I'm The One You Throw Out

Can't Go

Naina stiffened as the old body got closer. I don't know why every beat of her steps makes Naina's heartbeat stronger. He turned and closed his eyes tightly, while his hand gripped Seira's hand firmly.

Bi Sari looked at the little girl, not expecting her to be so afraid to see her. Bi Sari's eyes glanced at Seira, flashing those beautiful petals reassuring her heart.

"Ja-don't .. Sorry Nai. I'm sorry, "the little girl's raving gets her eyelids closed.

Seira gave a smile, through the vibration of her hand she could feel the fear that was engulfing her heart. For this reason, he did not let go of their link so that Naina would get a little peace and security.

However, the heart that was trembling with fear, immediately warmed up as a hug he received.

"Sorry, yeah. Yesterday I scared you. I don't mean to scare you. I just can't hold back my emotions until I don't see you" whispered Bi Sari in a decapitation.

Hearing that, Naina's body brushed. There is a sense of relief, security and calm that slowly fills the heart and erodes the fear that had mastered it. Naina loosened her eyelids, the face that was frowning instantly loosened and rippled calmly.

The grip of his hand on Seira's hand gradually loosened, no longer feeling trembling. Maybe Bi Sari's embrace was enough to throw away her fear. Slowly Seira tries to untie the link of their hand, but is stopped when Naina reinforces her.

Seira patted her hands gently, saying through touch that everything was fine. Naina's hand went back loose, and broke off. He returned Bi Sari's embrace, dropping his head on her shoulder. Bi Sari's age is not much different from the grandmother at home, she really wants to hug him, but can not.

"Nai, I'm sorry Grandma." The girl took off a hug, staring fixedly at Bi Sari's bead.

"Grandma's age is not much different from Grandma at home. Can I call Grandma?" naina said expectantly.

Bi Sari smiled, rubbing her cheeks gently. Nodding in agreement, seeing the sincerity in both of the boy's eyes.

"Alhamdulillah, so Nai is not afraid anymore with Grandma Sari, right? Sari's grandmother was a good person, Nai would have liked to have known," said Seira gratefully.

Naina looked up, satirizing with Seira always made her feel safe and peaceful. He nodded his head as a sign of agreement. The rain out there was still so heavy, but the chill that made his body shiver slowly dissipated changed the soothing warm flow.

"Yes, the pretty boy took a shower first. Keep changing clothes, let's not catch a cold. It's still raining outside" Bi Sari said as she wrapped the towel around Naina's small body.

Bi Sari stood up while holding Naina's hand. Her manic glow showed relief unlike yesterday, looking agitated and impatient.

"Let Aunty alone, Non, who bathed Nai. Non rest just inside," said Bi Sari again as he left the hallway and went into the bathroom.

Seira shook her head glad to go back to her son and husband. There Fatih and Rayan waited in curiosity. Wanted to know what caused the girl to come crying. Seira recounted while being spiked with advice for the two young children there.

While in the bathroom, Naina bathed Bi Sari. The shopkeeper girl came to give Naina a change of clothes. The little girl was no longer afraid of him, considering Grandma at home she also wanted the old woman there to recover and be able to do what Bi Sari now did.

"Grandmother, if you have the same fault as Grandma, please forgive me. I don't want to eat for a few days, keep apologizing. Don't know what Mom's fault is? Can I be forgiven or not? But please merciful Grandma would like to thank you Mom, ", Naina said softly as she looked at the old face that bathed her.

"Yes, Grandma is sorry. Don't think about it anymore, yeah. Nai has to live well because Nai is a smart child" Bi Sari said with a smile.

Kasian you, Nai. So small is the heavy burden of parents. May your life be filled with happiness in the future. Aamiins.

"Well, it's done. Come on, let's go ahead, wait for the rain to subside first," asked Bi Sari while holding the small shoulder.

There Seira and Fatih had been waiting with the two children. Bi Sari picked Naina up, sat waiting for the rain to stop.

However, it was only a moment of sitting down that Naina suddenly came down from the lap and stood up while bowing.

"Mom, can you go see Nai's mother? Maybe if you go there, Nai's mom wants to eat," the boy asked, who looked back at Seira with his teary eyes.

Bi Sari and Fatih both turned to look at the woman, waiting for what decision she would make. Seira also glanced, she let out a long sigh before facing Naina.

"Wait a moment, yes," he asked as he moved and walked to the cashier's desk.

There, Seira writes something on a piece of paper. Only he knew the contents of the letter, he asked the shopkeeper girl to put some cookies in a small bag.

Everyone was wondering what the woman was doing. Seira crouched down in front of Naina, grabbing her small hands that felt moist. He gave her the small bag and continued to pray for her kindness.

"I'm sorry, but I can't go anywhere. I have a baby that can't be left, but Nai don't worry. Inside here is a drug that can make Nai's mother want to eat. Love him, and believe his mother Nai would want to eat," said Seira mysteriously.

Fatih frowned, wanting to know what Seira had written.

"Really, Mom? You're not boong, are you?" naina asked with both eyes that radiated hope.

"Lho, really, dong. I don't like to lie, I trust Mom. Nai's mother must have eaten," he replied confidently.

Naina nodded hoping that what Seira said would really happen.

"It's like that, Nai wants to go home now. Afraid of Mom and Grandma nyariin," said Naina politely.

Seira nodded proudly, that little boy already understood how hard life in the world was. With one of the workers at the cake shop, Nai leaves with a relieved heart.

"Hopefully I'd like to eat this loaf. They are good people, may their sustenance increase," muttered Naina as she glanced at the bag she was carrying.

The little girl also checked the clothes Seira gave her, looking nice and expensive. With his current condition, he would never be able to buy it. Naina smiled happily, grateful inwardly to be reunited with those good people.