I Love You Dr. Chicanery

Stealing seeds?

"Sorry Mother, Father."

The sad face of the ayu looks hard on me. Duuuh, want to be angry but not bear.

I pulled my hand out of his grasp, I actually have nothing more to anger than the anxiety of worrying about the situation.

"Darling ...."

Raya tried to sit down and I didn't want to show my weakness by helping her. He must know that anger is nothing compared to the disappointment I feel.

"Jude ...."

I still don't budge. Shift her seat to get closer. He tried to grab my hand and I pulled him over.

"Dad ...."

I was a little tired of hearing that call. It was like something was warm in the recesses of my heart when I heard it.

"I'm sorry."

The voice is now mixed with crying.

"Fuck!" reproof Mama. "Raya's still sick, son. You don't ...."

"....Ma, help! Let Mahfudz and Raya finish on their own." as if without looking at Mama.

"Yes already. Praying in musholla. You guys talk good."

After the death of Mama I searched Raya out.

"You are amazing, Ray! You know what your fault is? Huhh?"

Raya nodded while looking down.

"You got me in the wrong position. Between me I have to be an evil husband or an evil father."

"No. No, hon. You're not a bad father. You are a good husband. Don't say that" whine Raya.

"If I'm a good husband and not a bad father, can you explain why I can't protect you? What are you in the hospital for now, Ray? Because I can't take care of you and my son. Oh Tohanaan ...."

I massaged my temple. I have a headache seeing this Kingdom.

"You may steal the seed from your own husband. I don't think about it, Ray!" I said growled.

Raya looks at me no less upset.

"Stole?? Hey, Mr. Husband. Just like you have my whole self and my body. I also have everything in you without exception. I have a right to what you call "seed. I'm your wife. Don't forget that!" he said as his hands were closed in his chest.

Haah! I can't believe this. He was still stubborn towards me.

"Even if you have a right to it, but its use should still need mutual agreement, Ray. You're pregnant need my consent. You're my wife. What the fuck are you doing like that. The child you bear is my son. You need her father's consent to be able to bring her into this world." I said.

Raya snorted at me.

"If I ask for your consent, would you allow it?" tanyanya cynic. "I'm a pessimist."

I'm wasting my breath. I sat on the bed next to him. I stroked her cheek.

"I'll let you. But this is not the right time, Ray. Your health is more important. That's what I think about more. You think I don't want to have children? If you want me to even want a lot of kids from you. 11? 12? I'll give you, if you're strong," my god but still with aggravation.

"What siih?" It pushes my chest.

"But if this is the case, you're making me unable to enjoy the happiness of being a full-fledged father-to-be, Ray. I was-was. I'm worried about you."

"Nothing will happen to me. I can handle it, baby." he said.

I'm silent now. And Raya didn't waste that chance to hug me.

"Dad, Mommy asked Dad for permission. Let me get her, yeah. I promise this time I will be heart-hearted and not careless. I promise I will pay more attention to both of our health. I won't worry you. Just don't you tell me to have an abortion. I really don't want to be separated again with my son. Yeah, sweetie?" still with whining intonation.

Huhhhh! Who would approve of abortion to you, my mind is angry. Indeed, when I was very upset to see Raya drooping helplessly in the hospital, I almost thought to do an abortion on her. I can't stand to see Raya suffer. But after thinking it over again I also realized. I can't kill my son either. That's my flesh and blood.

"Why are you quiet? Don't tell me you want me to have an abortion, Fud! I won't want to! Mending me divorce from you. I will give birth and raise this child myself. When he grew up, never admit that he was a child ...."

This mouth is too chatty! What can I do but silence her with my lips? I immediately pulled her head and fused our lips with a deep kiss until Raya could barely breathe. He tried to break away from me but I wouldn't let him. I held tightly to his hand which was being passed by the infusion hose. Until finally the woman who is my wife's status resigned then I release her.

"Hah hah hah ...."

I heard a breath between the two of us. Until the sound of the breath Raya changed with ringisan. It turned out that the back of his hand was bleeding a little because of the suppressed infusion due to the strength I grabbed his hand earlier.

"Belgium .... Sakiiit !!!" his moans.

I grabbed that hand and checked it. After slightly fixing the infusion hose I went back to nagging her.

"Don't try and tell me divorce. I told you not to dare say that at our wedding. This mouth! Somehow to punish him. Why is it so easy for you to say divorce huh?" many angry. "And what did you say? Will you be raising and giving birth to this child yourself? Don't dream of you. He's my son too! You and him are mine. Absolute! Absolutely! Can't be bothered. Don't you dare think of such a thing! Or you'll know the consequences!"

Raya smiled at my nagging.

"What can Dad really do? Can you punish Mother? Later father will fast long loh ..." he mocked.

Ahhh right too. The Raya content is very weak and we will absolutely not be able to get in touch with a couple again for a very long time. Dr. Gayatri explained that yesterday. I was so excited to hear his taunts this time.

"Looks like you really enjoyed your husband's suffering, huh? Take it easy, I still have a way that you can still please and serve

your husband, baby."

Raya raised her eyebrows not understanding.

I didn't answer him, but I hugged him straight away, and put my hand under his shirt. And caresses everything that is there. I buried my nose in the recess of his neck. And inhale the scent of his body. This body has been an opium to me, for almost a year of our marriage.

"Darling, it's ah. It's a hospital. It's not good if someone comes."

Raya stroked my hair with her infused hands. I still buried my face in his neck. My hand is now stroking his stomach from behind the patient's shirt he was wearing.

"I'll hold it, Ray. Even though this will make me suffer a little," I said chuckling."Anyway you have to make sure that my son will be born healthy. And you won't be why either."

"Hmmm .... Yes." answered.

Now Raya hugged me back.

"We'll think of a way that I can still carry out my duties as a wife and not make you suffer again without having to endanger my womb. Ok?"

I nodded and buried my face back in the recess of his neck. This hug is so warm.

"Hhhhhmm!!!"

Deheman violently shocked me and Raya.

"If you keep doing that, Mama should sleep where donk is tonight? Mama must pretend not to see until morning? From earlier on, Mama here, you guys are not conscious either."

Mama who seemed to have returned from the mosque surprised me and Raya. Spontaneous we release each other's hugs.

"Yes, my mom. Knock on the door first, cake." I protested.

"Knock the door. The man from that door kept opening. Good thing it's midnight, quiet. Try noon, maybe someone else is mergokin." said Mama.

I glanced at Raya who was already blushing red like a tomato.

"What ergokin anyway? Our people don't do anything," I said, trying to defend myself.

"Yes, yeah, yeah. Nope-worry. Just vent again possible, because there will be a long fast." said Mama again.

Holy hooch! This time it was not just the Kingdom flushed. But I am too.

"Mrs ....!" my protest.

"Oh, forget it. Mom sleeps on the couch. You take care of Raya ya." said Mama diverted the conversation so that I was not ashamed to continue.

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POV Raya

We arrived at Ummik's house after I insisted on going home to dr. Gayathri. Dr. Gayatri finally let me go home with the record I had to bedrest completely at home.

As soon as the car stopped next to the house, the first thing Mahfudz did was open the door and carry me into the house and lay me in the room.

"I can walk alone, though" I complained.

I was a little ashamed of Ummik and the house guy when Mahfudz was holding me. Mama also took me to Ummik's house. Yes, I decided again to stay at Ummik's house. I think I miss Ummik very much and I must miss his cooking. Especially since pregnancy.

Mahfudz ignored my complaint.

"You have to bedrest completely anyway, I don't want to know. You have to obey me, Ray. Your choice. The consequences are your own responsibility. Just above the bed" he said, giving an ultimatum.

I nodded resignedly. Well, how else. Pregnant in the womb is still prone to complications is my choice. I can't wait for long.

Mahfudz immediately changed his clothes to rush to the hospital. Today he's late for the hospital, because I'm going home. And now he's leaving again.

Mahfudz kissed my forehead inside.

"Darling, don't fuss! Don't make it hard." Mahfudz spoke to the boy in my womb. "Mother, take good care of your son."

I'm actually really interested in doing this drama. But I just nodded.

"I will try to get home quickly. As long as you can't be weird. Just in bed" he reminded.

After Mahfudz, Mama came to my room.

"Are you sure, Ray, you don't want to stay at Mama's? You also want to prepare the presence of your grandchild," persuaded Mama. "Mama wants to know him from the moment in the womb. Mama wanted to be familiar with him since he was still a fetus."

I smile.

"Ma, let Raya in the Ummik house first, yes. Not because Raya does not want to realize her Mama's wishes. But maybe this is baby-baby too. Raya again miss the Ummik, want to eat Ummik cuisine as well. If Raya cravings don't make it complicated, Ma! Later, Ma! If the content of Raya is already somewhat solid. You will often stay at home, Mama," I persuaded.

"Yaaah, meaning Mama and Nadya will be lonely again donk at home" he lamented.

I let out a breath. Can't do anything about it. But I suddenly had an idea.

"Ma, how about Mama take Ayuni and Fuad to stay at home?" I said holding Mama's hand.

My mother took her hand from me.

"Ahhh, don't do it. Mama is both the same Nadya is okay," he refused.

"Ma ...."

"Mama's not ready to stay at home with her, Ray!"

"Mama, she's also pregnant with Fuad's son, Ma! My mother's granddaughter too!"

"Already, Ray! Don't force Mama!"

I was throwing my breath rough. Mama is quite stubborn, but Mahfudz is not like that. What is the nature of Mama inherited by Fuad?

Geck!Geck!Geck!

Mama and I spontaneously turned to the person who knocked on my door.

"Sir, there's a package delivery for sister."

Mama and I were surprised to see Ayuni in front of my room. Did he hear my conversation with my mom? Oh Allah .... I hope he doesn't hear it. If he heard it he would be offended to know that his in-laws had outright rejected him.

"What package? Comein' Ayuni!"

Ayuni smiled wryly looking at me. He came in and gave me the package of brown envelopes.

"Sit down!" tell me.

"Sorry Kak Raya, I still have work behind me."

"Leave it first, you're pregnant anyway, right? Don't work too much" I advise.

"No! I'm turning on the stove in the back, can't be left behind, brother. Excuse me first."

Before she left I could see Ayuni glancing at Mama who looked indifferent to her. My God, how do I bring these in-laws and daughters-in-law together?

I couldn't linger thinking about it as my mind was distracted looking at the sender's name on the brown envelope.

"Who's package, Ray?" ask Mama.