I'm The One You Throw Out

Finding a Problem

"Mom!"

Rayan ran to hug Seira, her body shaking in fear. The shadow of a man who wants to kidnap her in a dream, continues to haunt and add to the fear in his heart.

Seira was stunned, her heartbeat just kept racing uncontrollably. He rubbed Rayan's head, confused and worried about what happened to the boy. Seira's shocked face looked up at Bi Sari and Rani who were standing not far from them.

Through the look in his eyes he asked, and Bi Sari nodded asking for time to speak.

"Darling, what's wrong?" ask Fatih.

Preparations for the opening of the restaurant branch were almost all completed. It's only a matter of waiting two more days for refinement.

Seira shook her head as Fatih grabbed her shoulder. The man crouched down, rubbing Rayan's back which felt trembling. Fatih knew the boy was scared.

"This is the same Papah, boys should be the same story Papah. We have to be able to fight our fears, and we have to be able to solve our own problems" he said as he pulled Rayan's body slowly and carried her in a sling.

Seira and Bi Sari also followed behind them, heading for a seat to chat. They sat in a circle, Seira took Fathiya from the carriage and hugged him, while Rayan was on Fatih's lap.

"Now the same story Papah what makes Brother scared like this?" tanya Fatih began to open the language.

Rayan stared at the stern face before her, both hands coiled around Fatih's neck. He was still a child who desperately needed a place where he could get a sense of security and peace. From the look of those eyes Rayan's heart always found peace and tranquility.

"There was a stranger in the park, Pah. Rayan was afraid, Rayan was afraid that she would kidnap Rayan," she said slightly shaking as she imagined the unfamiliar face of Hendra.

Seira and Fatih were taken aback by the statement. The two turned to Bi Sari asking through the eyes. The old woman nodded softly, her misty maniac exuding obvious worry.

"What don't-don't ...."

"No way, isn't he in jail?" sela Bi Sari quickly denied the sentence that Seira had not spoken.

The woman thought, glancing at Rayan who dropped her head on Fatih's chest. The warm embrace of the man really made his heart feel at peace.

"Mmm... Baby, what did that guy say?" ask Seira. Maybe from Rayan's answer he'll know who's been meeting his son.

Rayan looked at Fatih, the man nodded. His head turned to Seira, a trace of fear clearly emanated in those two little eyes.

"She said, Rayan looks like her friend, Mah. That Abis Rayan was immediately afraid to keep going," he replied.

Seira held her breath, she knew who that person was. His heart growled, anger bursting in the chest wanting to tear the mouth apart so badly that he could no longer speak. Her white skin flushed following both eyes that also heat up. Really, Seira's stuck out right now.

Fatih frowned looking at the wife's hardened jaw, her breathing looked heavy withstanding any turmoil that erupted.

"Darling, do you know who it is?" ask Fatih curiously.

Seira inhaled a deep breath of air, exhaling it slowly. Decompose tightness caused by overflowing emotions.

"I know, Mom." Seira growled from behind her clenched teeth.

"Who, Non?" Bi Sari also asked, no name came to mind.

"You know, the doctor who called me at the time?" Seira glanced at her husband.

"Doctor Hendra?"

"He mean you?"

Seira was tired of saying her name even if it was only in her heart.

"I'm sure it's him, Mas. I want to go to him and ask him his purpose. Why disrupt our lives? In fact, I have never disturbed the lives of anyone including those who have hurt me" Seira said with fiery eyes.

This cannot be allowed.

The longer Hendra will certainly be more courageous, if he is left alone he will continue to come and disturb Rayan's mentality. Seira realizes, Zafran is the father of Rayan, but does not suddenly tell the boy.

Let him understand slowly who his real father is? What is the difference between Fatih and Zafran for his life? Seira will never let Rayan choose who to live with. It won't!

"Where did you meet him?" ask Fatih. Looking at Seira who was burning, her heart heated up.

"Rayan who saw, Bibi did not see at all," Bi Sari replied.

"He's on the flower fence where Rayan plays with Rani, Pah," said Rayan with a soft look.

Fatih heard, she rubbed Rayan's back while taking a deep breath.

"Sister can, right, wait here with Grandma Rani? There is Om Gilang also here and everyone will definitely take care of Brother. It's okay, isn't it?" ask Fatih.

He couldn't see Seira grieving let alone fearing. That same day Fatih wanted to meet Hendra and warned the man whatever his purpose was.

Hearing that Seira looked at Fatih, anger clearly emanated from her two brown eyes. Slowly loosened to see her husband smiling and nodding soothingly.

Rayan moved away from her chest, nodding slowly as she descended and approached Bi Sari.

"You guys are inside, yeah. Papah wants to find the person who scared you earlier" Fatih said, staring at them.

Seira hands Fathiya's baby back to Bi Sari, she will come with Fatih to meet Hendra. I hope the man is still in the park.

The two move after Rayan and Bi Sari disappear in a room. On foot, they will arrive at the park. The two went around, the usual place Rayan played was the first one they came to.

Fatih inspect the flower fence in question, the height can hide the body of an adult when bending. His eyes wandered here and there, looking for a figure among dozens of human heads.

"Mas, I think he's home. From now on we are looking not to meet too," said Seira while sitting on a park bench.

Fatih nodded, but her eagle eyes kept watching.

"Yes, Mas. Check out that lake over there? Maybe he was there," said Seira remembered the artificial lake that he used to visit.

Fatih nodded, extending his hand to hold the wife before coming to the lake. The distance is not so far away, just need to come down to get there.

There are many visitors who sit on the edge while sowing food for the fish that live in the lake. Most of them are women who carry children.

Seira was standing on one side, not far from her a woman and a girl of Rani's age were sitting by the lake. He sighed, still not finding Hendra's figure.

"Where is the doctor? Why isn't he here too?" fuming while clenching his hands tightly.

The woman heard it even though she was soft, she turned her head and watched Seira closely.

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