I'm The One You Throw Out

Night Back to Heat

"Already, Mom. Do not make Sei to come with us to Jakarta first. As I told Mom, she was probably a little traumatized by the city because her ex-husband was there. So, let her take her heart first, let it calm down first."

Fatih mediates Mom's wishes and Seira's rejection. The woman with one child did not say anything when Mother asked him to come to Jakarta, but seeing from the ripples on her face that stiffened Fatih very understanding.

Mom sighed, trying to put her ego aside to bring Seira along. How he understood, in addition to the story from Fatih, he was also convinced by Mang Udin as a living witness to the beginning of Seira's suffering.

Mother rubbed Seira's hand, the woman continued to bow hiding her sadness and anxiety. Soft touch again warm, he had not felt for a long time. During her marriage to Zafran, her mother-in-law never gave her that touch.

"It's okay, I understand, really. Mother also will not make you come, but it's okay, right, if I hope someday you can escape your past and follow Fatih to Jakarta. Staying together there, Bi Sari can also come. He can not be separated with Rayan," said Mother with her meekness.

Slowly Seira's heart was struck by anxiety, warming up after Mother ended her words. Right what Mother said, she had to forget the past and bury it. No need to be afraid of dealing with them, but he is not ready for it all.

"Yes, Mom. God willing, if my heart is ready, I will join Mas Fatih to Jakarta. For now, I'm here just a little while ago until Rayan big," replied Seira gave hope to the old heart of Mother.

"Thank you, yeah." Mom smiled. Hugging the son-in-law with love, the suffering experienced by Seira must be reciprocated with happiness, and he wants Fatih who gives it all.

"Pa Pa Pah!"

Rayan's voice distracts them all, the baby comes carrying a teetering walking toy near Fatih.

"Maa is Allah! Papah's son, what's wrong?"

Fatih lifted her small body, smirking her cheeks in a fit of anxiety. Rayan showed the toy while continuing to chatter indistinctly.

"Oh, you want to play with Papah? Come on!" Fatih took Rayan sitting on the floor. They looked familiar when they met one day.

Maybe Rayan recognized his figure, oral that is what echoed the adhan and iqamah in his ears at birth first. Seira smiled, slowly happiness began to fill the heart.

Mother was also very happy, seeing her firstborn find love from an extraordinary woman. It is not easy to be Seira, expelled without bringing anything other than what is attached to the body and of course the fetus is really a treasure. Defeat Zafran for releasing a precious diamond for the sake of a pebble on the street.

Even the teenage girl received Rayan well, the three of them playing together under the gaze of three different women of that age.

"Yes, Son. You live here?" ask her mother-in-law.

Seira turned her attention to Mom.

"Yes, Mom. There was actually Bibi's house in the village, but it was far away. Kasian Bibi and Rayan if you have to go back and forth here," he replied.

The mother of mangosteen understood, she planned to stay the night. The next day I returned to Jakarta even without Fatih.

"Mom would stay here, would you?" Mother asked doubtfully.

Seira commented a smile as she replied, "Come, Mom. Sei prepared his room. If you want to rest now, Sei intermin."

Mother nodded and said goodbye to Bi Sari, both of them left the front room after Seira said goodbye to Fatih. Climbing the stairs to the second floor of the store that is transformed into a residence.

"Son, I picked Fatih, yes. Do not be jealous if Biya is spoiled with him, understand Biya lost her father since the age of Rayan. So, like spoiled with Fatih because she nganggep Fatih not only her brother, but also her father. Hopefully he knows that now Fatih has you," said Ibu.

Seira can understand for that, after all Biya is Fatih's younger brother. Naturally, a sister behaved spoiledly to her brother. However, throughout their time together Biya was seen to maintain the attitude in front of him even though a bit of sad ripples had radiated from the eyes.

However, all that was lost and changed smiles, as they played together with Rayan.

"Yes, Mom. God willing ... sorry, yes, Mom. Sei can't buy a house yet, so I have to stay cramped here," he said.

"Ngapain thinks of buying a house, Fatih has already prepared a house for you if you later go to Jakarta. He bought the house specifically for you" replied Mother.

Seira stiffened, so important to her that all had been prepared by Fatih long before they were married. He was moved, not feeling tears fall.

"Eh, what, even cry?" Mom wiped her cheeks.

"It's okay, Mom. Sei was just moved, Mas Fatih was very good with Sei. Mother is also very good, thank you Sei has become a member of the Mother family," he said sincerely.

Mother hugged her body, rubbing Seira's back attentively.

"No need to worry, now you are also a mother's child. Not anyone else," he said adding a warm feeling to Seira's heart.

*****

"Mas, I want to talk to you" Seira said on the first night of their wedding.

He sat on the edge of the bed after putting Rayan to sleep. Waiting for Fatih came from cleaning himself. The man walked in and smiled looking at Seira. Again it creates a red clove on both cheeks.

"What's? By the way," he said as he sat beside the woman.

Do not know, both are holding a heart beat that is timid. Like a couple of bachelor brides and girl, Seira looked down shyly.

"Mmm... Can I hug you?"

Why ask permission? Seira cursed in heart. Of course he was embarrassed to answer, but did not mind his head nodded. Gently Fatih hugged Seira's body, kissing her nape feelingly.

"What are you talking about?" whisper in the ear. His voice sounded raucous withstanding the turmoil of passionate desire.

Seira biting lips received another treatment from a Fatih. The feeling that he had never felt again since his divorce from Zafran, now came back and rebelled.

"The problem is Rayan, Mas."

"Why is Rayan?" Fatih sipping the skin of her neck made Seira hiss involuntarily.

"I-it ... Rayan, right, still a child is not a problem for you if we take care first. Don't misunderstand me, not because I don't want to have children with you, but ...."

"Aw!"

Seira had not finished pouring out the sentence, Fatih laid it down while overlapping the crazy body.

Seeing them meet for a long time, Fatih's flushed face held back the turbulent desire.

"All that doesn't matter, anyways Rayan is still very small. I don't want you taking care of two babies. We raised Rayan first, only after that you can get pregnant again," said Fatih as he gripped his lips that had long dodged in his imagination.

"Wait!"

Fatih took off the pagutan suddenly, half of Seira's clothes had been removed from her body.

"Why, Mas?" Seira asked with a hunting breath.

"What are you wearing KB?"

"I'm taking pills, Mas."

"Oh, okay."

The battle continued, the bed that had been quiet for a year now creaked in heat. Cold air from the AC was no longer felt by them, sweating the body until wet everything. Hot night, halaalan thoyyiban.

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Hello, people. Thank you for always following Seira's story. Happy reading and I hope you like it.