I Love You Dr. Chicanery

Retaining

"Well, how is this?" I was worried, on our way home from Siaga Medika Hospital to RSIA Satya Medika.

"Why does your own mother want? This time dr. Gayatri advised Mommy to be given Methotrexate, Mommy said later, now even how? I agree with dr. Gayathri. Soon you have to end your pregnancy, Ray. You know that!" Mahfudz who was still calling me by the call of Mother is now calling my name. Maybe he's upset about my refusal to take Methotrexate while he was with dr. Gayatri.

Methotrexate is a drug that works to stop the growth of rapidly dividing cells. Methotrexate is also safe and has no risk of fallopian tube damage. However, this can cause women not to experience pregnancy for several months after taking this medicine. Methotrexate works by killing pregnancy cells that grow in the fallopian tube.

This medication is given by injection and should be tested regularly to ensure that it is working effectively. If successful, then this is characterized by the appearance of symptoms similar to miscarriage.

"Why do you want to do it anyway, Ray?You really like this, do not know how to distinguish when the time is stubborn when the time to see the situation!" nagel Mahfudz.

I grinned at the obvious worry on his face. A sign that he loves me, that's for sure.

"E uh, what the hell are those smiles?" the accusation. "Neither Golokin?"

"No. Not very rude. I remember someone again" I replied.

"Remember who? Ali?" her lips are pretending to be judes.

"Remember someone who loved me a long time ago" I replied.

"Ummic?" guess Mahfudz again. Still focusing on driving.

I'm shaking.

"Ummik definitely donk love me. But if it's different. He's a doctor at the hospital where I work" I said.

The war of fighting is about to begin. Eaaa....

Mahfudz mangosteen now. Looks like he's been baited by now.

"Ohhh .. handsome donk, huh? Mommy's ex?" tanyanya pretended not to know.

"No really. Not a girlfriend, but she's a gentleman who saved me from criminals, until she ignored her own safety," I said again.

"Emmm ... Hero don't give him, Bun?" mahfudz's response again followed my nostalgic play.

"Got a hero. But he's a liar too!" my lips.

Mahfudz took a moment to glance at me.

"What lie is it?" the question seemed to not accept.

"She taught me sign language, she said "thank you" and you know what? The sign language she said turned out to be "i love you" I whispered. "That's mode, isn't it?"

Mahfudz. Oh my God, my husband is still so timid.

"Not mode, it's a real pity times, Bun," he said as if he was defending someone else I was telling him about. "How serious? Continue the story!"

I'm nodding.

"He em's. It's a shame that he is. From the past until now, he was still the person who loved me the most after Ummik," I said.

I feel like something is going to fall out of my eye. It moved me.

"He always accepts me for who I am" I said. And now I take a deep breath, preventing the liquid from coming out of my nose.

Mahfudz took one of his hands off the steering wheel and stroked my arm to calm me down.

"That's because Mother also accepts him as he is. He also has a lot of shortcomings, if you forget you will remind you, he used to not be able to speak fluently," he said in a voice that was also getting heavier.

I'm shaking.

"No, you're the first to accept me for who I am, Fud!" my dispute. "Often I don't understand your difficulties, but you're always patient with me."

Now the nostalgic game has turned blue. Now Mahfudz chose to marginalize the car on the side of a quiet road.

"Ray, if you forget, I'm not that good. I once made us lose Annisa," he admitted.

And hearing that my tears were breaking. Losing Annisa was one of the hardest hit lives after Abah's death.

"That's exactly it, Fud! I feel like I can't bear to kill my own flesh and blood" I said in my tears.

"Darling, Ray... Think objectively. He is not yet flesh blood. You are a medical professional. You know exactly what happens when a fertilized egg grows in the fallopian tube. This isn't something I should teach you, is it Ray? You're more senior to the obgyn issue. This is your profession. So do not let you have the mind to maintain your pregnancy," said Mahfudz firmly.

I'm speechless. Mahfudz can't be lied to about this. He seemed to have guessed my mind.

"Fud, I was just thinking of temporarily delaying Methotrexate. I don't know why I still have hope that fetal cells can get into the uterus. I didn't have any bleeding either, did I? Not too big either. We'll wait another week and two weeks, Dad. If indeed the fetal cells still do not want to come out of the fallopian tube, it's okay I want to

methotrexate injection," I said.

Mahfudz.

"Bone! The sooner Methotrexate is administered, the better, do not be prolonged. Your fallopian tube could rupture later! Please don't go!" mahfudz sebal.

I let out a breath.

"Dad said, I want to give you Yaya adek," I said.

Mahfudz was getting annoyed at my words.

"Because Mother deliberately wants to maintain this pregnancy? Oh my God, Bun .... I don't want anything to happen to you, Sayaaang. Yes, if my words yesterday made you burdened, I retract my words. I don't want any more kids, Ray. Haikal and Yaya are enough for me. Huh huh? Satisfied?" said annoyed.

"When I was pregnant with Haikal, you almost advised me to have an abortion, didn't you, Dad?" I asked while wiping my tears that began to dry.

"That's not the same, honey!" his objection.

"Yes! It was also a risky pregnancy, and I kept it, until now Haikal is with us" I argued not to lose.

Mahfudz bobbing head.

"The case of pregnancy outside the womb that survives until the baby is successfully born into the world is a rare case, and it only happens in a few cases in the world" I said.

"What if I'm one of them?"

"Haaa?" Mahfudz widened his eyes. This time he looked angry, very angry.

"Never think such a thing would happen.No! I don't agree, Ray! I want you to end your pregnancy as soon as possible! If you need it today!" he said firmly.

I took a deep breath. I know that when it gets this angry Mahfudz will not be persuaded again.

"Give me two weeks" I asked.

"No!" reject firmly.

"Sunday," I bargained.

"What are you waiting for, Ray. For normal pregnancy, fetal cells are only in the fallopian tube for 3 days from two days. And you want me to wait two weeks? Until your fallopian tubes rupture and endanger the soul?! Haaa?"

"Three days ..." I said.

"Ray ..." Mahfudz is getting worse.

"Two days, Dad. Please ...," persuade me one last time. "At least I need time to prepare ...."

"That's you, yeah ...." Mahfud looks angry at me.

"Two days .." I said again.

"Okay, two days. After that there is no reason. Point!"

I nodded, and wiped the remaining wet tears in my eyes.

"Thank you, Father .." I said.

Mahfudz did not answer, he re-started the car engine to continue our delayed journey.

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