I'm The One You Throw Out

Rejection of Rayan

The silence created by Hendra made Seira careless by herself. This time, he was bored while waiting.

"I ... I-I ...." Hendra again fell silent, confused himself to start with what kind of sentence to talk to Seira.

Ck!

Seira clucked while glaring annoyed, bored himself to see Hendra who seemed to be playing with his time. Fatih felt his wife's waist, rubbing it to be more patient and understand Hendra's attitude.

He was nervous because of yesterday's problem, or maybe his heart problem.

"So, I know what you want to say. Must be the guy's problem, right? Wh why? Does he want to see his son?" seira said slowly, but with great emphasis. He does not want the feeling of Rayan shaken if it evaporates his emotions.

Be ill. That was what his heart was feeling right now. How painful it must be to meet them both as father and son. His desire to hide the existence of Rayan seems to be unduly God-directed. However hardened he was, but the power of God walked the earth.

Hendra looked up, looking at Seira's sharp bead that hit his heart. At first glance there is suffering depicted there, remembering the treatment of Zafran in the past. However, in that radiance as well, there was relief that was not expressed through words.

The man with the title of doctor looked back down, linking fingers under the table holding back uneasily. Nisa glanced at the man at the side, noticing the ripples of her face that were no longer the same. Sweating and straining.

"D-hey-"

"Yes, Sei. Yesterday, please forgive. He came to ask permission from you to bring them together," said Nisa herself furious with Hendra's overly wordy attitude.

Seira glanced at Nisa, the woman was beautiful and too good to be juxtaposed with Hendra. The woman in the hijab smiled, she understood. Very understanding of the desire, but what about Rayan? Should I force her to meet?

"I won't deny meeting them, but I also can't make my son want to meet him. You can ask him yourself, is he ready to meet?" said Seira while glancing at Rayan who stiffened.

Rayan placed her right and left hands on both thighs of her parents. Hearing the meeting, remembering the nightmare that has been present lately every night through it.

Seira closed her eyes, her chest rumbling feeling Rayan's little fingers squeezing her clothes. Fatih glanced alternately at the child and the mother, then her glance fell on Rayan's trembling hand holding her pants.

Fatih hugged the body, calming her from anything that bothered her.

"Quiet, baby. You need to calm down, yes. Bismillah!" fatih whispered while dipping the jellyfish Rayan full of love.

The boy shook his head, the shadow of the sinister man who wanted to take it from Seira never went away from memory.

"No! Rayan did not want to see him. He's taking Rayan from Mamah. He's taking Rayan, Mah. Rayan did not want to split with Mamah, Rayan did not want to," said Rayan sound vibrating.

Fatih and Seira both hugged him, calming the child's heart so as not to be overpowered by fear.

Nisa was filled, she clenched Hana's body imagining if it was her son. He really won't get through it. Hendra was stunned, seeing Rayan who was rebellious he realized his actions that yesterday had shaken the child's mentality.

"Yes, honey. No one wants to take Brother from Mamah. It's all a dream, don't think about it, yeah." Fatih is calming.

He rubbed Rayan's arm channeling a calmness that disturbed the child's soul. Both Hendra and Nisa, both of them kept quiet while watching them.

Rayan hugged Seira, crying in the warm froth of the mama. Seira raised her gaze, looking at Hendra and Nisa alternately.

"I'm sorry, I don't think Rayan is ready to meet him" he said sadly.

Nisa glanced at Hendra, she understood well the psychiatric condition of Rayan who was not ready. There might also be something that disturbs his mind. Don't know what?

"But, Sei. You should know Zafran's current condition. He was sick and couldn't help it. Make sure you have to use a wheelchair. He's really sorry, Seira. The hope for a cure is very thin, the condition every day worsens. I'm afraid he doesn't have much time left, so he wants to see his son" Hendra told Seira.

The woman shook her head, slowly looking at Fatih who was also paying attention to her. Fatih turned his eyes to Hendra and Nisa, he understood, but also could not force Rayan.

"We will try to persuade him, because after all we can not maksa Rayan to meet. Hopefully in the near future he will understand and want to meet his father. For now, please let him calm down first. Lately she has been dreaming about the man who wants to take her from Seira. I hope you guys will understand and be patient," pinta Fatih did not look upset let alone emotional.

The man looked calm and could be invited to work together. Unlike most people who will behave indifferently or ketus when talking about the past partner.

Once again Hendra witnessed that Seira was really in good hands. Fatih is an amazing man who deserves to be with him. Pupus is all flavored and indeed there should be no let alone maintained.

He is not worth Fatih, not worth competing with a great man like him. Realize, Hendra. Seira wasn't meant for you.

"Well, we understand. Sorry if all this disturbs Rayan's calm, we really do not mean," said Nisa was not happy after seeing Rayan's hysterical reaction.

Seira smiled, her hands still rubbing the child's back and head in her arms.

"Nothing, maybe Rayan is not ready to meet. Later when the time comes, we will definitely bring Rayan to meet his father," said Seira asked for understanding.

Hendra and Nisa had no intention of staying any longer in the event, they rushed to leave the event and immediately left. Seira and Fatih were still sitting there, calming down Rayan who was still frightened.

It is not easy, but slowly Rayan would want to understand and accept the existence of Zafran as his biological father. This is too soon, and Rayan's psyche is not ready to accept.

"It's okay, baby. Mamah and Papah will not maksa Kak if you do not want to meet with brother's father, but try to horrify Papah." Fatih rubbed Rayan's back, asking her to face off.

"There will be no eggs if there are no hens, and hens will not be able to lay eggs if there are no roosters. So, if there is no father Brother, maybe there is no brother. So if later Brother is ready to meet, say the same Papah and Mamah, yes?" fatih said gently and with a reassuring smile.

Slowly, but surely Rayan's head nodded.