
"Bi-ar a-ku sa-ja du-lu-an mei-ne-mui Pro-fes-sor. Ka-mu gan-ti ba-ju is du-lu" said Mahfudz, wearing his tuxedo again.
In the meantime I was still fixated on that brief kiss. I think there's sweet-sweet.
"Hmmm.." I replied with jaim.
Mahfudz smiled at me with a ridiculing mischievous look. I know he's most happy to make me express my feelings even though he knows I'm ashamed. I covered my own face. This is so embarrassing! Why can't I be like other people who can enjoy every moment of his life? Even though it is legal and lawful as his wife, it still makes me ashamed. It's not very comfortable. If I still feel like this how can I enjoy my first night so smoothly?
I opened the closet and took out another brocade kebaya wedding dress. This time it is bright red with a model more or less the same as the white kebaya of my marriage contract. And his subordinates this time I wear a skirt made of gold-brown songket palembang. Putting on my own hijab and do not forget to wear red chili lipstick and make up emergency because I no longer have time to call the makeup artist who is currently somehow mojok where. I can't let Professor wait long.
"Adoohs.... Who'sisthis? This is the doctor's obgyn SM, isn't it?" goda pak Nirwan, surgical room instrumentator.
I laughed, not knowing what to say. It was not just the professor who came. But they're a troupe from Siaga Medika hospital. They were old staff and medical personnel. We sat on the inside talking.
"If I knew dr. Raya can be as beautiful and sweet as this I first applied yesterday" said Fahmi teasing me.
"Indeed dr. You want to be with you?" ask Ms. Rita, senior nurse.
"You donk. I'm handsome too, just first Mahfudz aja. Mahfudz dared to reveal his love in the cafeteria at that time. How's Fud doing?Like this, huh?" Fahmi mimicked the way Mahfudz expressed his love using sign language at that time "I love you"
They all laugh. "You were in the cafeteria at the time, Mi?"ask Mrs indri.
"That's, Mom! I was eating in the cafeteria when I saw that moment. Mahfudz told dr. Raya 'new you're the only woman I ever married' eh know not answer dr. Raya? ' 'If only I meant later there will be a second and third donk you invite to marry?' Not very happy, did he answer? Say I love you too, cake, I love you cake" she said sneering at me.
"Ember... Bucket leaked you huh Fahmi. Wait till I get to work."threaten me.
"That's right, dr. I can threaten you, when I speak the truth. Tanya Mahfudz, Fud dr. That raya talk? Mah dr. It only sells expensive doank, proof of marriage is also hahahayyyy!!!"fahmi said.
Professor laughed out loud at Fahmi's story. My face was so red that it was so shameful.
"So, where's the honeymoon, Doc?"asked Fahmi still not satisfied teasing me.
"At home alone, his walks in the hospital round around the patient" he said. But it seems to be in the heart of Professor.
"I'd like to give you guys a honeymoon package, but how, huh? Mahfud is coming from his campus. So certainly will not be able to take off as they please. Do you need to go to the Mahfudz hospital? I feel sorry to see Raya too if you go there. The bride is new but far apart" asked the Professor asking for an opinion from Mahfudz.
I gawk. "You want to go to a networking hospital?"ask me with an objectionable tone. I'm disappointed to hear that. Especially this is my wedding day.
Mahfudz took a deep breath before nodding. He knew I would be disappointed again.
"When that?" I'm not happy.
"It should have been a few days ago" the Professor replied. "But Mahfudz is asking for a suspension until your wedding is over. But I think again, Mahfudz should stay in SM only. You see, not all young doctors are sent to networking hospitals. There are some who have to live in SM. I wanted to send him yesterday so he has more work experience in the field. Unlike in SM, more are ordered" said Professor explained.
I looked at Mahfudz who took his eyes off me. Then the pleasant atmosphere cooled down between us. Even when the photo was shared with the hospital staff I could not make my face cheerful again. I'm disappointed to hear this news.
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"Kak Raya, where are the gifts, Kak?"ask Rasti. He held up a lot of gifts in his hands.
"Put it in the closet, Ti. The one next door was empty Kak Raya" I said pointing to one of the closet doors that I had previously empty.
Rasti manut and arrange the gifts in the closet.
"Kak Raya does not deg-degan so want MP-an with sister-in-law, how relaxing is it?"tanyakanya. Maybe because she saw that I had not changed my style at all even though I had removed my headscarf.
My blood suddenly rippled with such a question. I am not just a degan. But I'm a little scared too.
"Why do you have to hide? Doank practice, the theory already knows. Kak Raya has poulted out of her head" I replied in a pretentious style iyes.
"Ooo. Is that the practice of donk now? Then Rasti goes!"he said it made me shake my forehead.
I turned my attention that was fixed on HP to Rasti. He was walking outside the room. At the door, Mahfudz looked at me. I turned my back to him. He must know I'm upset. Don't expect your due tonight, I said in my heart. Of course with an antagonist smile.
I could feel him already sitting on the edge of the bed through the motions per bed. And now he must have been lying in bed. Just try to dare touch me, Mr. Domu (young doctor), I will definitely pull that hand off!
I feel Mahfudz touching my hair. Cove it with love.
"Ram-but-you're all good!" I heard him praising my hair.
From my hair, his hands turned to my neck and gently massaged my shoulders and neck area. Feels good on my achy shoulders. In fact, I couldn't shake his hand when I did all that
Ouch what is this? Is this mode? Foreplay before anu....? I was ashamed to imagine it. But for a long time the massage occasionally stopped and then continued again stopped again and finally stopped completely. I turned my body and looked at him. Oh God, when he fell asleep. And it looks slick. What do you think Raya? Now I am tickled at myself.
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Pov Mahfudz
I woke up when the alarm on my phone showed at 04:00 in the morning. The alarm that I set so that I can follow up patients early and finish early in the morning before my crazy consultant came and asked for the results of our follow up.
But this time I woke up in a different room to my koas room. And there was a beautiful angel sleeping beside me. She was still wearing the red brocade kebaya at the wedding yesterday. It was a stark contrast to her pure white skin. Suddenly the desire in my body rebelled. I want to hug her and kiss her right now. I already have him completely, right? I slowly approached Raya. Groped her hair and kissed her. The slow wriggling made me surprised and undoed my intention to do so. Oh, my God, what am I? It's like a swinging. Is she not my wife and I have the right and obligation to do this to her? I should have done it last night when we were both awake. But I was so tired and so sleepy.
For over half an hour I struggled in an inner quarrel with myself that even gave me more headaches. Ahhhh, I am not a gentleman once it turns out, I complained in my heart.
I immediately took a shower and took some ablution water. Dress neatly and wear a sarong ready to become a prayer priest for him.
"Ra-yeah...." I shook his shoulder slowly.
He immediately sat down while rubbing his eyes. A little surprised to see who woke him, but immediately pouted to see me wake him.
Is he mad at me? Wh why? Is it because I fell asleep last night?
"A-yo ki-ta sho-lat su-buh" I tried to ignore her attitude.
I waited for her to finish the bath and had to be patient again as she tested me back using only a towel when coming out of the bathroom. And change his clothes in front of me. Was it intentionally so that I.... But ahh already. This is his own room. Where else would he change clothes if not in his own room?
Finished wearing mukena Raya rushed out of the room. "I want to pray outside" he said.
Well that means right, is there something he's angry about? Pray that he will not be able to congregate with me. True said mas Ibrahim her husband Hawa, Raya likes to lash.
I still have a holiday today. I have to straighten out the matter between me and Raya so as not to damage our relationship which should be friendly instead.
My activity today is to approach his family Raya including on grandmother who is old but looks still very healthy. I massaged Grandma's feet as we gathered together.
"Unfortunately the Kingdom is her only one child, this Kingdom, Fud! Udah is rarely visited grandma in the village, so grandma wants you guys to have a lot of children so later when you are old you are not lonely like grandma and Ummik" complained grandma.
"I-yes, Grandma. In-sha-Allah. Al-di-ka-sih Al-ja, Grandma. Do-a-kan sa-ja Ra-ya and Mah-fudz in-ka-sih 5 a-tau 6 a-nak" I said as I glanced at Raya who immediately glared at me.
I laughed a little at the response.
"You ma-rah pa-da-ku la-gi?"ask me when Raya and I are in the room again.
"Udah know nanya" he answered ketus.
"I'm ta-u ka-mu ma-rah ta-pi don't know ke-na-pa" I answered honestly.
Raya snorted angrily "The professor said you're going to the networking hospital for the county service, you didn't tell me anything."
"Cu-ma 2 ming-gu, Ray." I replied.
Oh, that's why he's angry.
"It's not the old problem, but you didn't tell me anything about going out" she said.
"Te-rus a-ku ha-rus a-pa? Ka-lau a-ku bi-lang se-be-lum ni-do you ma-u ba-ta-lin ni-is? A-tau ma-u di-tun-da? Te-rus ka-pan ki-ta ni-is it? Ko-as is mang se-per-ti i-tu. Ma-u tung-gu a-ku se-le-sai ko-as?"
"At least talk to me!"said annoyed. "Do you know why Ummik wants me to marry soon? You heard grandma say what? They want my descendants, Fud! Do you think you can have children without fertilization? I didn't say I wanted to immediately. But if you go that long Ummik will be sad because we don't seem to have the intention to make it happen."
"You are Um-mik who is ka-lau a-ku per-gi?" godaku's.
"Mahfudz, I'm talking serious!" said.
"I-yes, i-yes! I-i'm ta-u. The per-ta-ma. I min-ta ma-af so-al di-nas lu-ar ko-ta. Ka-lau ka-mu ma-u a-ku bi-sa ba-tal-kan, Pro-fes-sor ju-ga ke-ma-rin kan bi-lang no ma-sa-lau no ja-di."
I saw his expression. Looks like he's softening.
"The second a-ku min-ta ma-af so-al ta-di ma-lam. I-I ti-dak ta-u ka-lau i-tu me-ki-ti-mu. Ta-pi a-ku be-na-ran ca-pek and ngan-tuk se-ka-li. I ta-u ma-lam i-tu pen-ting your bu-at, bu-at se-mua wa-ni-ta ju-ga and a-ku bu-at-mu ke-ce-wa. Wh-wh-sorry!"
"Hey, Mahfouz! I'm not disappointed! You say it like I care so much that we have already... It's not so good to say that" he said.
"Nga-rep ju-ga not a-pa-a-pa. T-tu bu-kan do-sa. I'm your su-ami" I said pede.
"But I don't...."
His words stopped when I landed another kiss on his lips, which was not just a kiss like it was yesterday afternoon. I can no longer bear to hear the chatter that in the end just want to sell expensive to me. What if you want to? Are we not the same couple as adults? Why should I be ashamed of it?
"Mahfudz.." his face was red as a boiled crab when I stopped my actions.
"The thi-ga, is nan-ti-lam. Ki-ta a-kan be-ru-sa-ha wu-jud-kan ke-i-ngi-nan Um-mik."
"A-a-what?" Raya looks nervous.
"Fer-ti-li-sa-si" I whispered.
She closed her mouth, shocked.
"Sa-tu la-gi, ja-ngan pang-gil a-ku Mah-fudz te-rus. A - ku su-dah bi-lang? In ru-mah sa-kit, ka-mu a-ta-san-ku, se-ni-orku. Ta-pi here I'm your sua-mi. Pang-gil a-ku sa-yang!"
I waited for him to say that.
"L-yes, baby!"
I looked at this reddened face in front of me with a smile before I kissed her again. We have to practice thinly, right before tonight?