
"Ray, what's wrong with you?" ask Ummi to worry.
I still vomit my stomach which is still empty. Something in my stomach was urging me to take out whatever was there.
"Hueeghhh!! Hueegh!!"
Ummik soon followed me impatiently to the bathroom. Worriedly he rubbed my neck.
"Why Kingdom, Mik?" Mahfudz, who heard Raya vomiting, immediately came to his wife.
"Suddenly, suddenly nausea and vomiting after eating eggs for breakfast Haikal earlier," said Ummik explained.
"Darling, what's wrong with you?" mahfudz asked as soon as I was done with the nausea and vomiting.
I'm shaking. My head is suddenly dizzy at this moment. Dizziness is not in the true sense of the word, but I'm dizzy because it seems that my worries are inversely proportional to Mahfudz's wishes seem likely to come true.
Good Lord? Am I pregnant? I was massaging my temples, while Mahfudz was trying to stroke my back to make me feel better. Ummik himself brought me warm water.
Mahfudz. His eyes were like he was asking me if this was what he thought. And it made my mood feel worse than before.
"Here, drink up!" Ummik thrust the warm white water on me.
Mahfudz took it and helped me get the glass closer to my mouth. I sip the warm water slowly. It felt comfortable when the warmth spread in my stomach when the warm water was gulped slowly.
"Feel better?" mahfudz asked while stroking my hair.
I'm nodding. "He em," I replied.
"If you are not feeling well, do not go to the hospital first, rest," said Mahfudz full of attention.
I didn't answer. Your mind is currently filled with paranoid fear of getting pregnant in this inopportune condition. I didn't even heed when Ummik threw a glance at Mahfudz as if asking what he thought when it was true. Their instincts would be the same as mine if I was pregnant at the moment. How'this?
"Ray, I called Satya Medika, telling her you can't come in today" she said.
I'm shaking.
"No, Dad. Just a little nausea," I refused. "I have to go to dr. Gayatri is also today. I-I want to check."
Mahfudz.
"Ihh, what the hell, Dad," I whined in a protesting tone.
"Check it out first, won't you, Mik? We can add new members to our family," Mahfudz said, asking for Ummik's support.
And Ummik of course nodded in agreement. Ah, in-laws and daughters-in-law are compact with each other.
"Aamiin, hopefully yes, Ray. I'm glad you're pregnant again. Add another grandchild de Ummik, happy," said Ummik with a very happy feeling.
It's not certain about that, Mik. You should check the same dr. Gayathri. You're afraid you'll be disappointed again" I said
Smile, I heard it.
"Yes try it first. If such a positive, you must take good care of your content, lived with all your heart, even if this is outside our plan. Don't you fucking kayak, Ray!" ummik Advice. What she meant was definitely what happened when I was pregnant with Annisa
"Yes, Mik." I replied.
It is also true what Ummik said. I could no longer be as apathetic as I was then. Acting indifferent to my content that ends in regret. Even if later when I check the results are positive, I have to live it again with sincerity. I don't want to be half-hearted like I used to be in my pregnancy. After all, he is still my flesh and blood, the fruit of love between me and Mahfudz even though this is actually outside my plans.
Ahhhg, but am I really really pregnant? Why am I feeling so confident this time? my grumbling in my heart.
What if this isn't true as I thought? God, why am I pounding now, hoping that's true? Aisss, that's it. Positive is okay. Laila is almost 4 years old.
Then as soon as I finish the bath , Mahfudz could not be bargained again immediately drove me to the Medika Alert hospital with the aim of testing the pregnancy on me as well as to test the position of the IUD device that was inside my body at this time.
When we arrived at the practice dr. Gayatri, and waiting for some patients who want to consult her, it was my turn. As usual, although dr. Gayutri started to age but we used to joke with each other. He very much welcomed my arrival. The joke again adorned dr. Gayathri. Especially when she found out I wanted to do a pregnancy test as well as checking the position of the IUD, the more she bothered me.
Our laughter arrived at dr. Gayatri tried to do USG on me. At first he continued to tease me and Mahfudz who he said production continued and was greeted by the laughs off Mahfudz heard him. Until finally suddenly the face of Dr. Gayatru was filled with anxiety.
"Why, Doc?" many doubt.
"It's an ectopic pregnancy, Ray!" he said with a concerned face.
Spontaneous me and Mahfudz turned to the monitor screen. And it is true what dr. Gayathri. Ectopic pregnancy!
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