I'm The One You Throw Out

I'm The One You Throw Out
Resolving Problems



"You're selfish!"


"You are selfish, Zafran! Now I know why Nisa forbade me to help you secretly, because you just want to be alone. Try to be patient, introspection, improve your intentions, so that Rayan tapped his heart." Hendra snatched loudly, to the point that Nisa jumped upon hearing her sudden voice.


"Inget, Zafran. You used to drive her out when she was pregnant with your child. You cheated on Seira just because you wanted to have children. Try to be a little more patient, the sustenance of different people. You were the same Sei when it was tested about children, but you can't wait. Just five years, Zafran. It was only five years that you were the same Sei, people out there were even ten years waiting for the arrival of children, but they were patient and kind," cerocos Hendra was impatient.


Doctor Ferdi felt guilty, he just looked from Zafran's side and considered as a victim without wanting to know his side. Truly, deeply regretting his actions because toyed with in this case is the feeling of a child.


"You know, Zafran. Seira was the one who helped your mother's treatment when you were in prison. He secretly helped them out of pity. Through Naina, the little girl suffered the most because of you. He had to bear a heavy burden at a very small age. So now, I have to be disappointed because of you too. Awake, Zafran. Why are you alone now and everyone is missing you? That's because you never know and never want to fix mistakes. Astaghfirullah al-'adhiim!" Hendra scooped a riled face.


Nisa beside him rubbed her husband's back, calming him down, but still letting him vanish all. He was relieved at last Hendra realized his mistake. Lucky he had that woman on the side who never got tired of reminding.


Fatih was just silent to watch, he did not even need to open all because Hendra, Zafran's own friend who finally opened all the secrets.


The man in the wheelchair couldn't believe it. Slowly water came down from his eyes, whether this time he realized absolutely everything or would go back to acting like before.


"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Mr. Fatih. I don't see the other side of the problem Mr. Zafran is having. I only see from Mr. Zafran's side because almost every day crying and wailing to meet his son. I guess you guys forbid him to meet because he's a sick person. It does make sense, but behind it all turns out there are more complicated problems happening. Please, forgive my careless actions," said Dr Ferdi, a doctor who has been treating Zafran's disease.


Fatih smiled, he felt relieved at the end of all revealed and hoped that Zafran would be aware of all the bad suspects towards Seira and himself.


"It's okay, Doctor. I understand, because as an outsider you should not know in detail this problem. I'm also grateful that you took the time to discuss this issue. I hope that in the future, this hospital will always be the most comfortable place for those who seek healing" said Fatih slowly.


He was angry, but only. If a problem can be solved deliberation, for what is the pull of the veins spent energy. Just make tired and give the devil a chance to pump up his emotions.


Doctor Ferdi smiled, he was ready to help Fatih straighten out the problem if the video mushroomed to bring a big impact to the life of Fatih and his family.


"I will remove the video from circulation, and if possible Mr. Zafran must clarify the error in the video. You should start thinking about the feelings of the father's biological children as well as the feelings of the child you foster. They are too small to be faced with such problems. Is Mr Zafran going to fix everything?" Doctor Ferdi looked at the downcast Zafran pouring tears.


I don't know what that guy's heart is like? Is it still hard, or has the water made it hollow? Only Zafran himself knows.


"Come on, Mr. Zafran, all this is for the good of everyone including Mr. Calm the Father, eliminate prejudice against everyone, so that healing slowly comes to the Father. Wouldn't you want to continue living? Fix everything and see your two kids grow up well? If yes, then from now on fix the intention of the Father. If not, then start thinking about their perfect life" Dr Ferdi said earnestly.


Zafran shook his head while crying. He was too embarrassed to admit defeat in front of Fatih. Well, the haughty and high nature of Zafran is still residing in his heart.


Everyone did not understand how hard the man's heart was. Nisa was completely inexhaustible how could her husband befriend Zafran and even make her act recklessly.


On the sidelines waiting for Zafran's answer, Fatih's phone rang together with Gilang's. The Assistant came out to answer the call, while Fatih remained there because Seira had contacted him.


"Why, Mas? Why can-"


"Quiet, baby. It's okay, really. What's the matter, why are you panicking?" replied Fatih quickly.


"Mas, there are a lot of reporters in front of the restaurant. They won't leave until they meet you, Mom. Jago and his friends are in front, but they still do not want to go," said Seira made Fatih termangu.


"Mas! How's this? Rayan was terrified, and Fathiya was crying constantly." Seira's voice rang out, she must be crying right now.


"Ah, yes. You stay home, calm down, yeah. Mas will be home soon," Fatih replied while closing the connection and sighing heavily.


Intermittent, Gilang re-entered the room with his panicked face. Hendra and Nisa frowned, and Doctor Ferdi looked seriously at the look on the faces of the two men. No exception, Zafran. That call must have been from Seira.


"Sir, do you know?"


Fatih nodded in response to Gilang's question.


"What's up, sir? Is there a problem?" asked Hendra curiously.


Fatih stared at them one by one, sighing long and heavy, reducing the tightness that suddenly ambushed the chest cavity.


"This is what I was afraid of, the impact of the video spread to my restaurant. There was my wife and my children, they were scared. The reporters came to the restaurant and they didn't want to go before I met. So, how about we solve this problem today? So as not to drag on and we both feel calm" said Fatih with his attitude as calm as water.


He's exactly like Seira. Oh ... soul mate is a reflection of themselves, who is good then will get a good partner as well.


"True, it's best to get settled today as well." Doctor Ferdi responded. So also with Hendra and Nisa, now it depends on Zafran if he wants to straighten out the mistakes in his video?


"Where, Zafran? You should clarify this matter. You want to calm down, too, right? Get rid of your ego, Zafran, and start thinking about your child's feelings" Hendra said earnestly.


"I don't know, I don't know ...."


*****


Vile women for vile men, and vile men for vile women (after all), good women for good men and good men for good women (after all). They are clean of what people accuse. They have mercy and a glorious sustenance (heaven).


(Q.S An-Nur :26).