
Pov Mahfudz
It has been an hour or so I locked Raya in my arms like this. After so many times he tried to rebel and I didn't want to touch him at all. And finally he was tired of crying and inevitably helplessly he was forced to resign in my arms. I stroked her belly that had begun to grow, the beautiful stomach that had been slender was now forming a mound because it was overgrown with my seeds that grew in her womb.
Oath, Ray. You're the only woman in my heart and life. You're the only woman who's gonna be the mother of my children
I kissed the head of Raya who was now curled up in my arms that forced. I hurt him today. I made her cry again after the last time she cried for arguing with me over the matter of the second couple relationship.
And this bedsheet, this is the same bedsheet, when I took her crown for the first time. And also that made her cry burrowing her face into the pillow because I did it with a little force. Now, today she is crying again in this bed, in a place where we almost every night love. And it was because of her husband that she thought had done the same to herself to others.
The vow! I really never did that with any woman other than Raya. Raya is my first love and only one in everything related to my heart and feelings other than the relationship between Mama and me.
I felt that love for the first time. Although I used to like other girls when I was Junior. But it's just like, not in the context of love. I also had that first kiss, even if other people knew it would look ridiculous at the same age I had done it the first time. And even the matter of a couple relationship, me and Raya are both doing it for the first time. Anyway she's everything to me, so why should I do it with someone else?
I also don't know why something like this could happen. I don't understand why one morning, I found myself waking up in a jasmine-class hotel room with Tiwi in such an arghhhh!!!!! It's depressing me. Me and Tiwi were under the same blanket without wearing a thread. My clothes and his clothes were lying on the floor like I had missed a hot night by making out with him.
It was beyond my consciousness. Why would I dare say that? Because if I really did it with him. I'll never sleep without a clean slumber first. With Raya alone I've never been that messy. We always clean and clean ourselves after making love, then finally embrace in the warmth of love until we fall asleep.
And this is what? I'm sure it's a Tiwi conspiracy. But with whom? I'm not sure Tiwi did it alone. The 13-year-old girl could not have been able to design this alone without someone's help. Did he work with Waridi? But where does he know Waridi?
I know Tiwi liked me ever since I fell in a networking hospital. I've been trying to avoid it. Moreover, I know the bad habit that likes to embrace spontaneous others. Or just me? I don't know, but I'm obviously not comfortable with that either.
Until one day, a few days after my meeting in the mall with him that made Raya jealous, I met again with Tiwi at Harapan Kita hospital where I had just placed the campus to koas at the ENT station. It was an accidental meeting.
FLASHBACKS
I saw him sitting waiting for someone. I immediately turned my back and hurried away because I did not want to give her any chance or hope. But unfortunately it seems like Tiwi saw me, she immediately chased after me.
[Why did the doctor avoid me?] ask her with sign language.
I was surprised not to think Tiwi would come after me. But I tried to regain control of my surprise.
"Oh, Ti-wi. You're not-pa-in at si-ni?" I asked back using sign language.
[Sister Rini took me to see an obgyn doctor. It's all thanks to the doctor who leaked everything I've experienced to Kak Rini] she said with a scowled face annoyed at me.
"Ma-af, i-tu is your de-mi. Ka-kak-mu ha-rus ta-u, '" I said
[It's not for my own good. You said it all so your wife wouldn't be jealous, right?] said annoyed.
I saw a jealous look on his face as he talked about Raya.
"Yes. Th-That's his sa-tu. Is-tri-ku is ha-mil. A-ku ti-dak ma-u di-a stress ka-re-na cem-bu-ru that ti-dak be-ra-la-san. Ka-re-na ki-ta mang ti-dak a-da hu-bu-ngan spe-si-al. Ja-in a-ku ha-rus je-las-kan ke-na-pa ki-ta bi-sa te-mu."
[You love her that much?] tanya Tiwi looked riled up.
I'm nodding. "Yes. Whim. By the way, Tiwi, why don't you guys just check in the Medica Alert?"
[Sir Rini is not ashamed.]
I'm mangosteen. "Te-rus se-ka-rang, sister Ri-ni ke-ma-na?" ask me a stale base.
[He is still talking to dr. Obgyns. I was told to wait outside]
Again, I'm just a mangosteen. Although this hospital is not as big as Siaga Medika hospital but the distance of obgyn and ENT departments is also not too close. Why is Tiwi waiting in the ENT department?
I was surprised then but I ignored it. Maybe she walks because I think she's the boss.
"Ka-pan ka-u pu-lang to kam-pung?" my many.
Really, I really want him to come home. I have a feeling that the child will bring trouble between me and Raya considering that her brother works in the hospital even in the same department as Raya.
[I'll stay with Rini from now on. He no longer believes in leaving me in the orphanage again] he replied.
I was grumpy again for the answer.
Ever since that meeting, I somehow felt like I was meeting Tiwi more often. He used to come to the ENT station and wait for me to come home. If I ask what needs he came, he always said there was an appointment with our Hope hospital obgyn.
[Doctor, could you please take me home? Rini's sister promised to accompany me to consul here. But it looks like he has some sort of sudden business in the hospital, so he can't come]
I thought for a moment. I really want to go home. It just so happened that today I came home late afternoon, not much work in the hospital. How'this? What if I suddenly cross the road with Raya, I am piggybacking this child?
[Ayolaaah, my house is not so far away doctor. I promise I'll just get to the front of the alley. No need to drive it inside.]
Tiwi was struggling spoiled in my arms which I immediately removed from me.
"Yes su-dah. A-yo ku-an-tar."
Finally, yes, that's it. I decided to drive him. After all, I didn't have an affair with her, why should I be afraid? I seem to be too paranoid about Tiwi.
Using my motor matic I carried it in my bonnet. And that hand, I don't know how many times it hugged me from behind but that much I took it off. Until suddenly in the middle of the road Tiwi suddenly ask to stop first.
"To-na-pa?" my many.
He pointed at the ice cream vending car on a quiet street under a tree.
[Doctor, I'd like to have some ice cream for a while. Doctor treat me!]
His request to buy it made me feel bad. And finally, follow his wishes. It's like Nadya whining to buy ice cream.
"Es the cream, ma-kan in ja-lan a-ja," I said.
I hurriedly wanted to take her and wanted to immediately go to the hospital on medical alert waiting for Raya to come home.
Tiwi shook her head while laughing.
[Eat here, doc! I'll still have one more, shall I?]
Ah, this kid. I had to obey him again.
Tiwi wanted to thrust her ice cream at me, but I refused.
[Try, Doc! It's tasty. If not, we don't have to go home. The time of doctors who treat but the doctor himself does not want? Eat or we don't have to go home. We are here] he said.
Instead of being complicated, I ended up asking the seller for another ice cream.
Vanilla chocolate flavored ice cream with glass shard. I spooned it to my mouth to run out quickly and immediately drove the child home and so I could meet with my Kayaku soon.
After eating the ice cream until it runs out, not how long I feel very sleepy. I yawned a few times, gnashing my eyes trying to gather my consciousness to remain stable.
[Doctor why?]
I had a chance to see Tiwi ask that in sign language.
I could no longer answer them in sign language. I just feel so sleepy. It all felt like fireflies, but I still had time to feel Tiwi approaching me, hugging me and my lips .... I felt someone kiss her before my eyes finally closed. And that's not Raya.
And I woke up at dawn with a very heavy and dizzy head. I found Tiwi in my arms. And we don't wear clothes at all. My clothes and clothes were on the floor. The matted sheets indicate that there is bed activity taking place in this room.
What happened, Athaghfirullah? I put away Tiwi's hand that was hugging me. He also woke up.
Crazy one! This is impossible. Did I sleep with him? How could? I tried to remember what happened but my mind was completely blank.
Soon I collected my clothes and went into the bathroom. It frustrates me. Goddamnit! I'm framed! But I can't prove it. I asked the motel receptionist, saying I did check in alone with Tiwi from the afternoon.
After that day, Tiwi came to the hospital. Even he has my no hp that he knows where he's coming from. What's crazier than that and I can't be honest with Raya is that Tiwi has vidio when we have that indecent relationship. He said while doing that I asked him to document the moment as a memento? Is that not crazy? And damn, that guy in Vidio does look like me. Even if I doubt myself, am I really doing it with Tiwi? Did I really sleep with him. God, why don't I remember anything?
FLASHBACK OFF
Oh God, my wife is hurt so deeply. How do I solve this problem. How do I treat her heartache?
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Pov Raya
I woke up in the condition of Mahfudz hugging my body tightly from behind. His hand that hugged my stomach seemed to confirm that he always took care of me and my future baby. This makes me even more concerned considering the affair he did.
Slowly I tried to get that hand out of my stomach. But the hand hugged me tighter.
"I never have khia-na-ti ka-mu and a-nak k-ita, Ra-ya!"
I brushed off the rough hand and immediately sat down. Mahfudz is not sleeping. He can't sleep all night.
I don't mind him sitting down now. Soon I picked up the towel and went into the bathroom. I kept my mind up for a while. The coldness of the dawn water no longer felt. I'm so sick of all this trouble. After the shower I prayed dawn without waiting for Mahfudz. And Mahfudz himself went into the bathroom to shower and pray as well.
The photos I collected again and I put them in an envelope and I put them in my bag. When Mahfudz came out everything was clean. I really don't want to be in the same room with him. This really hurts me.
Immediately I get out of the room. I saw Fuad in the living room with Grace. I also refused to rebuke him. I don't know if Fuad or Mahfudz are involved in this. I went to the kitchen and found Ummik and Ayuni cooking there.
"You if you're still breathing don't want to be invited first, yes!"
I heard Ummik was waiting for Ayuni. Just like Ummik used to advise me.
"Yes, Mik. No really. Ayuni understands and Fuad doesn't matter either, Mik!" answer Ayuni shyly.
"Thankfully, Ummik just wants to tell you what can and cannot be done" said Ummik
Their conversation came to a halt as I entered the kitchen and sat down at the dining table.
"Relance ...."
They must've seen my puffy eyes from crying all night. But I tried to smile. I took some bread from the refrigerator. Grease it with butter and sprinkle ceres on it.
"True Ummik said, you should not be in a relationship with Fuad. You give birth only 3 weeks" I said, biting the bread in front of me. I am really hungry.
Actually, I was involved in Ayuni and Ummik's conversation so they wouldn't ask me what happened last night.
"Yes, Brother!" answer Ayuni. His face was red.
"Ayuni, Brother will ask. In the past when you were just discharged from the hospital, there was a cleaning service giving Student Identity Cards to your sister. He said it was you tipped to give to Brother, That's really you who tipped? Where did you get it from?" ask slowly.
Ayuni looked to remember.
"Oh, that. Ja. That's me who tipped. I got it from one of the nurses. He said at the time of the incident when someone forced me to take a stomach ulcer medicine that could abort the womb, in my hand clasped it. So the nurse kept it. When I woke up he gave it to me. He thought it might belong to my sister but if I thought it seemed like it belonged to someone who wanted to harm me. I was not aware at that time, but maybe because I was thrashing so accidentally his card was attracted by me? Maybe ....? I don't know .... I just thought it was dr. Raya who seems to be able to help me, so I left the card through cleaning service to give to Kak Raya." Ayuni looked confused by her own assumptions.
I'm mangosteen. Ayuni's assumption actually made a bit of sense. He accidentally got the card from the person who wanted to harm him. However what made this absurd was Tiwi. If it is true that the student's signature card is Tiwi, how can the card be in Ayuni's hand? While Tiwi resides in the district where Mahfudz koas in the hospital network first. What is the relationship between Ayuni and Tiwi? Was it Tiwi who tried to kill Ayuni at that time?
"You know the card's owner Ayuni?" my many.
At the same time Mahfudz suddenly came to the kitchen. Seeing me sitting and enjoying my bread with my cereal, Mahfudz picked up a glass and prepared some milk and placed it in front of me. It was attention that made me sick. A man who cheats is always kind enough to cover up his guilt.
Mahfudz stirred the warm milk with a spoon and handed it to my hand.
"Kak Raya is very lucky to have a husband as good as Kak Mahfudz" he said. "When I was pregnant no one noticed me like that."
I received the glass of milk just for the sake of not showing the trouble between me and Mahfudz to Ummik and Ayuni.
"Yes, I'm very lucky" I said, staring intently at Mahfudz, who immediately looked down guilty at my words.
"By the way, why did you ask that? Is there a clue?"
I'm nodding. "Yes. I know the kid who owns the student's card. Her name is Tiwi."
Mahfudz looked surprised at the topic of conversation between me and Ayuni. Wh why? You're not happy that your affair we made the talk? I said in my heart.
"Where do you know her?" tanya Ayuni was curious.
"She's her sister was one of the nurses in my department at the hospital. And ...."
I purposely hung my words. I wonder Mahfudz's reaction. And it looks like Mahfudz is anxiously waiting for me to speak. She must be worried that I might expose her affair in front of Ummik and Ayuni.
"And?" tanya Ayuni was confused.
"And he's Mahfudz's patient in the hospital network" I replied. I saw a look of relief on Mahfudz's face.
"So does it seem to Big Brother who did that to me This sister of Tiwi?" tanya Ayuni was curious.
I shook my head in doubt. Veronica, no way!
"I think Vero .... It's impossible to do that, he has no motive ...."
"Ve-ros?" celtuk Mahfudz arrived. "Your sister Ri-ni?"
The deg! My heart stopped hearing that name.
"What do you mean Rini?" I asked back with curiosity.
"Ka-mu bi-lang ka-kak Ti-wi, Ve-ro. Da-ri se-jak in mall a-ku su-dah he-ran ke-na-pa ka-mu se-la-lu mang-gil Ve-ro pa-da Ri-ni. Se-mu-a o-rang menggil Ri-ni, ke-na-pa cu-ma ka-mu who mang-gil Ve-ro?"
"Everyone? Do you know him?"
Mahfudz hesitated. "Ti-dak ken-al. Cu-ma du-lu a-ku per-nah in-su-ruh an-tar o-bat to I-G-D o-leh pe-ra-wat se-ni-or un-tuk di-be-ri-kan pa-da Ri-ni's. Se-mu-a o-rang in sa-na mang-gil Ri-ni. Ka-lau is i-tu pas ke-ti-ka A-yuni ma-suk I-G-D ka-re-na ka-sus per-co-ba-an bu-nuh di-ri."
I'm stuck in a relatively long time. I missed something important here. My mind drifted to a time.
FLASHBACKS
"So, the doctor has a new assistant?" ask me about dr. Gayatri at that time.
Dr. Gayatri smiled and nodded.
"Guard-first acquaintance!" tell it.
"I'm dr. Raya." I said as I extended my hand.
"I'm Rini, Doctor. Arini's Veronica!"
The nurse shook my hand.
"I can call you Vero? This is called the market. Let it be different." I joke
"It's up to the doctor to call anything, anything that makes you comfortable, Doctor!" he said to return my joke
FLASHBACK OFF
I shut my mouth in shock. Rini, Vero, Rini, Vero. The name overlaps in my mind. Rini who meant Waridi's wife is Veronica? Oh my God! The clearer all this is.
"You have a look at what drugs were prescribed to give Rini?" ask Mahfudz with a very careful tone. Right now I'm forgetting the affair.
Mahfudz nodded. Now Ummik also sat down to listen to us talk.
"Yes. O-bat tu-kak lam-bung se-je-nis mi-so-pros-toll."
My esophagus feels choked. Not wrong anymore. The Rini I've been looking for is Veronica.