I'm The One You Throw Out

Extra Part. Farewell

The sound of footsteps echoed in that desolate and desolate passageway. The hallway was dim and almost close to dark. No one dared to go through it, unless he was alone with a limped move. The sobbing that oozed out accompanied the entire journey towards the infinitely dark end.

It shakes the guts of anyone who hears. That night, the situation was gripping, drizzling down with durability, sometimes interspersed with thunderous sounds and lightning that struck. Makes anyone lazy to move from their most comfortable place.

But not with him. Steps that sometimes stumble and almost fall, do not dampen his intention to arrive at the end of the hallway. Heartbreak, soul destruction. There is no more hope either.

He, standing there, at the end of the hallway blocked by the open glass window. Looking at the water that came down from the sky with eyes that were also drizzling. He stuck his hand down, before stepping over the barrier and standing outside the window.

He stretched out both hands, looking up to let his face be hit by rainwater.

"There's no point in me living, it's over. Everyone left me alone. No one wants to be close to me."

He's raving in the silence. Down there, there's not even a man in sight. Sepi, only the sound of splashing rain water that hit the roofs of cars in the parking lot. He looked down, making sure his height was. Sobbing bitterly and sorrowfully, lamenting his unlucky fate.

Then, let his body float down preparing to die. However, halfway to death, he thrashed in fear. I don't know what he saw down there, was the angel of death incarnated as a bad image of all his sins? Or is it a picture of the place he will go after death?

"No! I don't want to die! I don't want to!"

Brak!

Prangs!

Sounds also rang out from a car that was hit by his body. He squirmed while groaning. Then, stiffen didn't move. Tongue stuck out, wide-eyed buyak. Like a frightened person. Furore was inevitable, the security guard immediately came to check.

They did not even dare to touch his body, until the police arrived at the scene. One patient named Mala was pronounced dead by suicide in the middle of the night.

****

Hos-hos!

Zafran awoke in the middle of the night with a hunting breath and gasped. A tight chest makes it difficult to breathe. Banging his chest so that the tightness that squeezes gives him leeway.

"A-water .. water ...."

Zafran turned his head back and forth, looking for the presence of a glass of water, but could not find. He groped the nightstand to make all the things on it fall and make noises.

Hendra, who happened to come because of Mala's suicide, rushed to Zafran's room. Yes, because of the intense pain in the chest when delivering his two children, Zafran came back to the hospital. Receiving treatment as usual, while continuing to hope that it will heal.

Unfortunately, Zafran suffered from a rare disease. Let alone the drug, the cause alone the medical research team can not find it.

"Zafran! Oh God!" Hendra ran into the room to help Zafran, who had fallen on the floor, put him back on the bed.

"You why? It hurt?" asked Hendra who was quick to check on the condition of his best friend.

"Water, I .. water," said Zafran like a whisper.

Hendra opened the nightstand drawer and took a bottle of mineral water from it. He gave the water to Zafran who directly downed it to the toilet.

"Hen, I ask you for help" Zafran said after finishing a bottle of water.

Hendra was stunned, drizzling night like this was Zafran so thirsty? As for him alone, shivering cold if his body is not wrapped in a coat.

"W-what?" Hendra's nervous. He knew Zafran's life would not last much longer.

"A-I want to see my kids. You-you can take them?" the door while smiling.

"But it's midnight, Zafran. Tomorrow morning, I don't feel good waking them up at night like this" Hendra said.

"But I want to go home tonight, Hen. Please, I want to see them. I'm going home with them." Zafran crying.

Unable to see Hendra, he went to the information room. Find a phone number that can be contacted. One by one, he came to the hospital to gather with Zafran.

Seira and Fatih with Rayan came first because of the distance of their residence close to the hospital, followed by Lita and Naina, and Mother was in the last order. Zafran had sat down and smiled when his two children came.

He asked them to come closer, play and tell stories without knowing farewell was waiting for time.

"Daddy's waiting for you to come home?" ask Rayan.

Zafran nodded weakly, his lips not separated from the smile of seeing his two children gathered.

"The waiter can, yes, take Dad home?"

"Nai too, Nai wants to take Dad home" Naina said quickly.

"Dad, said Mamah before returning home Father must read the Shahadah first so that the path is facilitated. Want, yes," said Rayan remembered the advice Seira when on the road earlier.

Zafran nodded weakly.

Guided by Rayan and Naina, Zafran recited two sentences of the creed with breathing that grew heavier and heavier. His eyes bulged wide, he did not want to be closed before he saw the figure of Mother.

"Mother!"

Zafran smiled, his hands trembling raised to reach the old woman who just cried hysterically as soon as she arrived at the child's room.

"Za-zafran! Son! No, sa-yang. Ja-jang-an ting-ga-lin I-bu .. jang-an per-gi, Zafran!"

Mother hugged her son. Refusing Zafran's departure for good.

"Zafran sincerely, Mom. Zafran .. already .. happy. Don't be sad, Zafran said, Mom." Zafran's voice sounded like a whisper.

Mother shook her head, not wanting to be left by her only child.

"Cold, Mom. Zafran wanted to be embraced by Mother, cold," he said again while tightening the embrace on Mother's body.

Hearing Mom's hysterical cry, Seira who was outside the room hugged Fatih's body and cried there. Moreover, when the cries of the two children also yelled out the room.

"I'm sincere, I'm sorry for all your mistakes, Mas Zafran. Go quietly," Seira shrieked in her husband's arms.

Lita was not far from them, also shed tears over the departure of Zafran. Hendra himself did not escape the sadness, as a doctor and friend he wanted Zafran healed, but the Power has another will. Zafran will no longer feel pain while at His side.

"Dad, wakeup! He said Dad wanted to go home. Come on, Rayan take home. Don't bobo here, Dad. If you don't have a home, you can stay at Rayan's. Dad, up!" Rayan continued to rumble to wake Zafran who had stretched stiff.

I could only cry while hugging my son. He could not change the destiny that God had set for his son.

"Dad, wakeup! Nai wants to take Dad home too. Wake, Dad!" Naina's waking up Zafran.

However, the man was shaking stiffly. Rayan ran out to her parents.

"Mom, I don't want to wake up. He said he wanted to go home, but Dad now sleeps there and doesn't want to wake up. Come on, Mah, wake up Dad. Rayan wants to play with Dad tomorrow," the little boy asked as he pulled Seira's hand to wake Zafran.

The woman was crying, powerless to hold back. He pulled Rayan's small body and grabbed her. I don't know what it's like to tell those who don't understand death. Hopefully both can accept the departure of Zafran for good.

"Darling, Dad is gone. I won't be sick anymore, I've gone home. Tomorrow we take Dad to his new home, yeah. Don't be sad, "pinta Seira while wiping Rayan's tears.

On the same night, two people died at different times, but in different ways. May Zafran husnul khotimah.

****

"Mom, why was Dad put in the hole? Later I can not breath, pity, Mah," asked Rayan as soon as he saw the body of Zafran put in the grave and hoarded.

"Honey, that's where Dad's house is. We're all going there, too, but Dad's already ahead of us. Pray that you may be placed in God's heaven. Forgiven all his sins, and accepted his repentance," said Seira endured the pain of seeing the sorrow of the son.

Rayan crouched down near the tombstone of Zafran, on the other side of Naina with Lita and Mother.

"Dad, I'm not sick anymore, right? Dad is healed. Quiet dad, yeah, in Dad's new house. Rayan promised to come to look at Dad" he said, rubbing a tombstone and kissing it before leaving.

"Mas, you calm down, yes, there. I'll take care of you, you don't have to worry" Lita said after Seira's departure.

"Dad, Nai loves Daddy. Tomorrow Nai will come again. Nai promised to be a smart child so that Dad would be proud of Nai" Naina said.

They returned with a sincere heart.

****

While elsewhere, a middle-aged pair were scrambling over the food they found in the trash cans. Eat it like a hungry person and never meet food. Their clothes were shabby, their bodies dirty and smelly. No one will want to approach both of them even if they just give food.

"Damn it! It's all because of Lita. The bastard, where did they go? Calling is inactive. Want to eat just have to wrestle the same cat. Shit-shit-shit!" talk about one of them with annoyance.

They are Lita's parents who are unknown to the news after deceiving Zafran and Lita.

So-called.

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