
"Bun ...," I whined as I stroked my head against his arm.
"Raya tried to brush off my head that was leaning on her arm.
"You, huh? One more ...," persuaded me while winking my eyes at him.
"No, I had enough with Haikal and Laila. The two of them are enough for Ummik kerempongan.Gimana if there is another sister? Don't be weird, as the government advises! Two kids are better!" he said, showing me two fingers.
"Two kids are better, but three are more perfect" I said.
Raya rolled her eyes lazy.
"Bund ...," urged me again.
"Oh my God, Fud! Please, don't wash! I don't know what our problem is right now!" said Raya who was getting irritated at my insistence. "Let's try to understand what our situation was! The problem of this practice mall used to be thought of how the solution, do not know I anymore puyeng still just usually disturb you," he said annoyed.
Great frustration inevitably forced me to shut up. Hufft ... finally he admitted it too, if my problem this time was very burdened.
"Sorry," I said, then returned to the position where I should have been lying. I lay on my back while closing my eyes with my arms.
Sounded Raya took a long breath. Then straighten my other arm and make it a pillow, tilting her body until she can hug me. I opened the arm that covered my eyes.
"Darling, you know how we're doing right now, right? I don't want to add another child. It's not that I'm afraid of my gynecological condition but that I'm worried about something else. Do you remember what I experienced when I was pregnant with Annisa? And Haikal?" tanyakanya.
I scrunched my forehead.
"Waridi used to try to hurt me while I was pregnant with them.Even Annisa ... You know what I mean, Waridi's men made us lose Annisa, Fud. And now also .. whether this is a hunch or what, I feel this condition is the same as that time. I feel like we're dealing with someone, Fud!" he said with a deliberately suppressed intonation inside, to dampen his worries.
I pulled her into my arms, giving her a deep kiss at the top of her head.
"That's just your mind, honey," I refute trying to deny his suspicions.
She shook her head.
"No, Fud! It seems like it's too coincidental. Afri, the boy and .... Governor Arifin, you must have been told by Mr. Prabu the situation right?"
I'm nodding.
"I don't think it's that simple. Mr. Prabu said the boy was the main target. She wanted to eliminate him, and you happened to be the medic who executed her, but somehow I felt that you were the real target and Afri was just a tool to carry out his mission to bring you down, dropping us ...." Raya restlessly tried to pull out her uneg-uneg.
I actually have the same worries as Raya. That malaam incident, when the appendectomy happened it felt like a scenario that had been prepared for me, but I had no evidence and I was not allowed to make my wife restless, right?
"Ray, you're just too paranoid. That was just the thought of Mr. Prabu, not necessarily that's what actually happened. He's just guessing, so you don't worry, Ray!" I tried to calm him down.
Raya shook her head again.
"You know such a thing really does exist, even it happens in our lives. The late Waridi is a real witness, there is such an evil person, stirring things up with his power. I'm sure this time it can't be that way either" he said with a frightened look.
This time I shook my head, but not because I did not believe his opinion, but only to refute his opinion and convince him that Waridi's story was over. It will not happen a second time in our lives.
"He's been home a long time, Ray. Don't be ripped off again. Even though he is evil, it is still not good to talk about the ugliness of the dead. Forget about him, honey. Forgive what happened in the past. Even if you are sincere, pray that his sins will be forgiven by Allah SWT, his grave will be laid. God willing good prayer will come back to us too" he advised.
"I haven't remembered him in a long time, recounting everything that has happened, including ... Annisa we are," he said grudgingly. "But Fud .. This time I'm really worried that things will happen again. And ... and .. I'm afraid your faults will be trapped again until they have to deal with the law as it is, and when it happens .. what to do, Fud ... if I get pregnant again?"
He wiped his wet eyes.
"Src ..ssst ...." I tried to silence her, soothe her like a baby so as not to cry.
"I was dizzy .. earlier the reporters came to the hospital. At first they only asked for stupid news about your relationship dr. Jasmine, hksss ... but for a long time did not know how ... do not know where the meteka get the info from ... one of them there are asking about the case of malpractice that befell you, it is not known how, Fud! How am I supposed to? Thankfully there was ..." Raya did not continue her curses. He stopped telling me who helped him when he was among the crowd of reporters.
"So what's up? Did Ali help you?" my many.
Raya jerks. He pulled his head that was leaning against my chest. Then he sat down and looked at me with an accusatory look.
"Dad knows where? Have you seen the news, right? Tuuu kan .. don't talk! I must think Mommy cheated on me again with Ali, right?" said sad.
I laughed and sat down in front of him.
"No! I don't accuse my mother of all sorts. Seriously! His father should thank Ali Donk?" I said.
"No need! No one asked for her help!" answer Raya ketus.
"So he has not helped you. Thank you not for Ali?" my many.
"Udah!" ketus answer.
I'm honestly grateful to that son of a bitch. If it were not for her, Raya would have been further down because it was attacked by questions by the reporters about the malpractice case that I am currently experiencing.
"Yes, now go back to sleep here!" I said as I patted the same pillow I used to sleep on.
I lay back down first, followed by the Kingdom who had now laid down her body again beside me.
"Ray, I'm sorry, I've made it difficult for your career" I said sincerely, taking a sideways sleeping position against him.
"Oh, sorry everyone. Fearing to know no, like talking to someone else again," I said.
I laughed again.
"So about sister to Yaya ...'
"Fuck! don't start!"
"Okay, if you don't want to take off the IUD, but fall dad still have donk? So the double should. Daily ration and dispensation for having disappointed my father because my request was rejected" I asked with a very walled face.
"Ihh, want!!! This dad's mode. What dispensation? Where there are such kayak dispensations. I could have just!" his lips.
But I am still me, Raya will not be able to refuse if I have brought her advice Ummi.
"The word Ummik rejects the husband can be cursed angel until morning loh .." I said as if he was not the one I spoke to.
And look at that pouting face.
"Smiling and pleasing the husband is also a reward, loh .." I said again while looking up at the ceiling of the room.
"Yes, yes. This father! But don't be long. Mommy is tired. We still have to work tomorrow!" his gerrick.
"Ahhhshiiiap, Mother!" I said as I sat down and immediately opened the tee shirt that wrapped my body earlier.
And you know what's next.
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