I Love You Dr. Chicanery

Tiwi

[Darling, all day I called you, but you didn't want to pick up. Are you mad at me?]

I sent a chat message to Raya.

[I'm busy]

The chat reply came 3 minutes later after I saw him long typing, but finally the message sent was only two pieces of the short word. How disappointing. He seems to be angry with me. Is it still about my temptation in front of Mama about the issue of the couple's relationship? I was just kidding, why does he have to be so serious? Is it because she's pregnant that she's more sensitive than usual? Patience, Fud. Patience. She is carrying your child, I told myself.

[Honey, vidio call yuk. I miss my wife. I haven't seen you in 24 hours.]

He read it but did not reply. I took the initiative just vidio call even without his consent. If he still does not want to lift also fix means his anger is serious. I called up to three times before my vidioku call was received.

"I'm sleepy, Fud!" said.

I know that's your excuse, licker!

"You ma-sih ma-rah pa-da-ku?" my many.

She's quiet. Thank goodness we are far away, Doctor! If I were there to see you lash out like this, I would have regretted it. Surely I will attack you until you are overwhelmed facing me.

"Is it me a-pa again, Ray?" ask me patiently. Including patience in resisting this turmoil. Even though it's only on the phone screen but she looks beautiful. Her hair tied up just about any time showed her white neck. It was in stark contrast to the thin nightgown he was wearing right now. I don't know if it's just my feeling. It seems like Raya is getting pretty. What is often meant by the aura of pregnant women?

She shook her head. "You're not wrong. I'm just tired."

"Ka-mu ja-ngan ter-la-lu ca-pek his ker-ja. I-tu pa-kai se-pa-tu no u-sah the pa-kai heels. Pa-ke se-pa-tu flat a-ja. Pa-kai heels cu-ma bi-kin ka-mu ca-pek ja-lan ke-sa-na si-ni in ru-mah sa-kit"

"Hmmm yes."

I wish she would tell me the news of her pregnancy right now. It turns out that even to the end he still did not give that surprise. Will he tell me I'm home? Just four more days. Be patient. We'll be together again. After that I promise I won't leave you again. I'll look for any reason I'll never be assigned out of town again. I miss you, Ray.

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Pov Tiwi

I sat in the waiting chair of a doctor's room after walking around looking for the doctor's figure. Good doctor with a charming smile. The first time I met him was last week when I checked into this hospital's IGD because I complained about the pain that was very painful on my penis. It just gets worse when I pee. At first I could still endure the pain. But the longer the pain went beyond my ability to endure it. Until the test results came out, he said I was positive for sexually transmitted gonorrhea.

His name is dr. Mahfudz or I may call him by the call of dr. Chastened. Last week when he handled me on the IGD, his attitude was normal to me, like a doctor to his patients. Then yesterday he suddenly changed very well and he said he wanted to be friends with me.

The doctor is very handsome. His age might be ten years different from mine. Could he be interested in me? No. gabe. Not likely. I don't even deserve to be friends with him. Especially ....

I am Pratiwi Ariesta. I'm 13 years old. I am deaf. Deaf and deaf since birth. My mom and dad died a long time ago when I was a kid. I live only two brothers. I have a sister named Arini Veronika. She's a nurse in the provincial capital, in a big hospital called Siaga Medika.

Rini's sister, she became a nurse thanks to someone. Back when he was about my age, there was a program from a foundation like GNOTA that became an intermediary between foster parents who wanted to finance the education of their foster children. Rini's sister was chosen to be one of the foster children from the orphanage where we grew up. All of her education was covered until she finished nursing. But not long ago, I just found out that Rini sacrificed a lot so that she could complete her education. I had also felt that he was lucky to be the foster son of one of the officials in the provincial capital. He is the Deputy Mayor of Waridi whose name is famous throughout the country even exceeds the name of the mayor and also the governor. Famous for his good pekertinya, likes to support orphans like us and has many foster children.

But a few months ago, I just found out about the story and also got the best day of my life. I was picked up from school and taken to a hotel. I don't have any suspicions, 'cause said the man who picked me up. I will only be met by Deputy Mayor Waridi, my brother's foster parents. And in that hotel I know everything, everything that happened to Kak Rini. How Rini's sister had to pawn her body in order to complete her education and be accepted to work in a large hospital.

At the hotel, the old man raped me. And with a cruel expression on his face he wrote on the sheet of paper that we had previously used to communicate a threat, that he will not hesitate to harm or even kill Kak Rini if I dare to open my mouth to anyone. Not even Rini's sister can I say it.

Over the past few months, he has done the same thing several times. Deliberately came to me to this small town, picked me up at school. And do it again and again and again. The last time was even worse, after he left me one of his men also took part in raping me. That was about two weeks ago. Makes my sex organs hurt all the way to my hips. I also had stomach cramps that were unbearable. Even standing up I can't stand it anymore. So my mother ran me to this hospital.

I closed my eyes holding tightness in this heart. How unfortunate my fate is. I can't even report this to the police station. The young man even threatened me with a caption "When I heard you file a report at the police station, I was going to tell my men to rape your brother rame-rame, and then kill him, mutilate it and dump the body in the woods"

After that he laughed horribly. Although I didn't hear her laugh with my ears, it was a loud laugh echoing in my lonely world.

I fear.

I closed my eyes, I don't think those tears forced out of my closed eyelids. It feels so painful.

Suddenly I felt something clinging to my eyelids. Then someone wiped those tears. I opened my eyelids. A face appeared before me with a charming smile.

[Ga-dis can-tik ja-ngan ngis, nan-ti dok-ter ga-gu se-dih]

I saw the movement of her lips and her sign language said that.

I said in sign language.

[You ra-w wat ja-lan?] ask dr. Chastened.

I'm nodding.

[Come if you have time to play at home, the doctor has my address, right?]

Dr. Gagu lowered his head for a moment before raising his head.

[Ti-wi, Ma-af se-per-ti his a-ku ti-dak a- kan sem-pat mam-pir and ber-kun-jung to tem-pat-mu, ti-ku ti-dak a-kan sem-pat mam-pir and ber-kun-jung to tem-pat-mu, be-sook a-ku su-dah ha-rus pu-lang to i-bu ko- ta]

I'm appalled.

[Really? I thought we were going to be old friends] I said disappointedly.

[Ki- ta-a-kan se-la-ma-his ja-in te-man. Ka-pan ka-mu to i-bu ko-ta, ji-ka ka-mu to ru-mah sa-kit Si-aga Me-di-ka, ji-ka, you can mam-pir to de-par-te-men ob-gyn. Ka-mu bi-sa be-ri-ta-hu is-tri-ku ka-lau ka-mu i-ngin me-ne-mu, I, nan-ti di-a-kan meng-hu-bu-ngi-ku and mem- per- te-mu-ku-ku de-ngan-mu]

Wife? I was surprised to hear that.

[Doctor is married?]

I don't know why I feel betrayed. I feel like I was being tricked. I laughed in my heart. Hello Tiwi, who betrayed you? Who tricked you? The voice in my heart was mocking me.

Dr. Gagu smiled as he nodded. He opened his phone. Show me some photos.

[Li-hat-lah, in-a is- tri-ku. Can-tik, right? A-ku rin-du se-ka-li pa-da her]

I saw some pictures of them when they got married. There is a picture of the woman alone. Is correct. That woman is so beautiful. He looks so happy in the photo. It was like having the world in his grasp.

[She's so beautiful, she's so lucky to be loved by the Doctor], I didn't realize I'd admit it.

[Be-nar-kah? Ka-mu ju-ga can-tik. Su-a-tu sa-at k-alau ka-mu de-wa-sa ka-mu ju-ga a-kan se-per-ti di-a, tha, ka-mu a-kan me-ne-kan le-la-ki ba-ik pan-tas to-tuk-mu]

Your doctor just comforted me, I know. Where else would a lako want me. I am dirty. If they knew, I'd been raped many times, even with different people. They'll be disgusted at me.

[Ke-na-pa ka-mu me-na-ngis la-gi? Hey, Ti-wi! A-ku ti-dak ta-u se-nar-ya ma- sa- lah se- per-ti a-pa ka- mu ha- da-pi. Ta-pi ka-mu ha-rus bang-kit. Ja - ngan ter - pu - ruk. O-rang who su-dah mem-bu-at-mu be-gi' ni tak bo-leh ka-mu bi-ar-kan be- gi-u sa-ja. Bi-ar-kan di-a da-pat hu-ku-man who is tim-pal de-ngan per-bu-a-tannya.]

I don't know where the encouragement suddenly I hugged Dr. Chastened. Her chest that field felt very soothing. Please please please just once. Please return my embrace. Just sec. I'll forget you after this.

Dr. Gagu pushed me hard but very carefully so that I would not fall.

[Ti-wi, i-i ain't bo-leh. Ki-ta bu-kan. A-ku i-ni su-a-mi o-rang la-in. Ka-mu su-dah be-ran-jak. Ja-ngan la-ku-kan i-tu pa-da le-la-ki ma-na. A-ku na-se-ha-ti ka-re-na ka-gap ka-mu per-ti a-dik-ku. You ju-ga se-ba-ya ke-po-na-kan me]

I'm standing. My heart aches to accept this rejection. I'll run away from here.

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Pov Mahfudz

I arrived at Siaga Medika hospital a little more ahead of Maghrib. I deliberately did not go home first so that I could go home with Raya when she was done working. Mama said I can't let Raya go home alone again with the bike let alone come home at night. That's why I got off the travel car here.

I'll go to the obgyn polyclinic. Stalled steps. When he saw him being with Winda and the koas children and akbidnya walking in a group. Maybe they will go to the Maghrib prayer. Reminds me that when he was my consul, he asked me to be a prayer priest. My first prayer with him. Where she almost kissed my hand for thinking I was Ummik and vice versa with me. The way of life is unique.

"Ray!!" calling me out loudly made everyone who was here including the visitors look at me.

Raya saw me too. He was standing a few feet away from me. This woman is pregnant with my son. I'm approaching him right away. Then without caring about everyone else there I hugged him tightly.

"Ra-yah. I-I'm ka-ngen sa-ma ka-mu."