
I brushed Ali's hand off my shoulder. Sherly doesn't seem to care that much about me and Ali here. He's still in this toilet.
"Stop paying attention to me, Ali. You're going to make other people misunderstand me" I said.
I'm trying to untie the rope of the operating gown behind me. Ali helped me open it. Oh, my God, this sucks. I looked at him irritated. While she smiled back at me.
I opened the operating gown as per the procedure, kept it away from my body and rolled it up. After that I threw it away. Then I opened one of my gloves and placed it on my hand that was still wearing gloves. Then I opened the other glove with one day of my index finger, rolled up the two gloves and threw them into a special trash can.
Finish cleaning, the first thing I want to do is eat. I'll be in the cafeteria soon. Although I have not entered lunch hour, but because vomiting since then makes me unable to delay filling my stomach again. I immediately ordered a serving of fried rice. Not wearing chicken eggs and suwiran.
My order came with a glass of sweet iced tea. I had already bribed a few spoons of food in my mouth when I suddenly saw something tantalizing on the table. It made me swallow saliva many times. It was a bottle of sweet soy sauce. Yeah, sweet soy sauce.
Like a thief I saw my left right. After being sure no one was looking, I poured the sweet soy sauce on my spoon and tasted it little by little. Hmmm this is delicious. Both times I tried again, again and again. This sweet sauce is the best. Why before pregnancy I did not think to try snacking sweet soy sauce like this huh? I swear, this is delicious!
"So cravings unique ala dr. Raya is a soy sauce sneak?"
Someone was suddenly sitting in front of me. He thrust Dutch eggplant juice at me. That's my favorite juice.
I looked at Ali in disbelief.
"I swear to God, what are you treating me like this for?" I said pissed. I wanted to get up from my seat and Ali was holding me back.
"Sit down! You drink the juice I give you."
I smiled cynically.
"Ray, fried rice is not good in the stomach, especially in the condition of an empty stomach. Your stomach acid can be crushed later. You don't even eat vegetables, fish, chicken or eggs. You're not worried about your baby?" tanyakanya.
"Gosh, what do you care? You're not my husband, Ali. Be aware! There's Mahfudz who will notice. You don't bother to take over the job" I said.
Ali's got a chin on the table. "From now on I won't hide anymore about my feelings. I will be open to expressing my feelings. Including my feelings for you, Ray. I will fight for my love. The stupidest mistake I ever made was throwing you away. And I let Mahfudz pick you up. And now I'm going to take back what should be mine."
"Wait .... Wait, you said I was yours? Since when? There has to be a contract to declare ownership of something, right? When you shop at the market, there is a buying and selling agreement then the items you want are officially yours. So too in love. There must be a clear agreement. And the one who has said that to me is Mahfudz. I belong to Mahfudz. My soul and body are now his. And you Ali, stop like that. You're giving me goosebumps? Did you mean to say you'd be a whiner? The snatch of this guy?" I laughed amusedly.
"If you have to why not? I know you still love me ...."
"No, no, no! You don't seem to have any shame in saying that. I love my husband not you or any man. The greatest proof of love is marriage. Mahfudz married me because he loved me, just like me. I loved her. That's why I married her. You know I'm pregnant, right? This is the fruit of my love for Mahfudz. Stop acting silly like this. It's laughable ...."
"I also married Tya, and in the end she was pregnant with our child. It's not all because of love. That's the biological need of Raya."
I looked at Ali with hate.
"You really offended me this time. You think my relationship with Mahfudz is just a biological one?"
She smiles. "Maybe specifically for you, you do it only because of a wife's obligation to her husband. But I'm not sure it's love, Ray. Be honest with yourself, you only love me."
"You're really crazy ...."
I quickly got up from my seat and immediately left the canteen. Free to talk Ali. It seems he's gone mad. I don't know where he thinks he's gonna take me from Mahfudz. Just stress me out.
I immediately came out after paying for the food I had not eaten. My appetite is suddenly gone.
Ali chased me out of the cafeteria and we argued without noticing a pair of eyes looking at us from a distance.
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Pov Mahfudz
I'm going home by myself tonight. Since Raya came in this morning, I've been bringing her home first since this afternoon.
He opened the door and welcomed me.
"You're home yet?" He took my hand and kissed her.
"Hmmm ..." I murmured to answer his question.
It looks so pretty tonight. Not only my feelings, but she looks beautiful in a long black satin robe with red and green flowers and leaves that she is wearing. I know even though the sleeping robe she wore was long to her feet, inside she was wearing sexy lingerie.
I immediately became sultry and suspicious of him. Did he mean to tease me tonight?
I saw Ummik watching television in the living room.
"Nrm-mik ...." I grabbed Ummik's hand and kissed him.
"Fud, you just got home?" ask Ummik
"Y-yes, Mik."
I sat chatting for a while with Ummik. I feel like I want to avoid Raya tonight.
I know I can't be instigated by Ali's words. But the fact about the hospital roof is where the memories of the two of them make me a little hurt. Does Raya really love Ali? Remembering his words this morning really makes me very hurt. He even said that Raya stayed in this hospital because she still loved him. Did I just tell Raya to stop from the Medical Alert hospital? Like she's pregnant, do I just make her pregnancy an excuse for her to stop working? I'm not willing, he has a connection of feelings with any man other than me. Especially later if I've finished the koas at the internal station. What if I get a station at another hospital? How can I watch what happens to them?
I rubbed my own face, confused by this situation.
"You got a problem, Fud? Tell Ummik if you have a problem. Who knows if Ummik can help."
"Ng-no a-da a-pa-a-pa, Mik. Cu-ma a-da se-di-kit ma-sa-lah in ru-mah sa-kit. Um-mik ja-ngan kha-watir! Mah-fudz to ka-mar du-lu, Mik. Mah-fudz mau man-in. Nan-ti ke-ma-la-man"
I immediately went to the room after parting ways with Ummik.
Raya is seen sitting leaning on the bed while messing around with her phone. Seeing me sitting on the edge of the bed, he approached me, hugging my body from behind.
"You tired, baby?"
"Hmmm .... Yes." I replied briefly while unbuttoning my shirt.
The finger lentik was without me to help me unbutton the shirt. Near this smell of fragrant fragrance from his body. I don't understand why he was so aggressive with me tonight. He's never been like this before.
"Ray, a-ku man-di du-lu." I said as I stood up.
"You can take a shower later, baby, after ..." she didn't continue.
"Ray, a-ku ba-ru da-ri ru-mah sa-kit. Ka-u ta-u, de-par-te-men her pe-kit da-lam i-tu, de-par-te-men, pa-ling ba-nyak his pe-kit and mik-ro-or-ga-nis-me who fat pa-to-gen. I-tu may-kin sa-ja kat in my tu-buh. Ka-u se-dang ha-mil. A-ku ti-dak ma-u i-tu me-nu-la-ri a-nak ki-ta."
I tried to subtly reject Raya. Oh my God why he's so aggressive. Someone who is having an affair. Did he do this so I wouldn't suspect he still loved Ali.
Goddammit, Mahfudz!! Why do you suspect your own wife? I shake my head when I go to the bathroom. I deliberately linger in the bathroom so that Raya does not invite me to have a couple relationship. If nothing had happened this morning with Ali and I had heard nothing from him, I would have very quickly welcomed Raya's invitation.
Finished I took a shower and taught myself to linger in the bathroom I immediately went outside. I wished Raya had slept, but she was still waiting sweetly in bed. Now he gets up and approaches me. She shamelessly approached me and hugged me.
"Ray ...." I very carefully let go of her embrace so that she would not be offended. "A-ku ti-dak bi-sa ma-lam i-ni. A-ku ca-pek. And be-sok a-ku ha-rus to ru-mah sa-kit pa-gi- pa-gi."
The look on his face was upset and disappointed. Ah, Mahfudz why are you? I don't know why Dr. Ali made me suspect and felt that Raya didn't love me. And I don't know why I don't feel worthy to touch it.
"Yes, if you don't want to. It was free to wear this," Raya immediately opened her sleeping robe so that the satin robe was lying on the floor.
Now she looks her beautiful body in red lingerie. He immediately opened the closet to look for another nightgown.
"When I really want it tonight. I want you to feel and judge whether I did it solely out of love, or the duty of a wife or just sheer biological necessity. You don't want to know?" tanya Raya is sad.
I didn't answer.
"Ah, whereas tonight, I want to lead ...."
"Tun-juk-kan!" my challenge.
Raya smiled as the bait was on target. She turned to her dresser and combed her hair.
"You said you didn't want to, you're tired ...."
Ah Raya is indeed a champion if it has already acted to sell expensive.
I can't wait anymore and start kissing her on the dresser. Raya replied to me and did the same. We no longer care even though all the cosmetics of the Kingdom fall scattered on the floor.
Tonight I felt something different from him. I can feel what happened tonight between us was love. Love that arises because we want each other.
And Ali? Who'sis that? He's not anyone between me and Raya. I only know that tonight I fell in love with my wife again. Again and again!
"Ka-u ya-kin ti-dak a-pa-a-pa?" I stroked her stomach under the blanket.
Me and Raya tonight are so "hot" that they forget they're pregnant. I'm worried about the contents now.
"Hmmm ..." he muttered while nodding hinting that he was fine.
I held him in my arms.
"Fud ..." call him.
"Hm ...."
"I want to be honest with you, about me and Ali."
I'm sighing. "A-ku ti-dak ma-u men-de-ngar ten-tang di-a. Please, ja-ngan ru-sak mo-ment ma-lam i-ni."
Raya loosened my arms a little and looked at me.
"You gotta hear me, Fud! So that at other times you don't misunderstand me" he said.
"Hmmm, yeah su-dah ka-ta-kan!" said relented.
"What Ali said this morning wasn't all wrong, Fud ...."
I look forward to his next words. He did not even dispute Ali's words. I wonder if he deliberately wants to offer the best night like tonight and then wants to break my heart?
"True Ali said, I stayed at the Siaga Medika hospital because of him. Because I love her, it hurts me to want to be by her side. Even though I was always attacked by Tya and branded as a laxative I still did not want to leave the hospital, Fud," said Raya.
Ahh, my heart suddenly broke hearing that.
"The hospital is the place of our memories, that's also true. The place we spent hours and hours of the year before she finally got married to Tya. I swear to anything. I've never done anything bad and done anything with him. I never even kissed him. You took my first kiss when I finished praying dzuhur on our wedding day. You remember?" tanyakanya.
I remembered. Oh, that was his first kiss? Wow, means same donk. It was also my first kiss. Remembering how silly I was, learning how to first kiss a woman through google and youtube media. And finally it was just that brief kiss that I could finally do spontaneously at that time. Ah, I should have done better.
"Ja-at ka-u men-cin-***A-li?"
Raya looked down for a while before she finally nodded.
"Yes, but that was before. Before you came into my life, Fud!" jabaya Raya's.
"Ja-di, sa-at a-ku-nga-jak-mu dikah in VK, ka-u ma-sih men-cin-**** in-a?" many hearts.
"Come," answered Raya. "Surely at that time I started to worry. Something made me flutter when I met him. There was a man who embarrassed me half to death and made me want to eliminate myself into the pit of ants. The man I've always wanted to avoid but made me miss ...."
I try to hold my smile. I know who that guy is.
"Wow .... Si-a-pa le-la-ki i-tu?" tanyaku pura do not know.
Raya pinched. His face was red.
"You're the man, use the show pretending not to know anymore ..." grumbled.
I can no longer hold back my smile.
"Take ka-pan I't?" manya curious.
It looks like thinking "Hmmm .... Maybe ever since I kidnapped Waridi and you helped me and she ended up trapping us in a state, almost like this ... And it embarrassed me" He pointed at our bodies in blankets that were not dressed.
Oh, then I'll like you first, Doctor!
"Hmmm .... It doesn't seem like" he errated. "It looks like I started thinking about you and made me flutter since we prayed together for the first time at the hospital musholla. You remember?"
I smile. Of course I remember. I also felt the pounding on Raya the first time was when she finished praying with him.
"And when I asked you to get married on the roof of the hospital back then, you know, it was the times when I really wanted to let Ali go in my heart, mind and life. And I didn't expect you to come after me to the roof. I spontaneously invited you to marry at that time. But you asked me if I loved you. I'm so confused, yes my heart is pounding thinking of you. But I didn't think it was love. I needed to think about it over and over again, until I asked Ummik. And in the end I didn't know that Ummik was coming for you."
"And Um-mik's ak-hir made me te-ri-kat se-la-ma de-ngan ga-dis this spoiled, yes Tu-han, to-long a-ku ...." I said pura teased him.
Kingdom pinched me when suddenly Ummik knocking on the door.
"Rich, Mahfudz! Please come out for a minute, son. Someone's coming ...."
Haaa? Is anyone coming? Who comes in these nights. It's 11 p.m.
"Wait a minute, Mik!" the Sahut Raya panic.
He immediately rushed to the bathroom for a bit of clean-up. Usually he's clean after making love to me. But because of the long talk, we forgot to do it.
Before long he went out of the bathroom and immediately opened the closet wearing ordinary pajama clothes. And I also changed into the bathroom to clean the potluck. I had a shower.
Raya did not forget to wear her hijab because she wanted to meet guests. So we went out of the room together as soon as I was done getting dressed.
The two guests were tall with leather jackets.
"Mr Mahfudz?" ask one of them to me.
"I ... yeah?" I replied hesitantly and a little confused because I didn't know them at all.
"We're from the police. Please come with us cooperatively. Mr. Mahfudz while we were arrested on the report of Mr. Waridi Soeharsono for having taken his daughter Ayuni Mita away!"
The two cops showed me the arrest warrant and the badge.
"A-what? Sa-ya sa-ma se-ka-li ti-dak nger-ti mak-sud Ba-pak. Sa-ya ti-dak kidnaps si-a-pa-si-a-pa." I argue.
Raya and Ummik to the shock of hearing the information from the police. Raya can't say anything. He just looks pale and limp.
"Um-mik, Mah-fudz ti-dak per-nah I-la-kan i-tu. To-long per-ca-ya pa-da-ku, Mik! "
Ummik. "Sir, my daughter-in-law can't possibly do that. His life and his daily life only ranged between hospital and home. He and his wife are always in the hospital. The night is always together here. There's no one who's been kidnapped here" Ummik said.
"Mr Mahfudz caught by CCTV took Ayuni. So we suspect the victim was kidnapped and hidden elsewhere. Please cooperate. Just explain everything later at the police station. Mr. Mahfudz can also prepare a lawyer if you object. Go, Sir!"
Oh my God, what is this? They also handcuffed my hands.
I glanced at Raya who looked pale and trembling. The patient, dear ....!