I Love You Dr. Chicanery

Sweetheart!

Pov Mahfudz

I was reading a book of medical per capita when Raya approached me and sat down beside me. We sat on the floor covered with rasfur characters.

I chose to sit down, rather than on the bed with him. Because if I was on that bed with him, I could not resist the turmoil of wanting to repeat the moment like yesterday morning. While Raya still shows her reluctance to do it again.

"Fud.." call him.

"Hmmmm.." I said without looking at him.

"Think you should just go to the rotation to the hospital network." he said carefully.

"To-na-pa?" ask me while closing my book. I'm not happy to hear that I want to go to a networking hospital.

He caught my displeasure. "I just don't want to get in the way of your koas, Fud. You also need a lot of experience. Go to the networking hospital, pursue science until I get it" I said.

"In ru-mah sa-kit Si-aga Me-di-ka ju-ga ban-yak il-mu and pe-nga-la-man" I argue. "Why do you want me per-gi ka-ren-a i-ngin me-ngu-sir-ku?"

"Yes, oh, no. When did I throw my husband out?"the answer.

"Aren't you rin-du ka-lau a-ku per-gi?"my many.

His face was red because of my question.

"Yes, miss. But it's only been two weeks, Fud...."

I couldn't bear to kiss her lips anymore. I'm going to launch a second attack tonight.

Raya's getting used to my kiss like that. He's no longer surprised. Sometimes he even seems to enjoy it.

"Ka-lau rin-du ke-na-pa me-nyu-ruh-ku per-gi?" I let go of my kiss.

"I...just ...."

I can't take it anymore. I can't control myself anymore. Come on, let's do it again, Ray. Fertilization process that can fulfill the mission of Ummik to have grandchildren as soon as possible.

So I begged dr. Aaron to let me stay with my wife instead of staying in the hospital with another koas. I promise I'll be there in time to follow up the morning patients. The life of the newlyweds I didn't expect to be this heavy. It's hard to resist this maleness instinct to not want it to go on. Especially with a wife as beautiful as Raya. Ever since I became her husband I've been like a perverted man who always wanted to be. Before I got married, I never imagined that I could do this.

My kiss was getting hotter and hotter until Raya was overwhelmed with me. But when I started touching her sensitive area she started to pull my hand away. And when I started unbuttoning the pajamas he was wearing. He finally showed his refusal.

"Already, Fud!"reject it. He didn't dare to look at me.

"To-na-pa?" I'm starting to be unhappy. I started to catch my breath that was starting to get irregular.

"I'm not ready to do it anymore."

"Ti-dak si-ap ke-na-pa? Ki-ta su-dah per-nah se-be-lum his me-la-ku right?"

"We're not. You did it yourself at that time. It's not the relationship like yesterday that I wanted. I don't want to do it because I'm forced. I want us both to enjoy this kind of relationship with each other."

"Ka-lau be-gi-tu, co-ba-lah un-tuk-nik-ma-ti-nya.." I said simply.

I pulled her back into my arms, kissing her half forcefully until she finally pushed me so hard.

"Fuck!!!! I told you I didn't want to! I don't want to be forced like that. I feel like I was raped by you. I don't like it!" he screamed while going up to the bed

But he closed his mouth. Maybe scared Ummik to hear. But I estimate Ummik must have heard it.

I let out a breath.

"I don't know your ka will ra-sa as per-ti i-tu, Ray! You're ra-sa as-per-ti ku per-ko-sa?"

Until I stopped my words. I feel like the worst person in the world. My wife felt like she was raped by me. Isn't that a very exaggerated expression.

Raya fell silent. He didn't answer me. Makes me more emotionally miserable. I'm disappointed in you too, Ray.

"Ma-af, ka-lau made you ra-sa as per-ko-sa. I-tu pas-ti ra-sa his sa-ngat bu-ruk se-ka-li. A-ku ki-ra pe-nga-la-man per-ta-ma ki-ta i-tu in-dah bu-at ki-ta du-a. His ter-ta cu-ma a-ku who ra-sa-kan sen-di-ri-an se-per-ti o-rang bo-doh. En-tah ka-mu banging-ku a-pa sam-pai ka-mu ti-dak bi-sa me-nik-ma-ti her, ti, ta-pi who je-las ka-mu t-dak per-ca-ya-kan di-ri-mu se-u-tuhnya pa-da-ku, Ray. I-ku ke-ce-wa"

"Fud, that first night was important to me. You took it as you pleased. You treat me as you like. You don't even care how much I'm in pain, do you? You only care about your ego as a man!" the accusation.

I really didn't expect that to be your idea to me, Ray!

"Se-be-ra-pa pen-ting ma-lam per-ta-ma bu-at-mu in-ban-ding'kan hu-bu-ngan per-ni-ka-han ki-ta? His ka-re-na sa-tu ma-lam ka-mu sam-pai terror-ban-kan his ma-lam-ma-lam be-ri-kut? En-tah ba-gi o-rang la-in, ta-pi ba-gi-ku i-tu ha pro-ses nying-kir-kan se-la-put da-ra. Ka-lau sa-at i-tu ka-mu ti-dak pe-ra-wan la-gi, Ray. I-I don't-I'll ri-but-kan i-tu."

I saw Raya for a moment. He's down. She cried.

Ta-pi se-ka-rang li-hatl-ah? A-pa which ka-mu ri-but-right? Ra-sa sa-kit? Se-sa-kit a-pa, Ray? A-pa-kis ki-ra-ki-ra le-bih sa-kit da-ri me-la-hir-kan?I-ku ra-sa! Ka-lau be-gi-tu a-pa-kah i-tu be-rar-ti ka-mu don't want to me-la-hir-kan a-nak-ku? A-nak ki-ta's? Um-mik's Cu-Cu?"

Raya is getting down. He buried his face in the bolted pillow that was now in his arms. He heard her crying.

"You're bi-lang a-ku e-go-is, e-go-is in-ma-na, Ray? A-ku su-dah be-ru-sa-ha ny-nang-kan di-ri-mu se-be-lum me-la-ku-kan. Ta-pi ka-lau ka-mu who do not want to nye-rah-kan di-ri-mu se-u-tuhnya a-ku bi-sa a-pa?"

I began to soften to see him cry as he pleased.

"You're bringing a-ku ro-ta-si to ru-mah sa-kit je-ja-ring right? Ba-ik-ku is a-kan per-gi. I'm a-kan bi-lang pa-da pro-fes-sor be-sook. Se-la-ma bel-um be-rang-kat se-ku ting-gal in ka-mar ko-as ru-mah sa-kit sa-ja."

"Fud, that's not what I meant. I said that I don't want to throw you out" whined Raya.

He with his face will soon tear me down again if I don't get out of here soon. I immediately took out some clothes from inside the closet and stuffed them into my backpack.

Raya got out of bed and approached me. He took the bag from me.

"Don't do this to me, Fud! I never kicked you out. I just want you to be patient a little more until I'm really ready to do it again" he said.

"Your thou shalt thou shalt not me, Ray. Ta-pi a-ku ra-sa ti-dak nya-man with si-tu-a-si i-ni. I-I min-ta pa-da dok-ter Ha-run un-tuk mengi-jin-kan ku ting-gal ber-sa-ma is-tri-ku. A-ku ki-ra ki-ta bi-sa hi-dup la-yak pa-su-tri la-in. Ta-pi ka-mu-bu-at-ku as-per-ti o-rang bo-doh di-si-ni"

"Jude...."

I smiled when I realized something.

"You're se-la-lu mang-gil na-ma-ku. Foud, Mah-fouz.... Bah-kan sa-at ki-ta ha his twos. Ta-pi in de-pan dr. A-li ka-mu mang-gil-ku sa-yang de-ngan gam-pang se-ka-li. You're I-ngin' to build-at her cem-bu-ru, Ray?"

It shakes frustration.

I laugh no less frustrating.

"Ka-lau ka-mu i-ngin built his cem-bu-ru, be-rar-ti ka-mu ma-sih sa-yang pa-da. Ka-lau is be-gi-tu ha-rus by ka-mu no-lu me-ni-kah de-ngan-ku. Ke-na-pa ti-dak m-ni-ngan his de-ma-rin? Di - a ju - ga su - dah du - da. Pan-tas ka-mu nye-sa-li pe-nga-la-man per-ta-ma ki-ta. Mung-kin ka-mu i-ngin di-a a-da in po-si-si-ku wak-tu i-tu?"tanyaku.

A slap landed on my cheek.

"You're talking so outrageous. You think I'm that cheap? If you want to go, just go. But there's no need to insult me like that. How cheap do you think I am to imagine someone else who is not my husband sleeping with me? If you want to go, go there."

You dare to hit your husband now. Yeah, already. I'm just going now.

I put my foot out of the room. Outside we are waiting for Ummik.

He smiled at me. A rational motherhood. Not only can they defend their daughter.

"If you're having a fight, you'd better never leave the house, son!"said.

"Mah-fudz cu-ma to ru-mah sa-kit, Mik. Not to-ma-na-ma-na"

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For two days Mahfudz did not sleep at home. He really left the house. That's a boy, right? He left just because I didn't want to serve him in bed. Meanwhile Ummik wondered why I did not go to work anymore when yesterday I went to the hospital did not want to work.

I just want to find out who sent the carcass. To my surprise, he was Ali, even though he didn't admit it. Where do I think there are criminals who want me? If I wanted to, the prison would be full.

Today Eve came to me at home. He knows I'm on a week's wedding leave.

I asked her to talk in my room but she refused.

"This room has become a very private area with you and Mahfudz, it doesn't feel good to me. Let's talk outside" he asked.

We finally chose the side terrace next to the Ummik fish pond as a place to chat.

"Where, how? Success no?"tanyakanya.

He must still be curious about the continuation of the first night. I wonder why it is so interesting for so many people.

I took my breath deep. Choose not to answer.

"Not yet?"ask her in a frustrated tone.

I sighed with a deep breath while taking the place of the pellets (fish food) from under the chair where we were sitting. I threw some of that fish food into the fish pond.

"Have" I answered briefly.

"Mahfudz go, Wa. He said he'd better sleep in the hospital coas' room."

"Haaa? How can?"pekik Hawa hysterical. "You mean, you guys missed that first night, and he just kept dumping you? That insolent Mahfud!" angry shouting. I closed his mouth so as not to hear Ummik.

"No, Wa! He was angry at me because I refused to do it a second time" I whispered afraid that someone would hear.

I told Eve everything. Actually it's a disgrace. But Eve and I used to exchange stories and share problems.

"I really can't believe I have this little friend! What are you fighting about, Ray? I don't think Mahfudz meant to force you. You are the one who feels compelled to do it. It means you are not sincere in doing it lillahi ta'ala. Which means that the real thing is you. To be honest, Ibrahim also forced me to do it the first time. I think all couples are like that. Must be the aggressive guy first. If nurutin girls continue to be shy and arrogant like you. Yes it will never be MP until lebaran monkey as well"

I grimaced at Eve's talk. The more I feel guilty now.

"Well, Ray did the second time. The hard one is the first time. And you've already passed it. You just need to lie down, if you are afraid to break it. It will also be finished. The pain will not be felt anymore either. You are making this easy so complicated. What the hell are you doing? Well, your life is complicated, ma'am. Poor Mahfudz. Got a wife kok rada-rada oleng like this. So gemes me. Aiss...."

Eve nodded her head thinking about it. I can only grimace now.

\*\*\*\*\*\*

"Next patient, Win!"

I went back to work today. The wedding break I took for 7 days was over.

"Dok, said the patient they're just last turns, Doc!"said Winda.

I clenched my forehead in great wonder. Everywhere people want to quickly want to get the first turn. This is even wanting to get the last turn. There are still many queues.

"Patient pregnant?"my many.

"Daughter, Doc! Maybe he wants promil. Looks like her mother is not pregnant, I want her mother's anamnesa does not want. He said he only wanted an ordinary consul" replied the Prime Minister.

"Oh, yeah. Call the next patient then" I said.

After examining those patients for less than 1.5 hours. Finally, it was the last patient's turn.

"Mother Nelly Susanti" call Winda.

The last patient called was a very young couple. Do they want promil?my thinking. But they are young. Still have plenty of time to have offspring naturally?

"Please sit down, Mom!"

I am graciously inviting. Although he is much younger. I still have to call her mother like to other patients.

Both sit. Look at each other for a moment.

"Well, can we just talk to each other all three?" ask husband.

I glanced to my left right in wonder. But then I understood that this couple wanted to consult something very personal with me. That's why I got the koas and akbid kids out first.

"Win, take the kids out first. His mother's father wants a very personal consultation, right sir, Mom?" ask the patient in front of me. They nodded.

Winda then left the room with the other children so that this room became quiet there were only the three of us with patients.

"So, what's the matter, sir, Mom?"my many.

"Look, Doc! We want a consultation."

"Hmmm....Good. What do you want to consult?" I am in a position ready to listen.

"My wife and I just got married 2 months ago, Doctor."

Ooo, the newlyweds thought to me.

"Doctors know themselves, the activities carried out after the wedding. Must be donk's first night, Doc! The doctor is also a newlywed, right? Must understand donk. That's why we're here. Hear dr. It's a wedding, we know from a friend who works here, Doc! We've planned consul's intention to see a doctor but a new doctor came in today. The doctor as dr. Obgyn let alone newlyweds must understand the problem of a new married relationship, right, Doc?"

Crick..krik....

Where does this talk go? I'm getting restless.

"Then, where's the problem?" ask me to the point.

"The problem since doing the first couple relationship, my wife to this day does not want me to take it so much, Doc! It's been 2 months, Doc! Imagine. I love my wife, Doc! I don't want a divorce. That's why I want a consultation to get the solution from the doctor" said her husband.

I can't help hearing it. This is what I experienced. I have to be a professional as a doctor.

"Why don't you want to, Mom?" I asked Ms. Nelly.

"I'm afraid to do it again, Doc! I'm traumatized. My husband did it the first time he was impatient, he was in a hurry. It was very painful, physical pain and my feelings as well"

I stroked Ms. Nelly's hand on the table as if to give her strength. I feel what you feel, Mom, I said in my heart.

"I'm not impatient, Doc! We've delayed it for days still he didn't dare to do it. I have to take the initiative to do it. Although it had to be a little pushy" Her husband was now defending himself.

Well, this is exactly what I'm experiencing right now. What should I tell them, huh? Something that is wise and can provide solutions to them.

"Mother Nelly, I understand the feelings of Mother who wants to have a beautiful first night as often imagined as a girl. All girls want a beautiful first night. But not just because the first night so ruin a lot of the next nights. Mum is married for two months, just because one night more than 50 lost nights passed without any impression. Do you want to waste a lot of time like this with your husband?"

Please deh Raya, you are so wise. You are so to Mahfudz, my scolding is in my heart.

Nelly's mother shook her head. Head lowered.

"We'll change Mom's mindset first. We make it easy and simple. The first night's procession of releasing virginity was just the process of getting rid of the hymen, Mom! Think so simple. Like it's a product, it's just a seal to guarantee the quality in it. But still more important, ma'am? Maybe the way you unseal it is a bit harsh, forgive him. What matters is that you have gone through that process. Enjoy the good times of the newlyweds. Give your husband a chance to do it again, so he can do his best" I said wisely.

In my heart I grimaced, how easily I advised others but I myself dzolim to my husband. I even quote his words.

"And for you, if you do it again. Please do it more patiently. Set a schedule so you can be alone. Do it with feeling. Enough foreplay so that the mother feels comfortable and lubricated better. After that, the penetration process can be done. Hopefully it will not hurt in his mother so it will not leave the trauma again" I said.

This couple nodded and ended his consultation with a relieved heart.

I am also relieved that this consultation session gave me a bit of wisdom as well on my difficulties and problems.

I need to call Mahfud. I have to apologize and start fixing this from the beginning.

I took my phone and sent a message to Mahfudz.

[Darling, are you still mad at me?]

[Go home, yuk? Ummik kangen as his son-in-law]

Mahfudz read it but did not reply.

I let out a breath. He seems to be very angry with me.

[Darling, it turns out I'm the one who misses, how about donk?"

I saw my chat blue tick again, but still just read doank.

[Honey]

[Sorry, baby]

[Honey]

[Yamaaaaaaang]

[I'll keep sending you affectionate messages if you don't want to reply to my chat]

Old new chatku reply.

[Not to say, baby, it's just a bullshit doank]

I smile. My dear Mahfudz, again. The sweetness....

[I said baby because I really love you, I swear! Baikan yukk 😘]

[No!]

[Come on, better baby. I miss my husband]

[Yanks.... I love you]

[Sadly.].

Mahfud did not reply again.

Hadeh, it turns out that it is difficult to persuade people who are lashing out. Now I understand how patient Mahfudz has been with me.