I Love You Dr. Chicanery

Love First View

Pov Fuad's

[I chose Mahfudz not because I was smart. But because I love her. Learn to love someone, maybe you'll understand my incomprehension]

The words of the Kingdom were again ringing in my ears. I feel like a fool now. That ingenuity finally brought me back home to Andra's Om's boarding house.I hope this is only because of my pity for Ayuni. Yeah, just pity. This was not because of the love and incomprehension my sister-in-law meant at that time.

Oh, myGod .... How could I love Ayuni? The woman who had been touched by the other man many times and was even now pregnant with the boy. Agh!!!! I can't love her, right? Yes, yes, yes .... That's not possible. I even got to know Ayuni a few days ago. It's too early to say I love him. Even the Nirmala I've been dating since a year ago, I'm not sure I love her. Yeah, that's impossible!

For a moment I remembered that kiss. It was a warm kiss and made me feel comfortable. And just remembering it makes me flutter. And made me fantasize wildly at his invitation just now. What say? He gave up his whole life for me? Even his body?

Shit!!! My name is in my heart. What do you think Fuad is crazy!

Mahfudz was much more fortunate to have Raya as his wife. But with Ayuni, introducing her as a friend to mama I wouldn't dare. Especially as someone more serious. I didn't even dare to bring Nirmala to Mama just because Nirmala's hair was dyed reddish-brown. Mama doesn't like people with colored hair because she says she's like a bad person. Even I am sure if Raya is not a doctor, Mama would be reluctant to have a daughter-in-law who is older than her child's age. Mama's got a pretty high standard for accepting someone as a potential daughter-in-law.

And what is this? Why am I even thinking of a daughter-in-law for Mama. Oh, God, this is so fucked up. Yes, it's not too late, I need to get away from this matter as soon as possible. I who was at the door of the boarding house broke my intention to go inside. I had gotten on my bike again, when I paused my intention again to leave. I went back to the hostel.

When I opened the room, it was locked from the inside. I slowly pushed the door.

"Ayuni!" call me.

There is no answer from within. I was worried, did he do anything dangerous in there?

"August .... Unlock door. Let's talk good!"

I was planning on banging on the door of the room even harder if Ayuni did not open the door immediately. His face looks dirty and wrinkled. Her hair is ruffled. But I'm grateful he's wearing his shirt now. The negligent shirt I bought some because she ran away did not carry any clothes at all.

"August ...." I pulled his hand. "Let's talk about this well."

He brushed my hand. This is exactly like the scene of someone in the movies who is sulking at his lover. And damn why do I feel like I need to persuade her?

Ayuni took the brown envelope Raya gave me as a loan.

"Please return it to dr. Raya. And you go home!"

I'm sighing. Looks like he really snatched at me.

"And you?" many hearts.

"I'm going back home" the reply sounded.

I'm shocked.

"Which house do you mean? Waridi's House?!!!" I almost screamed.

He's nodding.

"Just this way all this trouble and chaos will be finished. I made a lot of noise. At the hospital dr. It's uncomfortable to be watched by the police and now you're a fugitive. All because of me. I will go home and beg Waridi for forgiveness to no longer trouble you. He will forgive me of course" he said resignedly.

And she was in tears again.

"He will forgive you and what? He's gonna torture you again? Rape again. You're going crazy? Then why for these few days have I been with you and even left the house, not contacted my mother? You want to make my sacrifice go to waste?"

"Yes, I'm crazy! I should never have thought of running away from that house! Meeting you made me wish you big. Until I forgot Waridi was the only man in my life!"

"You can expect big from me! But please don't expect a relationship more like last night, Ayuni. I will help you and try to think how to get you out of this. But please think straight!" the bujukku.

"Slow ..." he said to confuse me. "I don't just want that kind of relationship, I guess. I think .... I love you, Fuad ...."

His words made me stifle.

"You're not clear-minded, Ayuni. We've only known him for a few days. You love me that's impossible ...."

".... Why is it impossible?" as usual. "You believe in love at first sight. That's how I feel."

"It's not love, Ayuni. You may only feel overwhelmed when you need someone, I am suddenly present at that moment. Don't be selfish just thinking about your own feelings." I said frustratedly.

Ayuni looked at me, "I'm not selfish, Fuad! That's why I told you to get out of my life before it was too late. After this I hope we will never see each other again" he said, bowing his head.

I'm really frustrated with this. I'll go to the door and lock it. Undressing me until I'm bare-chested.

"Well, I don't know how to persuade you not to go back to Waridi's place. Is sleeping with me enough to wipe that bastard out of your life? Does that erase your desperation, that Waridi wasn't the only one who touched you? That enough?" I said almost yelling.

Ayuni did not answer. He wiped his tears and turned his face away. I approached her, pulling her body into my arms. Kiss her and put my hands behind the shirt on her back. I opened the bra she was wearing. It felt like her belly was touching my stomach. Actually, the stomach is not too big for a 7-month pregnant woman. But still it felt prominent and hard. Makes me realize again that this is not the right thing to do. I'm not that bad guy to do something immoral like this, am I? If Mama finds out I did this with a pregnant woman who was impregnated by the deputy mayor of Waridi, maybe Mama would kill me with her own hands.

I let go of my kiss and backed off to sit in bed.

"I really can't do this, Ayuni! You know, it's not because I'm disgusted at you. But this goes against my conscience. My mother never taught me to do such immoral things. Please don't ask me to be a depraved person like Waridi" I said as I rubbed my face. I really stress about this.

Ayuni nodded and smiled knots at me. What a beautiful paras. If she was one of the students at my college, I could guarantee that she was one of the targets for me to make my girlfriend. Unfortunately, the way of life brings us together like this.

"Alright, I understand," he said, looking down.

Now he's trying to hook the button that I opened earlier to the back. He seemed to have trouble doing it, so I stood back up and helped him button the hook again in a position to hug him.

His face flushed as I did that. Is that a romantic thing? I even kissed her earlier but she doesn't look that shy.

"Go home ..." tell her in a quiet voice.

"Where to? I know Mama must have known the news that I'm taking you on the run. You think I can go home that easy?"

"I'm sorry, I'll explain later if you never take me, after I get back home of course" he said flatly.

God, I really don't believe this. Ayuni is quite stubborn.

"You still want to go home? To the house of the goddamn guy?" many angry.

Ayuni nodded. "Only in this way will all be finished."

I kissed her again violently. What exactly do you want this girl? Until yesterday he was still fine even this morning we were still like a friend, but since talking about Mahfudz and Raya's love affair, he became melancholy like this. And stupidly I was caught up in the flow of his senseless feelings.

"Ka-u don't you dare say you're going back to that house" I said with a breath. "And speaking of feelings, can we postpone that until at least Waridi's problem is over and you give birth?"

Ayuni looked at me astonished not to understand I mean still with a dull breath.

"You said you loved me, right? And you want to give your whole life to me, too? Nothing in this world is easy to find. Including love.If you love someone, you have to make him love you back. In a reasonable way, of course. And just so you know I don't like slap girls."

"Ma-he means?" tanya Ayuni was nervous.

I didn't answer but to pick up my shirt that was lying on the floor and put it on.

"Think of it yourself!" I said pissed.

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Pov Mahfudz

It has been 3 weeks that Fuad escaped the adopted son of the deputy mayor of Waridi. To be honest this really makes me dizzy, even though I was declared the police are no longer involved on Mama's bail, but the fact that seeing Mama is very stressed with this situation makes me participate in stress.

In addition, I also found out that Raya was involved in hiding Fuad. I had already asked the coed student Raya if the pregnant woman I saw with her back then was Ayuni. He could not dodge it anymore and admitted that Raya told him to make sure Ayuni was out of the hospital safely and without being caught by the police. I would love to scold Raya but I can't make her more stressed. I don't want that to affect her pregnancy. So I just asked Tika to pretend like I didn't know anything. Not to mention I found his ATM withdrawal slip of 15 million. I knew he didn't need that much money for anything at the time. Did he give it to Fuad?

I also finished my koas at the internal station. Ali, he gave me a B which means I graduated at the interna station. It wasn't bad at all, even though he was very upsetting and said that he gave me that value just so Raya wouldn't stress because he gave me a bad grade. Oh, my God, he's a stress consultant.

For the next three days I had no activities. Because I no longer koas in the interna, then I no longer go to the hospital other than to take Raya. But tomorrow I still have some free time before the announcement of the placement of the new station issued by the FK and it happens that tomorrow Raya is also off working at the hospital. I want to spoil him sometimes. My heart ached when Ali said I wasn't paying attention to my wife and my future son.

"Ba-ngun, sa-yang!"

I woke Raya up for dawn prayers. Raya squirms and increasingly pulls the bed cover rolling her body.

"Hmmm .... Mommy's off today, Dad ...."

Duuuh, look at him deliberately using the call of your father with his spoiled voice to make me melt.

I pulled the blanket and turned off Ac. Raya fumbled at the blanket and wanted to pull it again to cover her cold feet. But I didn't give it to him.

"City ....!!!" I said to pull his hand until he sat down. "Bun-da mang li-bur ha-ri i-ni, ta-pi ke-wa-ji-ban not sho-lat a-da li-bur, Bun-da can-tik ...."

Raya whining. "I feel cold, baby. I can pray at dawn if I don't take a junub bath. You also do not let me take off from work even last night" he lamented.

I chuckle, it's because of me, too. Every night wanted it without thinking about the difficulty of bathing every dawn. With the condition of young pregnancy and hormonal changes it is natural that Raya feels cold if she has to shower and shampoo at dawn.

"As-tagh-fi-rul-lah, ja-di ka-mu ha-ma ha-mil i-ni no sho-lat su-buh?" I was surprised, because usually all this time I always leave before dawn to the hospital.

"Yes, pray dawn! Ummik boiled water for my warm bath every morning. You know that his son-in-law is hyper. So take warm water for my bath every dawn, you know ..." scolding.

Astaghfirullah Ummik, I became a lot of urmic ngerepotin.

"Hy-per?" I pinched Raya's cheek in an anxious manner. "OKs. I-I-kan re-bus a-ir un'tuk man-in-you. Na-mun se-be-lum his a-ir m-di-dih a-kan ku-tun-juk-kan pa-da-mu a-pa i-tu hy-per!"

"Again, Dad! No, Mother does not want. Mother was just kidding ...." Raya followed me to the kitchen.

He wouldn't wait in the room for fear of me proving my words. I was just kidding.

"Pa-kai pan-ci be-sar a-ja ah, his bi-ar a-ir meng-di-dihnya la-ma!" godaku's.

"Dad, Mommy, you're just kidding!" annoyed screams.

"Be-ne-ran ju-ga is not a-pa-a-pa! A-well ju-ga se-nang, really!" I said I was getting more fun teasing him.

"That's right, Ayaah ....!" his screams.

"Daaa-ba!" my reply doesn't care.

"Additional .... Same father Mother in the morning already noisy, deh. Make Grandma wake up too, right?" woe Ummik suddenly arrived nongol just like that in the kitchen.

"Um- mic ...."

Adu duh, just look at Ummiknya he was embarrassed so. My wife is a rada-rada gemesin. At other times he likes to be embarrassed like this, but at other times he can be embarrassed. If I remember the moment when I snatched at him and he persuaded me to go home. At the time, he was completely shameless. He took me in, called me dear and even said I love you to me in front of a lot of people. A unique wife indeed.

"Udah adzan hasn't, huh? Pray together, yuk! Mahfudz exists, so the priesthood of Ummik and Raya was, yes!" ummik said persuading me.

Ummik is indeed the best. He was never bothered by my lack of speech.

I'm nodding.

"Raya hasn't taken a shower, Mik!" word Raya. "Not even Adzan yet, really!"

"Unfortunately."

Ummik seems to understand that Raya has not been able to pray at dawn because Raya has to take a tub first. Ah, this is embarrassing considering Ummik who always prepares hot water for the Kingdom of Junub bath every dawn.

"Honey, please see the water is hot yet. Later to hunt adzan," said Raya.

After the morning prayers congregated with Ummik, I also invited Raya to the morning streets in the park even though she was actually a bit lazy. Apparently there are many pregnant women accompanied by her husband for the morning walk. And it seems I should take her more often like this.

Coming home from the morning road, Raya seemed impatient to want to lie down in the room. He seems to be easily exhausted. I took the initiative to massage his legs. Although initially refused, because I forced him finally wanted me to massage his legs.

"Don't su-dah bi-lang. Bun-da ja-ngan ter-la-lu ke-ca-pe-an his ker-ja. Se-ka-rang li-hat right? Cu-ma ja-lan-ja-lan se-di-kit aj-a lang-sung ke-ca-pe-an," my tirade.

Raya smiled. "Mother so because it's already a work demand. You understand Mother, don't you, honey? Dad never knew Mother."

Raya stroked her stomach. And I also took that shirt off. Although the pregnancy is not yet large but her stomach has begun to look a little distended and hardened. I kissed Raya's still-little belly.

I spoke to the stomach as if the baby could hear and understand what we were saying. While I hold Raya's hand.

"Don't-nger-ti-in Bun-da, really! A-yah no ma-u ka-mu and Bun-da ca-pek. Ka-re-na i-tu se-be-nar by A-yah pe-ngen Bun-da in ru-mah a-ja du-lu, sam-pai ka-mu ke-lu-ar da-ri pe-rut Bun-da. Ki-ra-ki-ra Bun-da ma-u isn't ya ber-hen-ti ker-ja se-men-ta-ra?"

Raya, as I thought, immediately gave an unhappy response. He immediately pulled out his hand that I was holding. His eyes stared straight at me.