call it viral. Not only on television, but in social media also became the top row of news and much sought after by netizens.

For the sake of Rayan's mental health, Seira never went out of her home environment. The television did not turn on, fearing the video was still being broadcast on various television channels.

Together with Rani who will come every day with her mother, they learn together at home. Directly to Seira. Maybe for the next few days, they won't go anywhere.

Although no one knows who the child is meant by Zafran, but if the name Fatih lifted does not rule out the possibility of the netizens will hunt them down, and the least desirable is the coming of the news hunters to the restaurant.

While in their small contract, Naina is playing with her dolls. That afternoon they just arrived home. Lita rushed to clean up because she almost worked all day. He was tired even though he was working in the room.

Naina flinches when she hears Zafran's voice on television which Lita accidentally turns on to accompany her to play.

"Dad?" He muttered a little, stood up and approached the television leaving his toys behind.

How his little heart longed for that figure, wanting to hug and mingle with her. However, considering the last time they met, Zafran was not as warm as he used to be. He endured all that longing.

"It's definitely not me" he said sadly.

He rubbed the corner of his suddenly watery eyes. Slowly he understood that Zafran never wanted him. Plus the scattered video, increasingly make sure the heart of Naina that there is another child expected father.

"Naaina? Honey, why are you looking at the tv?" reprimand Lita while drying her hair with a towel.

Naina fluttered for a while before turning around with her face flushed red. Lita flinched, threw a towel on a plastic chair in the kitchen and rushed over to her son.

"Darling, what's wrong? Why are you crying?" tanyanya while rubbing both shoulders Naina.

The small body moved aside, so that Lita could see the news on television. The woman stiffened, looking at Zafran who was crying asking to be reunited with his son.

Lita hugged Naina's body which felt trembling. The anxiety present made his heart beat erratically. For a while they hugged each other, Lita's hand shook as she turned the object off. He closed his eyes, sad and disappointed.

Did Zafran forget about Naina? The child she had been caring for since birth even though it was not her child. Did he forget that the little girl loved him very much, every day asked when he would visit his father because of his longing for his figure.

This weekend's plan to visit Zafran, it looks like it won't work. Lita's heart was already disappointed, it seems that Zafran did not want them anymore. Let them live each other.

Remembering Zafran, Lita also remembered her mother-in-law. Where the old lady lives, she doesn't know. How he was, he was eager to see the state of the mother-in-law. Lita unraveled the embrace, smiling as she rubbed Naina's cheeks that were slightly filled at this moment.

The little girl looked healthier, more cheerful, and more active. Lita routinely takes Naina to the hospital, but has no intention of visiting Zafran.

"Is Nai kangen the same Dad? Want to see Dad?" ask Lita while holding the vibration on the tongue.

He did not want to look sad in the eyes of the child, he wanted to be the most powerful woman in the eyes of his daughter. Naina shook her head, her facial expression looked sad and disappointed.

"Why don't you look for Nai? Don't you miss Nai, don't you want to see Nai?" her tanyanya sounded bitter in Lita's heart.

For whatever reason, Lita's heart was torn apart. It was a matter of being squeezed and crushed, a crumble of it was like hearing the screams of Naina's heart.

"Nai know, I have another child and I don't want to be with Nai." Naina's crying became more painful piercing the recesses of Lita's soul.

Does it all end here? Naina must grow up without a father. Let it be, she'll take on a double role for her daughter's life.

"It's okay, baby. There is still a Mother who will always meet Nai, Mother will never leave Nai. Don't be sad, yes," said Lita holding a pillow in the chest.

Naina tightened her embrace, the more hysterical her cries became. Zafran was indeed outrageous, didn't he think about Naina's feelings? The little girl who had felt his affection first though not for long.

What Zafran did had a devastating effect on some people. Including among them, the little girl who had always believed that the father was not a criminal. Only he was sure his father was a good figure again perfect in his eyes.

However, all of that faded after witnessing for himself how much Zafran did not want him anymore. He just wants another child, a child that Naina doesn't know who and where.

"Mom promised you wouldn't leave Nai? If I leave too, who is Nai? No one wants to take care of Nai, Mom," the little girl sadly asked.

Spilling also tears that Lita held, she also cried at the request of her son. Right, if he leaves who will take care of Naina? He'll be alone, probably stuck in the streets.

Oh God, just imagine it feels like Lita can't. Regretting for her previous actions Naina had to bear a hard life. The little girl was still too fragile to be faced with endless worldly problems.

"Yes, honey. I promise you, I promise I won't stay with Nai. I promise we'll keep going together. I promise," said Lita reassured her son.

Naina smiled, it's okay to lose your father just don't lose Mom. During her life together, Naina never lacked the affection and attention of Lita. Little Naina is grateful to have a Mother who is always nearby. Although they only live together, they are happy.

Lita breaks down a hug after wiping her tears, smiling at the princess while wiping Naina's tears.

"Now, pretty boy don't cry. This weekend we're going for a walk, Mom gets more bonuses than the boss. Want, huh?" said Lita holding bitter in the chest.

Naina smiled, then nodded happily. They always spend time together if Lita gets a break from work. The woman is determined to make Naina's childhood happy.

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Elsewhere, Nisa growled angrily watching the entire television channel broadcast news about Zafran. One figure came to her mind, Hendra, her own husband.

Nisa entrusted Hana to her mother, she will go to the hospital to confirm the news to her husband. Along the way, Nisa threatens to leave Hendra if only the man is shown to help spread Zafran's unsavory video.

Brak!