I Love You Dr. Chicanery

Disillusioned

A yellow flag of mourning has been put on display at Professor Ayyub's residence. I parked my car in front of his neighbor's house. The number of mourners is not too much because Tya came home only a few hours ago.

I let go of my high heels and went inside the house. In the main room had exposed Tya's body. Surrounded by people who read Yasin. My fellow hospital friends don't seem to be here yet.

Next to Tya was her mother and father. I immediately approached them and expressed regret and condolences with tears. My mother hugged me.

"Prof..." I approached Professor Ayyub who was sitting in the corner holding his prayer beads. Eyes closed.

Professor Ayyub opened his eyes, and there were eyes on the face.

"Eh, you, son.."

I'm nodding. Tears hanging in my eyes. I can't say I have patience with him. I was the cause of Tya's death. How could I possibly have been patient with him.

"I'm sorry, Prof... It's all my fault"

Professor Ayyub unexpectedly hugged me. Although I was a bit uncomfortable being hugged by someone who was not my muhrim, but I tried to understand him. Professor Ayyub is like a father to me.

Professor let go of his embrace. "Whatever was wrong to you, please forgive him Raya, so that the path is calm in nature there"

I'm nodding. I wiped my tears.

I'm looking for dr. Ali with my eyes. But I couldn't find it.

"Maybe he's in the back, just look for him" said Professor as if he understood what I was looking for.

I stood up and approached Tya's parents again, asking them where dr. Ali. I want to see him for a minute and go home.

Tya's mother immediately told someone to call Ali in her room. I waited patiently. Until finally Ali went down to lead his eldest child and held his baby who was still less than two weeks old.

Ali looked at me coldly.

"Why did you come here?"tanyanya cynic.

"Original..."

"Ali???!!! Call me dr. Ali, that's what you always say? Don't call me Raya, call me dr. The kingdom!!! That's what you always say, right? Then why are you calling me Ali now? You want to get along with me? Or want to erase your guilt from me??Ahhaha..."

I'm speechless. His father Tya began to rebuke his daughter-in-law's behavior. While his mother Tya took his granddaughter from Ali's sling.

"Ali you this is nothing?"reprimand his father Tya.

"Just in a minute, Pah! Let me talk to dr. This is it." said Ali, ignoring his reprimand. Even Professor Ayyub was stunned to see the behavior of his son-in-law's granddaughter.

"So you came here to do dr. Raya?Wanna say some condolences?Tell us to be patient? Or do you want to laugh at my suffering now, right?!!!"snapped it.

"Toddle... Whatchu mean? I came here only to mourn and sincerely want to express my condolences. Am I wrong?"my many.

"Obviously you are wrong!!!You killed Tya! Tya should still be with us. But now he's lying there. Lookie!!Look!!" he screamed while crying tears.

I also cry.

"I'm sorry, too, Li. But at that time I had no other choice, all actions were very risky to do.." My tears can no longer be weathered.

Everyone looked at us, some tried to calm Ali down but he ignored her. At the same time a group of doctors and nurses from Siaga Medika hospital arrived to serve. They were surprised I was already in Ali's place.

"You can refer it to another hospital, or wait for OK to empty, or you can take SC action in another room. Why did you leave him in such a dire situation until he died?Whyaa?!!!!!Why?!!"his yell.

"If I could do that I would, Li" I said sadly. "At that time the opening was near perfect, there was no chance to refer to another hospital. You know where I can do SC in a room that is not sterile, there is no adequate equipment too, all the tools are in OK, you yourself were in OK at that time"

Ali paused for a moment before deciding to speak again, "You see?These kids lost their mother because of you! They still need their mother but you take away their happiness forever. Do you hate that much for Tya? You hate that much of me??"

I'm shaking. And looked at the two children of Tya and Ali.

"Don't lie to you!!! I heard a story from the nurse, before Tya had any signs of giving birth you kicked her out when she just wanted control with you. You hate him so much that you forget to put your own feelings aside with your duty as a doctor. Why are you so cruel?!"

"I'm really sorry, Ali... I was wrong about that... But I have no intention of harming Tya. I could swear it"

"Tya never hated you Raya, she admired you. Without you knowing he named his son Rayhan and Arraya, that he took from your name, you know that?"

I'm shaking. My tears are falling more and more.

"Today you made Rayhan and my Rayak an orphan. Can you account for that?? Can you bring back their dead mother???"

"Ali.." scolded the Professor who had just been listening.

"See, Mom, I'll finish this for a second." Ali called the professor with the call of grandfather when he was at home.

I sobbed with Ali's very rude attitude towards me. Yesterday at the hospital, he was fine with me. I feel alien in this place. I feel charged and tried in a place I don't recognize. I am also ashamed of my other doctors.

"I heard before Tya died, he asked you for something, he had something to say to you. Even to me, he left no will except to take good care of the children until they grew up.But you rejected him right away, right?"

I'm nodding. I sobbed.

"Mom, Papah, Grandpa, you all here know what the will is, Tya?"

Tya's father and mother looked at each other and shook their heads. While the Professor just sighed. It seems that he knew the will of Tya that was meant by Ali.

"It seems like grandfather also knows what Tya's will is, why did Grandpa just shut up?"

The professor sighed, "It's not yet time for us to discuss that, son! Your wife's body hasn't even been buried. How can we talk about that now, already... Just cut it out first. Let's focus on Tya's funeral first."

Ali ignored Professor Ayyub's words and kept talking to me.

"Yes, asking you to marry me and look after the children like your own, why don't you? You refused Tya's request raw. You hate that much of me?"

"Why can't it?Shouldn't you be in charge of replacing Tya as the mother of these children??? Why not want to?"

"Ali..!!"scold the professor again. This time with a loud tone.

"Why, Cake? I'm saying something wrong? Raya hates me because I married Tya. Why don't you tell me that 5 years ago my grandfather asked me to marry Tya and leave Raya?Why Cake? Let him hate me more. Just say!!!"

Haah??Why would the professor ask Ali to leave me for Tya? I looked at Professor Ayyub who felt guilty towards me.

"You will never grant Tya's will until any time. Aye right? Get the fuck out of here. I will never forgive you until now" he said as he approached his wife's body. He fell there and cried.

I wiped my tears and got up from my seat. Without saying goodbye, I wearyly left from there. Even I can no longer say hello to friends from the hospital who come to the end.

 

 

Pov Mahfudz

I've been at obgyn's station for 3 weeks. I love the suffering I have been through, but there is a lot of knowledge I have. But the most impressive thing for me is everything related to dr. Raya. Actually, it's not every day I meet him. But every time I meet I feel my heart pounding. Is this what you call falling in love? Why should I go with dr. Raya? The craziest thing I've ever done in my life is get her married. Hahaha.why doesn't he know me. I've never even proposed to any girl.

Some time ago when we were in poly obgyn, he called a man who seemed to be his girlfriend. I'm jealous donk. But my heart turned happy upon hearing in their vidio call, the man broke off his relationship with her. When other friends feel sorry for him. I'm the only one who feels flowers. Ah... I'm sorry, Doctor, if your wounds become happy for me.

"Mahfud..."

Dr. Sherly handed me a bottle of cold instant coffee. Dr. Sherly is the obgyn resident's doctor here.

"Wednesday night, you don't have a watch schedule, do you?"tanyakanya.

Oh, how did he know? I'm shaking.

"We go yuk, Fud!"bring him.

I-i refused. I typed on my phone.

["I don't have a watch schedule, but I want to finish translating the journal"]

"I help you translate, how do we work at my kost?"take her."You can also catch it"whisper it near my ear.

She unhappily rested her head on my arm and hugged me from behind.

"Doc.."

I began to get angry and tried to get away from dr. Sheryl.

"Fud, what the hell are you doing? Very expensive selling? Though everyone knows, your scandal is the same dr. Raya. From the same dr. Mending is the same as me. I've loved you for a long time, Fud. If you are expecting dr. Raya is just a dream. You don't know, if dr. Raya is not married until now because she is still in love dr. Ali's? He is also very selective in choosing his partner. And now that Bu Tya is dead, it must be dr. Ali and dr. It'll be a relationship again, what do you want to expect, Fud?"

I was shocked to hear the words of dr. Sherly and pushed him to his feet.

"Ma-af, doc!"

I left dr. Sherly who looks riled up and embarrassed at my refusal.

I hurried to leave him feeling uncertain. I've heard the news of Ms. Tya's passing, but I never thought that dr. Raya and dr. Ali might just reverse it.

I searched for the whereabouts of dr. Raya. Where is he now? Did he go to worship?

I ran to the poly, there I asked Winda, his assistant dr. Raya, is dr. Entering today. By Winda answered in, but maybe late because dr. Raya is still at professor Ayyub's house.

Ahh, it turns out that he was right there. After getting the information I went to the parking lot waiting for the arrival of dr. Raya. I don't know what I'm doing this for, I don't know what I'm going to say if he asks me why I'm waiting for him. Today I have no schedule in poly. Today I should have been guarding in the ward. I am still happy to meet dr. Sheryl.

Almost half an hour I waited, until I saw dr. Go into the parking lot. He got out of the car with a very haggard and lethargic face, his eyes puffy.

I followed him from behind without him knowing. I thought he was going straight to the poly but it turns out he went up the stairs and went up to the fourth floor to the roof.

On the roof he stood for a long time, seen several times he was like wiping his tears and sounding sobbing.

Now I'm starting to understand one habit, if anything makes him sad he'll go up on the roof here.

I decided to walk up to him. The sound of my shoes may have been heard by him until he looked back. His eyes are really puffy.

"Fud.."a few minutes in silence he finally made a sound too.

"Well, doc?"

He took a deep breath.

"May I take care of your words yesterday?"

Hmmmm? I looked at him. He didn't look back at me.

"You said you wanted to marry me. Let's get married, Fud!"

Haaah?? I bengong. I saw his face. No joking expression there.

"Dok.." I felt like I wanted to wake her up.

"I want to get married, Fud. With anyone it's okay not with him."

I'm disappointed to hear that.