I'm The One You Throw Out

I'm The One You Throw Out
The End of a Story



Still in Fatih's study, they sat on the sofa looking through all the photos Seira had found. Fatih also kept a photo of Seira's parents, while hers was never saved from Zafran's house.


"Mas, I forgot where this park is, huh?" tanya Seira showed me a picture of them in a familiar park, but Seira could not remember it yet.


"Aren't you really interested?"


Seira shook her head, recalling all made her head throb pain.


"It's behind Mom's house, but it's been closed for a long time because Mas can't find you" Fatih said, making Seira look at him.


The man hugged his wife's waist tightly, the sense of who was present grew even greater after all the secrets were revealed.


"Yes, the door can't open." Seira pouted.


Fatih grabbed him and kissed his wife's nape.


"Later to open again, at that time Mas was afraid you were jealous of the past because Mas did not think he was you. Why is it so different, you're getting prettier after all these years we haven't seen each other," she once again sipped Seira's neck from behind the hijab she was wearing.


The woman laughed amusedly, but it was a pleasure not to play. Really, fate nobody knows. He who forgets all the events of the past, is now reminded again by an unexpected discovery.


"Yes, if it wasn't me, I would be jealous, Mom." Seira blushed.


The Fatih Deck on his body felt warm and pleasant. No matter what their childhood life was like, Seira did not remember it completely.


"You're real, but I'm relieved because it's finally ...." Fatih further tightened his hold. Not wanting to be apart for just one minute.


"You know what, honey? When Dad decided to move abroad, Mas promised himself. Once back here, the first thing Mas did was come to you and at that time Mas want to directly marry you, but when Mas came to your house, it was empty. Said the neighbor there, you've moved."


Fatih sighed, remembering that she was looking for Seira in every corner of Jakarta. The woman silently listened.


"So, Mas went to a house that someone told you about, but it was sold and said you were married to continue to follow your husband." Fatih's heart felt pinched.


"But I don't believe it, I'm looking again .. uh, meet this woman on the street. My heart at that time could not stop thinking about you. It was you who Mas was looking for, "he said ending with a kiss on the nape of Seira.


"Sorry, yes, Mas. I really don't want to be with you. Just at that time, I was hesitant to accept Mas Zafran's proposal. Maybe I'll wait for you, but I don't want to be sick anymore." Seira looked at her husband.


His eyes were full of regret because he had forgotten Fatih just like that.


"Well, why did you forget and what pain?" ask Fatih then.


Seira sighed, before turning to look at the photos of their parents.


"I was in an accident, and Dad died right then and there. I was in a coma for three days and declared memory loss, I forgot my childhood. Sorry, yes, Mom. I really don't want to," he said as he hugged Fatih.


The man's lips smiled, understanding everything that had happened. After all, now they were together and had been blessed with a beautiful princess. What's again? The past is not to be mourned or regretted, but to be learned and learned.


"It's okay, I'm not beating you up. Maybe it's our destiny to part ways first, then meet to complement each other." Fatih smiled back. His face exuded peerless happiness, those shady eyes were staring at Seira lovingly.


"You want to know again, when I gave you a look at your photo with Mom, Mom said 'yes, what are you waiting for? Later the hunt is taken people, just know the taste,' cruel, yes, Mother. Doain I was," he said, but there was no visible upset.


"That's because I don't want you to lose that girl a second time. It's okay for widows, because I know the ins and outs of her family. Sei's parents are best friends of Mom and Dad, there is no way that I just let go," said the voice of Mother who entered the room just like that without knocking on the door while carrying Fathiya who woke from sleep.


Seira wanted to move, but Fatih's hand held her back. A red tinge just appeared, embarrassed to be found making out by Mother.


Fatih looked at Mom with her wide eyes, her mind filled with uncertain guesses about Mom.


"So, all this time I knew? Why didn't you say?" Fatih pouted unhappily her mother kept it all a secret.


Mother sighed, sat down beside Seira and handed the baby to her.


"While you can't see, your wife's face is very similar to her father's. Don't you forget, not Sei. In part why I didn't tell you that so you don't drag on with the past, because I know Sei lost his memory and I'm afraid you're going to make him suck," said the mother who was allowed by Fatih's mind.


"Everywhere, yeah. Later there is even misunderstanding. It's okay, now, isn't it, it's all open. Do you want everything?" fatih said while asking his wife.


Seira shook her head, she really did not remember any part of her life story that was forgotten.


"Yes, it's okay. I can only doain hope you guys are happy until later. Problems in the household are common, then you must be able to deal with them maturely. Talk about all the problems so that there are no secrets between you. Trust each other, be honest and loyal. That is the key of sakinah, mawadah, and rahmah. Living in harmony, in that shade of love DIA who has the nature of Alwaduud. Maha Loves," said Mother as she kissed Fathiya's forehead.


"Aamiinu. Thank you, ma'am," they said together.


****


"Honey, Mas want to pick up Rayan and Biya, yes," said Fatih when afternoon arrived.


"Yes, Mommy, be careful." Seira appears with little Fathiya who is in a sling.


"You wanna come?" haggle over that man.


"Is it okay?" Seira hesitates, because this morning Fatih did not invite him.


"It's okay, I think someone wants to apologize to you," replied Fatih remembered to his mother Zafran who asked Seira.


The woman nodded, thinking for a moment. Perhaps her former in-laws, recalled the photos Fatih had sent her. Then, he nodded in agreement, saying goodbye to Mom and Bi Sari to go pick up.


In the park, they are happy to play. Naina even taught Rayan how to write and read. They both looked familiar, like two brothers. Lita got there first, chatting with Mom.


"Te-te-ri-ma ka-sih" said Mother. Remembering all the sacrifices Lita never complained about while taking care of her.


"Thank you, Lita. You are willing to sacrifice your time and energy to take care of Mom. I'm sorry for being selfish and ungrateful to you" Zafran said.


Lita smiled, she looks more mature now.


"It's okay, Mom. At that time, if I wasn't the one who took care of Mom, who else? No need to mention the past. I've missed everything" said Lita covered in chest.


Everything was happy that day until the arrival of Seira and Fatih, back teasing the painful past and full of regret.


"Mom!"