I'm The One You Throw Out

Meet Hendra

The day went on, the day changed at dusk, and the twilight continued to change with the darkness of the night. The right time and nature is provided to rest the body from all life activities.

Lita walked back and forth in the middle room of the house waiting. After their quarrel, Zafran has yet to show up at the house. The anxious feeling implied on his haggard face, was nothing. He was only afraid of losing everything after painstakingly obtaining it.

"Where, anyway, Mas Zafran? Why is it so bad you haven't come home yet. Watch out for you, Mas, if you dare to macem-macem out there!" he murmured while biting his nails.

His gaze was fixed on the main door of the house, hoping that the man would appear immediately and expel the uneasiness in his heart. However, until the clockwork stopped at ten, Zafran never showed his nose.

Lita slammed herself on the sofa, her head buzzing violently. Thousands of questions milling in thought, jostling to be spewed out. His tongue clucked repeatedly, irritated as well as agitated. Two bottles of water have been used since the day changed.

From her room she just quietly let in despite seeing. Indifferent because the departure of Zafran is indeed his fault.

"Remain he keeps on there, anyway? I was like a security guard and keep the maling. I want to go to the kitchen as well. You greedy people, because they have my share reduced by Zafran. Forced to be frugal," Mother's cerocos alone while peeking at Lita who is faintly visible from behind the door.

Mother weighed the taste, but the worms in her stomach could not be compromised. They continued to rampage in there, making his stomach ache.

"Duh, laper again. Bodo, uh."

The old woman opened the door, fixed her attitude before waltzing out past Lita. Mother even reluctantly turned to him, continuing to look forward as if there was no one there.

Seeing Mother, Lita was springing to her feet. Butchering the woman's steps without masking her anxiety.

"Mom, do you know where Mas Zafran is? Why, how come, it's such a shame hasn't come home yet?" ask Lita.

Mother snorted, turning her face away from her daughter-in-law while folding both hands on her stomach.

"Mom don't know where Zafran is? All his life he had never been angry like that, let alone left the house until this night. Move, I'm going through. Nyusahin aja be a person," ketus Mommy while walking while nudging Lita's shoulder to get out of the way.

The more upset Lita made, he glanced at Mother with both hands clenched. Threatening through the eyes that emit vengeance.

"If you were a magician, I'd make the same calculation of you later."

Lita snorted, her life was really on the verge of collapse right now. All have turned against himself, while he has no support from anyone. His parents even only know about money, do not want to know the problems he is facing.

He dropped back on the sofa, glancing at the clock that kept turning without caring for him who was agitated. The pregnant woman finally left the living room, climbing the stairs to the room. Putting her tired self on the soft bed. Let him forget about the problem for a moment. Sleep, that's what he wants now.

While I was coming to the dining room, the maid had been home since this afternoon. After cooking for dinner everyone. The hood checks every meal.

Mother's eyes widened on all the dishes available, all of them were just a little left, and only enough for her own.

"Bad. Fucking daughter-in-law! It turns out you're just pretending, secretly eating all the food. What kind of woman is Lita really? Kok, very different from Seira," Mother grumbled while scooping rice on her plate.

"How will Zafran go home? What'd my son try to eat? So wife, really, is useless. Can not cook, can not be cleaned, just usually spend money. Don't know yourself."

Mother continued to grumble while feeding rice into her mouth. The emotion that was about to explode made his stomach continue to sound loudly. Luckily, the sound was not until Lita heard it. If not, he will laugh at it.

Now, Zafran was sitting in front of the hospital, waiting for him to finish work. He was on duty that night, so stay in the hospital. After all, patients always arrive and are never lonely.

"Whose other people waiting? It's a shop I'm closing, it's malem," an old man scolded with his gray hair.

Zafran was in a daze, not knowing what to do and what to do.

"She's closing, but it's okay, right, I'm sitting here? I'm waiting for my question again, " said Zafran while welding on the shopkeeper.

"Yes, it's okay. I stayed, yes. Sorry can not nemenin," he said while closing the stall and locking it.

He said goodbye to Zafran, leaving on his old bicycle that looked worn out. Be Zafran alone, hoping Hendra gets out soon. Actually he had come to his room, but the young doctor refused because there were too many patients that day.

In front of the hospital, from there he could see human traffic in white uniforms. The place always looks busy and never empty. Hendra refused his arrival.

"Hendra?" Zafran gasped when he saw the person he was waiting for appear with a woman.

He stood up and ran into the hospital. Not wanting to be left behind, his eyes watched over Hendra who opened the car door for the woman and closed it back after he entered.

Hendra made a detour to the driver's seat, but Zafran quickly blocked his hand.

"Wait, Hen! I want to talk to you" Zafran managed to stop Hendra from opening the door.

The young doctor turned his head, staring dislikefully at the old friend who had forgotten him. He stopped opening the door and leaned against the body of the car while folding both hands.

The woman inside there tilted her head to look at them. His forehead creased, his heart wondered. However, he could only remain silent and wait. Do not want to upset the doctor who will certainly have an impact on their relationship that some time ago just warmed up.

"What are you talking about?" asked Hendra a little sniffy.

Zafran's heart throbbed, after a long wait and the doctor seemed to dislike his presence.

"Don't you want to talk to me about Sei yesterday? Sorry, I was busy at the time. So, there is no time for you to meet," said Zafran began the discussion.

"Continue now what do you want? Isn't that not important to you? Why is it changing now? You have a problem with that woman?" A series of questions from the young doctor hit Zafran's heart.

He remained silent for a while, but did not give up. Keep urging Hendra to say what he wanted to talk about yesterday.

"Sorry, yeah. I'm busy today, don't you see the woman inside? I'm gonna take her home. If you're curious, find out for yourself."

Hendra did not care, opened the car door and continued to drive away leaving Zafran with a thousand questions that stuck in his heart. He looked at the white car that kept leaving him. He's alone now, completely alone.

"Aragh!" Zafran screamed, his body falling. No matter how drizzle down hit the earth.