I Love You Dr. Chicanery

Iud Installation

"Are you sure you want to wear an IUD?" ask dr. Gayatri frowned at me.

I'm nodding.

"It only takes about a year for your uterus to be ready to conceive again, Ray. You've been living it for 2 months. Why use a spiral? Injections are enough?"

"Lazy use hormonal KB and more complicated, Doc. Keep having to come back again periodically. Let it be, I'm lazy to make a fuss with Mahfudz. After next year I can escape, if it is possible," I replied as I glanced at Mahfudz who accompanied me to install spiral KB at Siaga Medika hospital.

Dr. Gayatri looked at me then nodded.

"Ok, then I'd like to ask you a standard question, yes. You're not pregnant, are you? Or do we need a urine test first, to be sure?"

I chuckled and looked at Mahfudz irritatedly.

"Yes, no, Doc. How could I be pregnant if no one wanted to get pregnant." I said annoyedly that was replied with a tongue sticking by Mahfudz. He really made fun of me for what happened last night.

Oh, embarrassing. I threw away my veins and acted aggressively towards him. It turned out that everything was in his vain. He seems to know what I'm planning. Mahfudz has even prepared a male contraceptive device to anticipate that at any time he can not resist his desire.

"Patience, Yes .... Everything will be beautiful in time," said dr. Gayathri.

And I just smiled wryly hearing it.

"All right, you're lying down now. Win, you help me!'

Winda prepared the necessary tools for IUD installation for me.

"How are you, Win? Healthy?" my many.

In the end dr. Gayatri did not have to bother looking for a new assistant to replace Rini. He pulled Winda to be his assistant.

"Good, doctor. Dr. Raya, how are you? Why never play here? We miss the doctor too" he said sincerely.

I'm just smiling. For the past two months I have spent more time at home. I've never been anywhere. I'm devastated to lose Annisa. This too, if not for Mahfudz who forced me to install KB, I would still be lazy to leave the house.

"I miss you too, Win."

"Why don't doctors work here anymore? The doctor's position is still empty. In fact, listen to dr. Samuel seems to be mutated to RSIA Satya Medika. This means later Sp. OG is here dr. Gayathri. Will not be able to nanganin patients, if only one Sp.OG. Isn't that right, Doc?" celtuk Winda's.

Dr. Gayatri.

"Surely said Winda, Yes. Why don't you work anymore? It can divert negative thoughts after yesterday."

I who is now lying down and starting the process of installing the IUD began to fidget when dr. Gayatri began to insert two fingers into my birth canal and the other hand held my stomach. Dr. Gayatri wanted to know the condition and movement of the uterus in my body.

"Rilex, yes," said dr. Gayatri as I felt the speculum begin to be inserted into my female organs.

This tool is also commonly called duck cocor, serves to widen v*gina to open wide. After that the initial process that needs to be done in the installation of the IUD is to clean the v*gina with antiseptic liquid to prevent infection.

I can feel a bit of pain like being bitten by an ant when dr. Gayatri began injecting local anesthetics into the cervix, so that I would feel painless throughout the process of inserting the IUD. Meanwhile, tenaculum (cervical stabilizer) was installed.

Then after this I know a sterile device called uterine sound or endometrial aspirator will also be inserted to measure the depth of my uterus. This process is done to ensure that the installation of IUDs can be done to a depth of 6-9 cm. If the depth of the uterus is less than 6 cm, then the IUD should not be inserted. In addition to measuring the depth of the uterus, utetine sound also serves to know the direction of the uterine canal.

In addition, this process is also done with the aim to avoid the risk of having a hole in the uterus due to the installation of an IUD. Usually, this condition may occur when the way the spiral KB plug is done wrong.

As this process progresses, the doctor will make sure to avoid direct contact with v*gina. The tool used to measure has a round tip so that there may be a hole because this tool is also small.

"Yes, don't be tense! Don't clamp!" dr's orders. Gayathri.

"Stepy, Doc ..." whining.

"Stepy, gaping .... Just like who. At least if the same Mahfudz, you open it wide. Does Mahfudz need a pair?" said dr. Gayatri who was getting upset because I couldn't relax.

My face warmed up and was embarrassed to hear the words of dr. Gayathri. While Winda sounded laughing chuckling.

"Doctor!" jeritku protest. "Why should you say that? Shame to know!!!"

"Silence therefore. Relax, don't be tense! It's hard if you're like this. It is in your interest and your own" said dr. Gayatri slapped my thigh.

Oh, geez. I'm really embarrassed now. I am not ashamed of Dr. Gayatri or Vinda, but I was ashamed of my aggressive behavior last night to Mahfudz. When I looked at the man who was also my husband, he was winking mischievously at me.

Damn, Mahfudz. If not for launching my mission, I do not want to do the process of installing IUDs, if I have to use KB, I will use other types and methods.

Once the depth of the uterus is known, dr. Gayatri pulled out the uterine sound. Dr. Gayatri and Winda prepared a T-shaped IUD, which bent part of his arm. Then, the IUD is inserted into a special inserter in the form of a tube that will be inserted through my female organs.

Once it reaches the proper depth of the uterus, the IUD will be pushed out of the tube. The bent arm of the IUD will return to its original direction to form the letter T. After that, the inserter, tenaculum, and speculum will be removed from the v*gina.

"Berez" said dr. Gayathri.

I was still embarrassed when I put my underwear back on.

"Next, you know for yourself. What to do, yes. Check with the routine of the thread position."

I'm nodding.

"And you, Fud. Do not digass the poll first the Kingdom tonight, wait until tomorrow, so it is safer the day after tomorrow," said dr. Gayatri winked at me which was met with the ferocity of Mahfudz.

"Doctor, what the hell?!" my protest to dr. Gayatri who was unceasingly teasing me.

After IUD installation, Mahfudz and I walked together to Professor Ayyub's room.

"Aren't you a-pa-a-pa?" ask Mahfudz.

I'm nodding. I feel a little cramp right now, but I don't think it's a serious problem. That's a reasonable effect after IUD installation. Most will disappear tomorrow.

Mahfudz hugged me tightly while walking.

"I-I-dak me-la-rang-mu ker-ja, ka-lau ka-u ma-u ker-ja, Ray. Frankly, a-ku du-lu sem-pat me-la-rang-mu ker-ja se-la-in ka-re-na ka-mu se-dang ha-mil, i-tu ka-re-na a-ku ju-ga cem-bu-ru pa-da A-li, se-men-ta-ra wak-tu i-tu a-ku su-dah ti-dak ko-as la-gi di si-ni" I'm honest Mahfudz.

I stopped my steps for a moment and looked at him. And he stopped.

"So, what if you're not jealous now? Are you not here? There's still Ali here" I asked.

I actually still don't intend to work. About getting pregnant, I still want to fight for it even without Mahfudz's consent and knowledge. Installing this spiral contraceptive was part of my plan that she didn't know about. I'm worried that I'm working. My plan to get pregnant materialized and ended I can't keep my womb anymore.

"Ka-li-an su-dah. And my per-ca-ya pa-da, Ray!"

I nodded. I also have the same belief, if this time Ali really has forgotten me.

"But, Fud! Right now I really don't want to work. I just want to be home." I refused.

"Ka-lau ka-u di ru-mah te-rus, ka-u a-kan me-kir-kan An-ni-sa sa-ja, ka-mah, ka-lau ka-u a-da ak-ti-vi-tas ka-u ti-dak a-kan ber-la-rut- la-rut da-lam ke-se-di-han," he persuaded.

I'm speechless. Although Annisa did not have time to groom and raise, but I had given birth to her like other mothers, she had also lived and body in my body. What is wrong when a mother thinks about her child?keluku in my heart.

Mahfudz who saw the change in my attitude felt bad.

"Ba-ik-lah, sa- yang. I-I ti-dak me-mak sa mu be-ker-ja. Se-mu-a kem-ba-li pa-da ke-i-ngi-nan-mu, ka-u ma-u be-ker-ja a-tau in ru-mah sa-ja, ka-mah, i-i-kan se-la-lu du-kung-mu. Ha-ja, a-ku mo-hon, kem-ba-li-lah ja-di Ra-ya du-lu. I-I dak su-ka ka-mu se-dih and mu-rung te-rus." he persuaded.

I'm staring. He looks serious. Was it during these two months, I was that cloistered?

In the end I nodded. I also don't want Mahfudz to be sad for thinking too much about me.

"Mes-ki be-gi-tu ki-ta te-tap ha-rus te-te you Pro-fes-sor mum-pung ki-ta a-da in si-ni. You're ma-u, right?" the question I immediately answered with a nod.

"Assalamualaik." I saluted him while knocking on Professor Ayyub's door.

"Waalaikumsalam," answered some people from the room who were quite startled. Professor Ayyub has a guest.

"Eh, Professor. I'm sorry we didn't know that Professor was having a guest." I said.

It's getting sad when I see who two people are in Professor Ayyub's office. She is Ali and a woman familiar with money I think I know quite well even though not familiar.

"Dr. The kingdom! Mahfouz! Well, there's a guest from this far away. Coming, entering!" the professor said.

I looked at Ali and Marhamah in turn.

"It's okay, Prof. We just go home. Please continue. We don't feel good intruding, it looks like it's a family gathering," I politely declined.

I remember the last time Ali said that the professor wanted to match her to Marhamah. I really don't feel good about being there at the wrong time.

"You and Mahfudz are like sons to me too, Raya. Come inside. Mahfudz, come on in!" the professor's orders with a pushy tone.

Mahfudz smiled and grabbed my shoulders, inviting in. While I still feel bad about it.

"Come, sit. What do you want to drink? Mahfouz?"

"Not bother, Prof. We'll just be a minute. I had an appointment with dr. Gayatri, keep taking the time to stop by here."

Professor mangosteen-mangut.

"How are you? You feel right? Is it feeling better?" asked the Professor in a tone that cared deeply about me.

"Thank God, Prof!" my answer. "How's professor? Healthy?"

Made me and Mahfudz laugh. But Ali and Marhamah chose to remain silent.

"Sorry Mahfudz, I'm just joking" Professor Ayyub said in a laugh.

Mahfudz just smiled. "Y-yes, Prof. Sa-ya ta-u."

"How's your koas doing? Where are you koas now? I rarely go to college. So less know the progress of FK."

"Sa-ya ma-sih in Har-kit, Prof. Sta-se. Al-ham-du-lil is lan-car sa-ja, Prof. Ha-ri i-ni li-bur, his ma-ka sa-ya a-jak Ra-ya to si-ni se-ka-li-an te-mu Pro-fes-sor."

Professor Ayyub nodded. While I was able to catch the astonished view of Marhamah. I understand what he's thinking. He was probably thinking about Mahfudz's lack of fluency, let alone that he was my husband.

"Hey, Marhamah. Long time no see, how are you?" my broom. I really don't want him to look down on my husband.

Marhamah was surprised and turned to look at me.

"Ah, yes. Raya. How are you doing? Long time no see. I'm fine. You how are you? You're married?" tanyakanya.

I smile. I know that's a stale question. Ali must have given her. But I chose to keep answering. I'm nodding.

"This is my husband." I said introducing. "Honey, this is my friend from FK, his name is Marhamah."

Mahfudz just smiled as he nodded.

"Do you know each other?" the professor was no less surprised.

"Raya and Marhamah are college friends at FK, kek," Ali replied.

"Oh, huh? How fortuitous. The world is really narrow, hahaha," Professor laughed again.

"Actually, we're not too close, cake. Raya used to be a college flower, she was popular. His only close friend is Eve, who is now his son-in-law Pak Yahya, the deputy of the Hospital Medika Rahayu. I'm surprised Raya still knows me" he said.

"Geez, you're overreacting. It's light I remember. I used to accuse you a lot" I replied.

"In addition Raya is also the commissioner in my class. Student beloved lecturer and dean. Not to mention a lot of guy friends who like it. He was even proposed by our dean who was a widower at the time. Dr. Surya Dinata."

Please, what did he say it all for?

"Stop, yes Mar. My husband can be jealous if you keep saying things about other men with me" I said glancing at Mahfudz.

Mahfudz looked at me lazily and rolled his eyeballs.

"I'm ti-dak cem-bu-ru-an. You're the fir-bu-ru-an" he argued.

The professor laughed at the drama between me and Mahfudz.

"So, now what are your activities dr. Raya?" the professor asked seriously.

"I still have nothing to do, Prof. Since that incident, I have always been at home. Haven't thought of doing anything." I replied.

"How about going back to the hospital?" shoot it to my surprise.

Professor Ayyub suddenly stood up from the sofa and returned to his desk. From inside the drawer he pulled out an envelope.

"That was your old resignation letter. Take it, I assume you were on leave yesterday. Hospital's fucked without you dr. Raya. And we still lack obstetricians to be placed in RSIA Satya Medika. You know, the lack of medical personnel makes RSIA Satya Medika has not been able to launch until now. Our plan will be a grand opening next week, and I was forced to send dr. Samuel was sent there. That means here only dr. Gayatri just."

I received the envelope in doubt. Really, I'm not interested in working.

"I haven't thought about working again, Prof," I said hesitantly.

"Rethink again. Me and this hospital really need you. Or if you want, you can choose to be placed in RSIA Satya Medika or stay here. Marhamah will also work at RSIA Satya Medika. Who knows, there makes you comfortable because you have friends, you are free to choose dr. Raya," said the Professor to give me a choice.

"You're Sp.OG too?" I asked Marhamah.

"I was Ds.A the first year. Nice to be your colleague if you'd like to accept grandfather's offer, uh Professor I mean. We could be close friends, Raya?

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After meeting with Professor Ayyub and Ali and Marhamah, Mahfudz and I decided not to go home. Mahfudz insisted on taking me on the streets first towards the suburbs. He said there was a good place to eat on the edge of the rice field.

"Ja-di ka-u du-lu bu-nga kam-pus?" his lips.

"Why? You jealous?" my reply.

Mahfudz shook his head and put his lips together.

"Bu-nga kam-pus i-tu, ak-hirnya a-ku who t-tiknya. To-na-pa ha-rus cem-bu-ru?" proud laughter.

"Ishhhh ..." my hiss was upset.

I'm still confused about Professor's job offer. From the conclusion that I caught Marhamah who said Ali was his nephew wife from Waridi will become a pediatrician in RSIA Satya Medika. If I work there and get close to him, can I get a gap to find out Waridi's weakness? That old man full of imagery and psychopaths will continue to plague my life and my family as long as he hasn't been thrown in jail or put in a mental institution.

Oh, God, what if I get pregnant and she keeps teasing me so I lose my baby again?

"Your su-dah se-le-sai ma_kan? A-yo ki-ta!" get Mahfudz to break my daydreams.

With a side bell I sat behind Mahfud. While Mahfudz carrying the motorbike at medium speed.

When out of the suburban area and re-entering the hustle and bustle of the city atmosphere, suddenly the sound of car horns sounded long without stopping from a distance and quickly the sound was getting closer. I looked back.

My God, in the back of a high-speed box car is heading towards us. Looks like the brakes are blong. I thoughtlessly hugged Mahfudz's body and spontaneously pulled him to jump to the side of the road. The weight of Mahfudz's body did not make the jump perfect. My body was bumped into the sidewalk while Mahfudz's feet were hit by a motorbike because I did not expect I would jump and pull it so that the balance of riding the bike was lost control and fell instead.

I have not been able to try to wake up suddenly a very loud impact was heard accompanied by screams and shouts from many people. I'm surprised, Mahfudz too. And it seemed like everyone around was also feeling the same shock.

Mahfudz immediately got up and removed the bike from him. Troubled he tried to get up to see what was happening.

"Accident!!!"

"Yes, God. Anybody, call an ambulance! Call the cops."

"It's horrible!"

"Call ambulance!"

I heard screams from people around us. Makes me try hard to wake up. And Mahfudz? Whatisit? He's not even worried about me. I saw his back. He seemed to be very fixated on seeing the scene in front of him. Is he in shock?

I walked towards him and endured the pain in my back from hitting the sidewalk earlier. I stroked his back smooth.

"Darling ..." call me. " Are you okay?" ask again.

For a second he looked at me until he woke up from his shock.

"Ra-Raya are you okay? Is anyone sick?" he asked while examining all my bodies.

I scrunched my forehead. Something is strange.

"Fuck!" call me.

"I-yes a-da a-pa?"

I scrunched my forehead again. Is it just my feelings? It seems like he was talking to me well.

"You okay?" my many.

He's nodding.

I was still in my confusion when I heard a scream from inside the overturned car.

"Tolooooong! Tolooong. Anyone help my son!

A mother's hand reached out from inside the car. People were also trying to help the mother get out of the car. Without thinking, I approached too.

I struggled among the crowd. And in front of me now, I saw a fat mother covered in blood and she was hugging a baby in her chest with one hand.

"Help me, help my baby! Take my baby to the hospital. Nayl .... Wake Nak! Do not leave Mother ..." cried the Mother in her pain.

The baby's eyes closed. Did the baby die?

I immediately took the baby from the mother's arms and searched for Mahfudz. As soon as I saw her I immediately wanted to borrow her jacket to put the mat on the sidewalk. I want to do CPR on that baby. But the response I got from Mahfudz was different.

"Ray, what do you want to do? Give me back the baby!"

I scrunched my forehead again. Whatisthis? He speaks well to me.

"I just want to give this baby CPR. Borrow your jacket, Fud!"

"I-I-yes" he said as he took off his jacket and gave it to me.

Whatisthis? I didn't get to ask her. Did he talk to me well? Or am I hearing wrong?