I Love You Dr. Chicanery

An abortion?

#Mahfudz_Lauhul

#season4

Part 6's

POV Raya

"Which schedule is today?" ask the staff on duty.

"This, Doc" said

I checked the schedule he gave and opened a one-to-one map containing patient data and a list of their medical history.

"But dr. Sulastri's not in today, Doc. If it is appropriate for tubectomy patients, how about dr. It was he who replaced dr. Sulastri to take action?" dika. "The problem is that the patient has previously been sterile in another hospital, but there seems to be a little infection. So referred here, Doc, for further treatment."

I nodded - nod.

"All right, what else?"

Dika who is in charge of organizing the schedule of doctors in poly Obgyn explained to me carefully my schedule today.

"And later in the afternoon it seems like dr. Raya there is a schedule of visiting patients with dr. Marhamah." said he.

I nodded back.

"alright. Thank you, Dika."

And today I am doing my routine as I should. But the words of dr. Samuel who said that being a chief doctor made me have a lot of time because less action turned out to be a bit excessive. I am actually very busy today. I have a lot to take care of and do. It makes me so tired.

"Dr. Really sick?" ask dr. Milky.

He is an anesthesiologist at RSIA Satya Medika.

"Hmmm? No really. I'm fine, Doctor. Why?" ask me while watching the surgeon who is inserting laparascope into the patient's body. This action does require the help of a surgeon as an operative.

"The doctor looks pale" he replied.

"Oh, really? Maybe I'm just a little soybean, doctor."

I do feel very tired. My feet were also trembling to their feet earlier.

Is it because I'm pregnant?

Until the afternoon, even though I was very tired but I kept working on my routine as usual. And my last itinerary is to visit a raber patient with Marhamah.

"Well, can we go home tomorrow, Doc?" ask the patient's husband.

"So we wait for dr. Marhamah finished checking the baby first, ma'am, sir. Only then can we decide if Mom can go home tomorrow." I replied with a smile.

Huff .... I really want to end this immediately. I want to go home and rest at home.

"The baby's condition, all healthy, ma'am, sir. Tomorrow I think your family can go home" said Marhamah.

"Thank you, Doctor. Thank you, Doctor," said the father, shaking my hand and taking turns Marhamah.

I smiled and nodded.

"Then I go first, yes sir, Mom!" I said as I left the treatment room on the second floor.

"Raya, wait!" call Marhamah.

I stopped my steps and waited for him.

"I want to talk to you for a minute" he said.

"All right, we're on our way?"

He's nodding.

We walked a little bit slowly in order to understand very well what we were going to talk about.

"So what do you want to talk about?" my many.

He breathed heavily before he started talking.

"It's about the relationship between you and Ali" he replied.

I've guessed. It must be about yesterday.

"I don't have any relationship with him" I said to the point.

There is no point in rambling about explaining it. All of this should be clear. There can no longer be any misunderstanding.

"You're his ex-girlfriend. Would I go overboard if I was too worried about the relationship between you and Ali? I'm getting married to her in two weeks, Ray. Obviously I don't want to marry someone who still has a bond with another woman besides me. I'm asking you just to make sure that between you and Ali there's no feeling anymore. I'm afraid Ray, I still see that love between you guys" she said hesitantly.

Now he stopped his steps and looked at me. His eyes look glassy.

"I am a married woman, Marhamah. What are you worried about when you see me and my husband loving each other? The love between us you say? There is no love. Please don't say such ridiculous things." I said pushyly. "I don't have any feelings for him. I just love Mahfudz, my husband."

"What if Ali still loves you?" tanyanya seriously.

I'm sighing. Actually, for this matter, I also don't know if Ali really has forgotten his feelings for me or not.

"Just believe in Ali and your feelings, Marhamah. All I know is, Ali's been trying so hard to do what she's supposed to do. Everything is in its position now. Don't worry about something uncertain. He definitely appreciates you and is very trying to maintain your relationship. In the meantime, what you should believe. About the love between you. It doesn't seem like my capacity to comment on it. But Marhamah, when you decided to marry him. Trust her. And one more thing, there will be a lot of deceit to tempt Adam's posterity not to get married and perfect half of the religion. Then don't waver for things like this, okay?" my advice to him.

Marhamah smiled at me.

"Ali must have loved you a lot back then, huh? I've heard so many stories about you guys."

"Let's go, I've forgotten and don't want to remember. Who did you hear about us from? From Ali?"

She shook her head. "From the people in Medica Alert."

"Don't mind those people, Marhamah. The important thing right now is that it's all about you and Ali that you need to think about. The past between us, ignore it. That's not an important thing that could be used as an excuse to ruin your marriage to Ali. Ok?"

Marhamah nodded, she looked relieved. We are now in the elevator.

"So you don't want to come with me to my house? To pray for me in college?" tanyakanya.

I was just about to answer Marhamah when I saw the chat message in my WA app from Mahfudz.

[I'm in front of the hospital. I'll take you home]

I smiled happily. My husband is the most attentive.

"Sorry, Mar. I can't seem to have been picked up by my husband. He's ahead" I refused.

"Oh, yes, I have. We split up here first. See you tomorrow!" marhamah said as soon as we got out of the elevator.

I rushed to my room to get my bag and went home with Mahfudz.

While putting all my things into the bag, my phone rang again. There's a phone call from Mama.

"Hallo, yes, Ma?"

"Ray, where are you?" ask Mama to panic.

"I'm still in the hospital, Ma. Just wanted to go home, get picked up by Mahfud. He's waiting in the front." I replied.

"Darling, he scolded you? You're not a-pa-what are you, Ray?"

"Haaa? What do you mean, Ma?" many confused.

Mahfudz scolding me? Wh why?

"He's out of the house like he's in a big rage, Ray. Mama doesn't know why. From this morning he came home to take you to work, he went into the room. All the closets, the bed clothes in your room were unloaded all the same. I don't know what he was looking for there. But it seems to have something to do with you. You are honest with Mama! You're not hiding anything, are you? You're not cheating, are you, son?"

I was shocked to hear Mama's words

"Astaghfirullah, Ma. Mom's time has such thoughts to Raya. Raya never cheated on Mahfudz, Ma." I said in self-defense.

"Why Mahfudz, donk? Aduuuh Mama dizzy. Until your milk on the refrigerator is all squandered, keep the wrapper taken somewhere. Oh, my God, Ray! Mahfudz why?"

Wait a minute, milk?? I remembered the milk cardboard I folded up and hid under the carpet of the car right under the foot of the driver's seat. O Allah, did Mahfudz find him? Does she know I'm pregnant. The deg!The deg! The deg!

"Ray's? Raya? How quiet is that?" My mom called me from across the street.

I turned off the phone from Mama. And at the same time Mahfudz chat came in again.

[Where are you?]

[Kok chat I just read]

[Raya, spout!]

It looks impatient. And now he's calling me. I really didn't dare pick up the phone from him.

[Pronounced doank! You're not out now. Or I'll find you inside!]

Oh my God, how is this. I panicked, really panicked.

I'll be out of my room soon. And as soon as I got to the parking lot I saw Marhamah who was going home. I approached him.

"Mar, I'm coming to your house" I said.

Without waiting for his approval I got into his car immediately.

"Loh, you said your husband's been picked up."

"Please.... Don't ask me anything first. I'm with you anyway."

To his astonishment Marhamah kept me in his car. And sure enough outside the hospital fence, Mahfudz was waiting for me by the car. He looks very nervous waiting for me.

"That's your husband, Ray." appoint Marhamah.

"Ssttttt" I gave the code to keep him quiet.

While I myself bowed with concern, Mahfudz actually would not be able to see me because of the dark glass of Marhamah's car.

I'm really not ready to explain my lie to Mahfudz right now. I fear.

\*\*\*\*\*\*

I am currently in Marhamah's room after escaping from Mahfudz who is waiting for me in the hospital. My heart still thumped when I remembered it.

"What the hell are you guys? Funny to play cat-kissan." said Marhamah.

He must have thought that me and Mahfudz were playing.

I just smiled as I could. I'm really afraid of facing Mahfudz.

"His studies have only begun after his death. Are you okay to come home late? The show was at least an hour. I'll take you home later" said Marhamah.

"Yes, that's okay" I replied. "All of you know your house. So when can I stop by."

Until the Maghrib I was still in the house of Marhamah. Until the time of his show was almost there I met his wife Waridi.

"Well surprising! What do dr. Raya is here? You didn't come here to ruin my niece and her future husband's wedding plans, did you?" said cynical.

I shake my head. Free to serve the wife of this deputy mayor.

"Hey, Doctor! I heard your husband abused a minor. Is that why you want to hook Ali the future husband of my nephew haaaa?"

I did not answer even though my heart was angry to hear it.

"Don't you think no one knows your relationship with Ali in the past, huh! You're just the woman he dumped. Of course you can not be compared with the granddaughter of the owner of the hospital Siaga Medika. You and your family are a shame!"

And again I can't pay it back. I was well aware I was at Marhamah's house and there was an event here. I don't want to, my presence is making a mess here. I immediately looked for Marhamah to say goodbye, let alone see the guests had started to come one by one.

"Assalamualaikum," I knew that heavy voice.

Professor's Voice. Professor Ayyub, Ali and his parents have now arrived at this house.

"Dr. Raya? Are you here too?"

Professor was surprised to see me. I'm just smiling.

"I've been here since, Prof. I'm gonna be home soon."

"Why go home? The recitation hasn't started yet, just wait a little while. We'll take you home later" said the professor.

I just smile again. I don't feel good being here. What would Ali think if I was in his future wife's house right now. No, no. I have to get out of here. I can't stand all the eyes staring at me.

"Mar, I go home first." I said when I saw Marhamah.

Marhamah looked at me and Ali took turns. He probably thinks I'm coming home because of Ali's arrival.

"Ray ...."

"Let her go, Mar! He's just here to be the actor between you and Ali. I became suspicious lest she accidentally abort her content in order to get closer to other men. Her husband was having an affair with an underage girl" Waridi's wife said.

"Mother!!!! Don't exaggerate!" my snapping. "From that moment you're blabbering, I'll just shut up. You insult me I can ignore it. But if you've brought my husband, let alone my son, isn't that outrageous?"

"Auntie! I invited Raya here because Auntie told me to . Why is aunt acting like this now?" tegur Marhamah riled.

Oh, so apparently? So this Waridi's wife told Marhamah to invite me. And now Marhamah also looks embarrassed because of her aunt.

"You are free to harass and insult my husband from earlier, still not satisfied? Can I tell you a secret?"

I approached Waridi's wife and whispered something in her ear.

"The girl that was rumored with my husband, why don't you investigate? Who knows if your husband has an affair with her?"

I walked away for a moment looking at her expression. His teeth were grinding at me.

"You fucking woman. How dare you slander my husband." he growled.

I whispered again in his ear.

"And don't forget, please investigate also your adopted son Rini and your other adopted children. You know Mrs. Waridi, your husband has an incestuous talent, it's a pity he doesn't have a daughter so he has to take it out on his adopted son."

And look at that face now, looking in shock.

"And if you want to be more accurate. You can persuade Ayuni to test your husband's DNA and his son's grace. I want to see if you can still insult others."

After saying that I immediately turned my body rushing to leave.

"Ka... You .... Damn woman! Your son's death is your karma for frequently slandering others!"

I don't think I can take it anymore. I turned around to do something to her. But I lost fast, when I turned around he pushed me until I fell against the door. Ali who had not been able to sit down to try to catch. But my body first hit the corner of the door. The pain felt in my shoulder. But that's not what worries me. The next second of anxiety ensued as I felt a liquid seeping from the bottom of my body. Blood, this is blood! My child! .... Oh Allah ....

I felt my vision blurred, the light rays getting dimmer, dimmer, and finally ....

\*\*\*\*\*\*

The light made me glare. Slowly I opened my eyes. Escape .... I blinked my eyes.

"The doctor said, Raya fainted just from shock. She's bleeding but her baby can still be saved. Oh, my God, why did this happen?"

It was my mother's voice, I knew her.

"Mum Salmah should ask Mahfudz! Yes, God, Fud! Ummik has said please take care of Raya, you have also promised and can make sure that Raya will not contain until next year. Now also want to regret how? It is evident what dr. Gayathri. The content is weak and very prone to miscarriage."

I heard a sound this time.

"Sorry Mahfudz, Mik. But really Mahfudz did not know that Raya released her IUD. Mahfudz also just knew dr. Gayatri USG. Oh, my God, Mik. Mahfudz doesn't know what to do now. Mahfudz doesn't want anything to happen to Raya."

That voice sounded terrible. But, but .... Why is it like something is different? Mahfudz Voices ....

My head feels dizzy. My eyes are heavy too. Feels sleepy. I hear words that make my chest feel stuffy.

"How about abortion? It's for good ...."

An abortion?

An abortion?

Nah! Don't do that. He's my son.

And it all went back dark.