I Love You Dr. Chicanery

Still Birth's

Pov Raya

The car that took me finally stopped.

"Sa-bar, sa-yang. I-I jem-put gurney du-lu un-tuk-mu."

The darling? You said I couldn't call you darling ....

Mahfudz left me alone in this car. Maybe we're in front of IGD right now. Maybe he's asking the nurse to help me move in.

Sure enough, Mahfudz soon returned with a nurse whom I recognized in his face. Fahmi, Hamid, and .... I can't remember the name of the other nurse.

"Astaghfirullah, doctor! Dr. Kingdom!" fahmi's screams are hysterical with my condition.

It's very painful. It was like my stomach and lower body were squeezing and crushing it. Not only that my stomach also feels heartburn. Is this what contraction says? Yes, God saved my baby. You have to be strong, baby, for mother's sake. If you are strong, you will be strong too.

"Doctor, hangin. The doctor will be fine" Fahmi said.

He seemed to want to cry seeing my condition that even seemed to breathe was difficult. We are like sisters in this hospital. Years of working together have made us like brothers.

Mahfudz and Fahmi helped me sit in the car seat and slowly pulled my body up near the car door, then the three of them lifted my body into the gurney and pushed it to the IGD. Everyone in the IGD was also very panicked about my situation.

"Gus, call dr. The gayatri! Now Gus. Tell me it's CITO!" shouted dr. Mila to Agus.

It still hurts, it hurts a lot. Oh God, please just blow me up, make me unconscious! Contractions that I think are getting worse. And now I can feel, the pregnant dress I wore for my monthly 7th show on the bottom was wet and sticky with blood. What happened, why is this much bleeding? Is this solutio placenta?

Dr. Mila and the nurse immediately gave me first aid and did not forget to give me oxygen aids. Not long after dr. Samuel came to check on me.

"Why did this happen to Raya?" ask dr. Samuel to Mahfudz who was still standing frantically accompanied me.

"Di-a is lying in tang-ga" replied Mahfudz slowly.

"How can you allow her to go up and down the stairs in this pregnant condition?" dr. Samuel was heard blaming Mahfudz. "This shouldn't happen."

I glanced at Mahfudz. He looks down while nodding. A guilty look on his face.

"OKs. Let's check first," said dr. Samuel asked for a fetal doppler to one of the midwives.

The midwife was about to reveal my clothes that had been replaced with patient clothes. But I refused. Dr. Samuel is not my muhrim. Mahfudz was already very angry because of my problems because he could not keep my honor with Ali who opened my muhrim. What if later he gets angry again because I checked dr. Samuel's?

"Dr. Gayatri ..." I whispered. But I'm sure they have no trouble hearing it.

"Dr. Gayatri there's still action, Ray. We need to check your fetal heartbeat first. Only then do we know how severe your current condition is," said dr. Samuel.

I was about to refuse inspection, but Mahfudz forced me.

"Your i-tu a-pa-a-pa-an, Ray. Bi-ar-kan. Sa-m-uel!" tell it.

I can't refuse any more, if it's Mahfudz who told me to. Dr. Samuel with the help of the midwife checked my fetal heartbeat with a fetal doppler. I heard a slow weak heartbeat and faintly sounded. I want to cry hearing it.

Yes, God can my baby still survive?

Dr. Samuel took a deep breath and exhaled it slowly.

"We need another ultrasound to see the cause of the bleeding. We'll wait a minute for the shortness of breath to improve, maybe you'll need to do surgery for a second, Ray! Although the chances of her fetus surviving are small. But you have to stay strong."

I'm shaking. I can't be strong until my son is anything. I'm just a mother, God.

After the USG, dr. Samuel invited Mahfudz to speak outside. And I can guess what they'll talk about.

The arrival of Ummik, Mama and Nadya made me cry even more so. Ummik hugged me. He saw the tears he was holding hanging on his catan petals.

"Not what. It's okay, son. It's gonna be okay. You and Ummik's grandson will be fine. Many pray to God, Ray ...."

My tears flooded even more when I heard Ummik's words. Ummik does not know, if his desire to have his grandson is soon only hope.

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Fuad Pov's

Goddamnit! So fast he ran, I mean in my heart.

The bastard managed to escape after he managed to push Raya to fall from the top of the stairs to the bottom, how is the state of the Kingdom?

I immediately catch my breath from chasing each other with that jerk guy. Now I'm at the market and I'm losing track of him. I took my phone and I'm gonna call Mahfudz. But I thought I better not call him. He must be busy taking care of his wife right now. I better call Ayuni. Maybe they already know?

"Where are Ummik and Mama? Did you know Raya fell down the stairs. Maybe now Mahfudz has taken him to the hospital" I said.

"Yes, Ummik, Mama and Nadya have left for the hospital. I wanted to come, but not allowed to be with Ummik because there is Grace. And the events at home were also forced to disband. I'm sad that Kak Raya has to experience this at her 7-monthly event." said Ayuni sounding sobbing.

I was so full of hearing his stuffing. Maybe she's holding back her tears right now. If I were there I would wipe away those tears.

"Pray well, baby. Hopefully Kak Raya is okay. About the event is easy later if his health recovers again, we can make another 7-month event for him," entertain me.

A moment Ayuni fell silent before she finally asked again.

"Where are you? Why don't you go to the hospital?"

"Hmmm ...." I don't want to explain that I'm chasing after that guy******, because Ayuni will definitely be worried about that.

"I had a little business with the hotel administration, baby."

"How serious? Can't that guy?"

"He ran away." I said annoyed.

"How is Tiwi?"

Oh, that's right. The tiwi girl the source of the commotion seemed to still be in the hotel. Hopefully there are still. Who knows, I can draw evidence from him where he lives.

"Darling, I turn it off, yeah! I love you."

Soon I ran back to the hotel Sekar. Sure enough, Raya and Mahfudz are no longer there. From the description of the hotel employee, Raya has been taken by her husband to the hospital. And Tiwi's son who's chek-in with someone similar to me and Mahfudz has been gone since. Ahhh, fuck.

"Mas, the triplets were the same brother?" ask the house keeping officer who drove us earlier.

I suddenly thought of nodding.

"Yes, we're a triplet. Sorry for making such a fuss here, Mom. But we were just as angry about his behavior. He was dating a minor, and was taken to a hotel like this. It made our family angry" I answered lying.

The man who works as a house keeping asked for something at the hotel receptionist.

"Could you please return this, to Mr. Anton," he said, handing over a ID card and a mobile phone. "KTP is a guarantee to stay here. Her phone was left in the room earlier. Her boyfriend checked out. Who knows if Anton isn't here anymore."

I was happy to receive the ID card and the phone. There must be something stored on this phone. And this ID card, I noticed the photo listed there. This photo is not very similar to me and Mahfudz, but why does the original look so similar to us?

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POVs Mahfudz

Oxygen aids in Raya have been removed when dr. Gayatri comes in the afternoon.

"Yes, why did this happen?"

Raya.

"Say dr. Samuel you don't want to be SC."

Raya shook her head, "Free, doctor! My son I know still can't be saved, right? I just want to give birth to her normally. I want to finish my pregnancy as a mother."

"Relance ...." Dr. Gayatri hugged Raya.

A blue atmosphere enveloped this room.

"You ready?" ask dr. Gayatri in between her sobs.

"Is there a mother who is ready to lose her child, Doctor?" tanya Raya pilu's.

"Raya and the baby will be fine, won't the Doctor?" ummik asked anxiously at the conversation between dr. Gayatri and Raya.

"We'll find out soon enough, Mik," replied dr. Gayathri.

I breathed heavily, feeling heavy. Dr. Samuel has already explained to me the results of the USG how severe the injury that Raya experienced in the womb. The fetal placenta has even detached from the uterine wall. That's what caused him to bleed. In addition, the position of the fall that is facedown let alone fall from the top floor to the bottom of the child is very influential on the safety of the mother and fetus. The fetus when brought here still has a weak heart rate, but said dr. Samuel's chances for the fetus to survive are very small, even if it survives until birth is very likely, the baby will still die after delivery, not to mention the risk of defects that will have. It makes me sad. God, I really wanted that baby. He is the fruit of my love and the Kingdom.

Without my tears, I imagined what would happen in the next few hours. Whatever it is, I will be sincere. Now I just want to focus on the safety of the Kingdom. It should be fine and heal as it is. About the baby we can try again at another time. But if I have to lose Raya, I really can't.

My eyes were now fixed when dr. Gayatri checked Raya back. He placed the fetal doppler in the belly of the Kingdom. And even though it has moved the tool several times there is no sound of fetal heartbeat at all.

Dr. Gayatri examined Raya's heartbeat and stomach again with a stethoscope. Before he finally closed his eyes and took his breath away slowly.

"Still birth ..." he said softly. "Please prepare VK" he told a midwife who had been with him.

Still birth is the term of birth with the condition of the deceased fetus. This is different from a miscarriage. It is said to miscarry if the gestational age is 20 weeks and below and still birth if the gestational age has reached 20 weeks and above.

The kingdom that heard it could not hold back its cries. I've never seen him cry until he roared like this.

"Huuuu .... Why are you staying Mother, son!!! Mother has not been able to show that mother loves you. Mother has not been able to buy anything for you. Mother has not had time to know you the same grandmother ... huuuu .... Grandma will be angry with mother because she can not take care of you Naaak ..." lamented Kingdom, making my heart wistful to hear it..

"Raya, Istighfar, son!" Ummik approached Raya and hugged her.

"Acclio .... You cannot take care of Grandchild. Huuu .... What kind of mother is this, Mik?!!!" sobbing.

Ummik increasingly tightly embraced Raya.

"Raya is the best mom, son! It's just that God loves him more than we want him. Later he will be a savior for his father in the afterlife later, Ray declared. It's okay, son. Ummik can wait to have a grandchild next time."

After the blue sedu sedan, the time came for Raya to give birth to the fetus through vaginal delivery or normal labor. Because the opening did not also progress despite having felt contractions many times finally dr. Gayatri decided to perform an induction action to remove her fetus.

I really can't say anything more when Raya looks in pain during the labor process.

"Come, Yeah. You can, baby. Mother Kingdom can definitely take out her dedek."

Dr. Gayatri looks very trying to encourage Raya. While Raya looks very dependent on Ummik accompanying her on her right side. He tends to lean more toward Ummik than toward me. Even as I clasped his hand to give him strength. Raya seemed to pull my hand away and reject me. He seems to be very angry and disappointed in me. Because I tried to leave him at that hotel, not looking after him, not even paying attention to him chasing me. Therefore he fell and this ill-fated accident took the child in his birth. It was my fault. It was his fault for betraying me with dr. Ali is worth the loss of our baby? Now that regret comes to haunt me.

I remember in this maternity room I proposed to her.

"Ka-lau be-gi-tu a-yo ki-ta me-ni-ka, doc-ter!" I said at that time.

He was treating my wounds in VK and telling me why he was avoiding me. He said he was embarrassed because everyone knew about us being framed by Waridi with a cuddling sleeping position.

That face I still remember how shocked she was when I said those words.

"What did you say? You're proposing to me?" he asked with a face so astonished that his mouth was gaping.

"Yes, ka-lau dok-ter Ra-ya ma-u. Ma-ma-ku ju-ga ma-lu ka-ta her, a-yo ki-ta me-ni-ka, doc-ter!"

I said it while laughing. Actually, I was laughing at my innocence which was just a child koas and dared to invite an obgyn specialist who is also my consultant to get married. But that's all I did because I fell in love with her.

And dr. Raya then gaped and misunderstood my laughter as a joke. He's knocking my eel.

"You must not carelessly say those words to any girl. What if someone takes your words seriously?" his nag.

And once again the hand wanted to knock my eel, but this time I swiftly caught the hand. Then I solemnly said to him, the words of the proposal.

"I'm se-ri-us. A-yo ki-ta is it, Doc-ter!"

We stared at each other for a long time. In this VK. Verlos Room or maternity room. This is the first place I asked her to get married.

And ....

Today in this VK room he is also holding a very severe pain. It hurts because I planted a seed in her womb and I too, who was the cause of this seed, will never have time to call her Mother. I hurt his soul and body.

I gasped from my daydream when I heard her pain moans when dr. Gayatri and a team of midwives tried to remove the fetus using vacuum extractions inserted into her female organs. That means the baby's head has begun to be seen in the birth canal. I shuffled up to doctor Gayatri to see the process.

"Come, Yeah! You definitely can. A little more" said dr. Gayatri.

Looks Raya so tired straining. He was very trying but his sepwrtinya Raya ran out of energy dr. Gayatri decided to use a porcef instrument to help get the baby out. Porcef is a clamp-shaped labor instrument that resembles a spoon whose function is to attract babies or fetuses that are difficult to remove when the normal birth process occurs.

Finally, with effort and patience, dr. Gayatri, the baby can come out of the womb.

"She's a beautiful baby girl, yes" said Dr. Gayatri reported the sex of the baby to Raya after a moment of weighing it and the result was that the baby weighed only 1.8 kg.

While I was, trembling I was holding the baby. There was no sound of baby crying. She's just very pretty. Like a little doll asleep.

My tears are dripping seeing it. It should be a few more months, I will carry you in my lap, if there is no such thing, I regret in my heart.

Ummik came up to me and took over my baby's body.

"He looks like Mahfudz, Ray" Ummik said as he showed it to Raya.

Raya just nodded. It doesn't seem to matter when my name is called Ummik. She kept staring at the baby and stroking the baby's skin as if the baby was still alive.

I understand his hatred for me. Especially after that, the doctor decided Raya had to undergo curettage again because of the placenta that was left in her uterus after delivery and also to clean the remaining tissue. And again Raya just resigned to accept all the pain.

I'm sorry, Raya!