I'm The One You Throw Out

I'm The One You Throw Out
Seira's feelings, Biya's feelings



Inside the mall, Rayan is playing with her peers. He who actively looks smart, also inherits the kindness of his mother, seen often help friends solve problems. He is also a great candidate for leadership, directing those who are lost. May not inherit his father's nature.


"I want to play with Rayan inside, Mom," Biya's nervous whine just watched from the outside.


Bi Sari and Mother chuckled, they looked familiar and compact.


"You don't see in there all the little kids. You have to be like them first if you want to go in there," said Mother anxious herself with the behavior of her youngest daughter.


Biya stomped her annoyed feet, standing while holding onto the barrier that was blocking her from Rayan. The boy looked over, waving with a happy smile printed clearly.


With an idea in Biya's mind, he took a picture of Rayan several times and sent it to Seira's phone. Unfortunately, the woman did not bring a cell phone and left the object in her room.


Their excitement was interrupted by the arrival of Fatih's man, the man faced Mother and spoke seriously to her.


"What's? You sure?" ask Mom to make sure.


"Yes, Madam. It's better to make this day enough first, I'm worried that there are things that are not desirable to happen," said the person.


Mother glanced at Bi Sari, as did Biya who heard it though faintly. Without waiting he approached the officer guarding the playground and asked him to take Rayan out.


"Aunty, why are we rushing home? Rayan still wants to play inside," whined the boy in Biya's sling.


"Aunty also does not know, we will ask Grandma in the car, yes," replied Biya who hastily stepped following the two old women who walked in front.


Behind them two of Fatih's men were on guard. Protect them from suspicious individuals. Right, the janitor Rayan hit earlier stole an opportunity to get close to the boy.


Fatih's move to put the bodyguards to guard them was indeed very precise. Seira's fear is proven, the first day out of the house has been welcomed by the incident not wearing it.


Two guards stood waiting for the janitor who had been following them since Rayan hit him.


"Wait!"


The men's hands were blocked, right and left.


"Take me off, why are you holding my hand?" He rebelled, not knowing that the two men were the bodyguards of the boy he was tailing.


His head was wobbly looking for Rayan's whereabouts, the more violently rebellious when the boy got into the car. The two people dragged him to the back, a bathroom that looked quieter than usual.


Bringing the body into a special room that can only be entered by employees including janitors.


Brugh!


The body slammed on the floor, his back hitting the wall. He grimaced with pain in every bone and joint.


"Who are y'all? And why did you bring me here?" flaming.


The two men dragging him were unmoved, not answering any questions from him. Upset, that is what is seen from the hygienist's face. The door opened, the pale face was gurgling curiously to know who else was coming.


Another man in the same outfit stepped in, crouching in front of the janitor who could not see him.


"Why are you following them? What do you want from them?" tanyanya immediately.


The eagle's eyes hit my bead, the janitor, he did not know anything was suddenly dragged into the warehouse and slammed, then interrogated like a criminal.


The bodyguard snorted, sneering at his lips hearing the arrogant-pitched reply from him.


"Hmm ... Just tell me what you want from them? There is no need to be convoluted," he said again in a low tone, but full of emphasis.


"Who? Oh ...."


He suddenly recalled the group of people he had noticed. No, but the boy had been the center of his attention ever since the collision happened.


"I'm sorry, you guys seem to misunderstand." He chuckled, but the man in front of him couldn't believe it.


"I just want a mastiin because the face of the child looks like someone I know. That's it, I don't want to hurt them. Wasn't it! Just want a mastiin, I swear!" said honest.


The look they met, the bodyguard took a look at the honesty in the janitor's bead. He moved and took the other two away without saying any more words.


Relief breathing exhaled the janitor, fell leaning against the wall of the warehouse while breathing as much air as possible. Shock due to being dragged like a criminal, making his chest felt tight.


"Geez, just because of the children I don't know, I got to kayak gini. I think they are not random people, but why the child looks so much like Sei. I think I saw Seira's version of the kids. Holy jeez!" his grunts while imagining the face of Rayan who was cool to play.


"Yes, he really looks like Sei. Did Sei keep getting married they have kids, huh? If it's true, it means Seira's life is better now than mine." He rubbed his huffed face, a mocking smile Seira tetiba loomed in his mind.


"Ah, no! No way, he can't do anything, right? He can't do anything without me. Can he be alone out there? No family, no friends." She smiled bitterly glancing at herself who was dressed as a janitor.


Sighs again, and shakes away the shadow of Seira's smile that comes back to disturb. The man who was none other than Zafran moved from sitting down, washing his face, and briefly looked at himself in the mirror.


The once handsome face, now looked dull and haggard. There were many fine lines in a certain area and also black spots almost filled that face.


"Why is my life like this now. In the past, the same time Sei I never looked ugly like this. Now look at my own face, I'm sick of it" he murmured, looking at the face in the mirror.


Zafran clenched his hands about to punch the mirror, but the urung was done. He returned to his job of cleaning the floor of the building that never ended.


*****


"Grandma, why are we going home? Rayan still wants to play in there," whined the boy who sat in front in Biya's lap.


"Yes, Mom. What's up, anyway? I was not clear just now," said Biya also wanted to know.


Bi Sari and Mother threw gazes at each other, before both looking at Rayan.


"So your brother's man said there was a suspicious person in the mall. He continues to follow us, so we are told to go home," replied the mother who allowed Bi Sari.


Mother was a little surprised to see the attitude of women of her age kept silent since their departure from the mall.


"Why, Mom? Do you know who's following us?" tanya Mom treated the curiosity in her heart.


"Mmm .. I'm not sure, anyway. Just guessing, but it does not cover the possibility, right, if he is Non Sei's ex-husband. Maybe because of seeing Rayan's face that looks like her mother, so she followed us," said Bi Sari guessing all possibilities.


Biya who heard glancing at the head of her nephew, tightened the hold on Rayan's small body. I don't know why the anxiety filled his heart. Now she understands why Seira is so worried about Rayan playing away from home.


"Yes, real mom too. Sei, right, from here her ex-husband is also here. Just because he does not want Rayan to be taken far away, maybe he does not want to be in touch with his ex, Mom." Mother commented.


Everything permits. Rayan who did not understand the conversation of the adults who were with her, only listened and occasionally looked towards them. The rest were busy with toys in hand.