Because of the compulsion

Maybe coming back would be a solution

Viona's footsteps came to a halt as she passed through the living room. He heard a familiar crying voice heard by the ears. Viona who had just picked up a drink from the kitchen, then intended to get closer to the direction of the origin of the sound.

Lina and Heru were sitting together in front of the flaming television. Mother crying? Viona was stunned to see that. Lina was hugged by Heru from the side, like trying to calm him down.

"Why is this so, Pa? Mama feels guilty about Viona. We shouldn't have married her to the Marshal. Mama didn't want her to be separated from her husband, but they were married just for a little while."

Viona who was about to approach, undoes her intentions. Lina's cry was getting louder. His words even made Viona's heart beat. Since returning from Vishnu's house, his parents did not talk much. Viona doesn't know why and now she knows the answer. Are they saddened by the decision Viona chose? Why would Lina cry like that?

Viona put her body on the wall near the room her parents were in. He squeezed the bottle of cold drink in his hand. Lina's crying voice did not subside either, Viona became anxious. What exactly happened to them? What did her parents feel after hearing Viona's decision? They sad? Surely it is. But, why? Didn't Lina support Viona's decision as well?

"We failed at being parents, Pa. Viona's life is like this because of us. I don't want her to be a widow so soon. He's young ...." Lina was crying more and more, putting on a wet face on her husband.

Viona peeked again a little. Heru rubbed Lina's head, kissing her peak occasionally. And Viona was stunned to see her father also rubbing his own eyes. Viona was surprised to see Heru who was also crying. Both of his parents were in tears of regret. Viona's feelings are getting less and less.

Were both of his parents disappointed with his decision? Or just feel guilty, because Viona married Marshal who ended with separation?

Viona just silently watched her parents in silence. They didn't know if Viona was peeking behind the wall. Her parents were too late in grief, so were unaware of her presence there.

"Already, Ma, papa's wrong. Papa shouldn't have allowed Marshal to marry her. Papa's wrong, Viona's right now because of papa's fault."

The erratic feeling made Viona's heart feel pinched. Her parents felt guilty for marrying her to Marshal. Viona could not bear to see them cry after hearing her decision to end the marriage relationship. Don't they want Viona to separate from Marshal?

Viona could not describe her feelings at this moment. He immediately left the room and went to his room.

Why is everything like this? The feeling of pleasure that Viona should feel, now even a sense of awkward tightness.

After seeing her parents cry with regret, Viona also felt guilty for making their tears flow.

He should be happy to be able to escape from Marshal. However, why now the unpleasant feelings that even alighted him. He could not calm down and kept thinking about his parents.

From the beginning Viona never told anyone everything about her marriage. Especially to her parents. She doesn't want them to feel guilty for Viona, if they know Viona's marriage is unhappy. However, now he had instead made their guilt come to the surface.

Has Viona taken any wrong steps? He couldn't see his parents like that. Why did his feelings get raging like this?

***

"Mama why?" viona asked in surprise as Lina continued to look at her who was having breakfast.

In the dining room, they were both. Viona woke up bad luck due to sleeplessness last night. So, she had breakfast almost at noon and Lina was attentively willing to accompany.

The mother of two shook her head slowly and smiled. Viona raised her eyebrows in surprise. "Ma?"

Lina did not reply and instead lowered her head. Covering your face with both hands. Viona was shocked to hear her mother cry. Viona kept her food and directly turned to Lina who was sitting next to her. She panicked as Lina's cries grew louder and louder.

"Mama why?" Viona hugged him tightly. Lina did not also stop her crying and instead returned to hugging no less tightly. Viona was worried and confused. Swiping Lina's back slowly to calm down, but her mother's cry was even more unfazed.

"Sorry mom, Deck! Sorry!" lina said softly in Viona's arms. "Mom sorry ...!"

"Ma?" Viona broke down a hug to look at her mother's face. Lina's tears flowed profusely in her puffy eyes. She cried last night and now she is crying again. Even her mother's face looked different, like many thoughts. Viona rubbed the tears that soaked her mother's cheeks gently. "Mama why cry?"

Lina's head shook slowly. The crying did not subside and instead sounded bitter. Viona couldn't see it that way. She hugged Lina tightly. Win her mother who does not know why even cry by herself. Viona didn't understand, what made her mother cry this much?

"For your mama you're like this, baby. Sorry mommy is the same papa! We shouldn't have married you to the Marshal. Mama regrets. Mama's sorry!"

"Sst, Ma ... already! It's not my mom's fault."

"But all this happened because of mom and dad, honey. Our fault."

Viona could only sigh. It's not the parents' fault. Everything just happens and it happens because of his choice. He decided to split up, not one of his parents who married him.

That day Viona spent pondering. He was confused and could not calm down. Why did everything go like this, as if the decision was a big mistake. His decision made his parents grieve with guilt. Viona does not want her parents to continue to feel guilty for her. All of this is a choice, not a mistake. But, why do both parents always say, if what happened to him because of their mistakes.

***

"Sir, the meeting's about half an hour away."

"Cancel everything! If necessary, clear my schedule for the next year!"

Rio gaped wide. "What's? Can't, Sir."

Marshal did not care about Rio's chatter from morning just kept persuading him a lot of things. Marshal's not going anywhere. From morning until noon, he was silent in the room. Brackets themselves under a thick blanket. His mind was in a mess, completely unable to think about work. All she had in mind right now was Viona, Viona, and her marriage.

He doesn't know what else to do now. She wanted to meet Viona, but for some reason, she didn't dare. He was too embarrassed after realizing his mistake was too much and did not deserve an apology. Marshal is too raging after Viona who even wants them divorced.

"Master, just meet madam! Apologize to him and say, if you want to fix everything!" Rio was standing beside the Marshal bed. Looking at her employer who was completely unwilling to reveal herself from under the covers.

"You don't think I said that, what? I told him everything, Yo. I apologized and said I wanted to start over and promised to make her happy. But he still did not want to and instead asked for a divorce. You think I'm lacking what? What's wrong with me until he doesn't come back? What, Yo?"

Rio was speechless looking at the white blanket that covered the entire weak body of a frustrated person. He could not bear to see Marshal like this. As depraved as Marshal, Rio still loved her because Marshal was always kind to her. Marshal never underestimated Rio and even always helped him in any moment. On the other hand, they are not just employers and assistants, but friends. There are always circumstances that need each other.

"Why is it like this, Yo?" Marshal opens the blanket.

Rio was surprised to see Marshal's eyes full of tears. How sick did Marshal feel to look like it was destroyed? As far as Rio was concerned, Marshal never bawled. He's a tough guy who can always deal with every problem easily. But, why face his wife's departure turned out to make him destroyed like this?

Marshal woke up from his sleep. Sitting with the blanket still covering her legs. He nodded weakly. "I'm willing to let go of Amanda, but why does everyone stay away from me? You said if I ended my relationship with Amanda, then everything would be fine." He raised his face, looking at Rio with nanar. "But what was the result? I hate everyone, Rio!"

Rio looked at the concerned Marshal. Why did Marshal blame him? Wasn't that his own choice, his own. Why is Rio being blamed? He was just giving advice at the time. Just give the odds, not predict everything will happen.

Rio's struggling to swallow looking at Marshap's gaze which is very difficult to decipher. Marshal was very concerned. He could not sleep and until now did not want to eat. He was greatly tormented after hearing the farewell from his wife. Rio was getting more and more clueless, how much did Marshal love Viona until she looked ruined like this?

"Rangh ... Zahra, return!"

Marshal was roughing his hair. A messy appearance and do not forget the dark circles that are increasingly visible in his eyes. The last few days he couldn't sleep thinking about many things. Marshal has no purpose in life anymore. Every day only dizziness to frustration that accompanies the roar of his breath.

Rio fiddled at his cell phone in silence. Call someone and not long after the call is connected.

"Hello, Rio?"

Marshal turned his head quickly at his assistant who was still standing beside the bed. Viona's voice was heard from the phone's speaker. A flash of twinkle appeared in the eyes of the Marshal. He immediately grabbed Rio's phone quickly, but Rio instead kept his phone away from the Marshal.

"Mistress, return! Sir has lost his mind seems to be killing himself," Rio told Viona who was still connected from across the street.

Instead of answering, Viona turned off the call. Marshal was immediately inflamed looking at Rio's phone as the voice of tut tut echoed.

"Let's see, she's like that to me?! He doesn't care about me anymore, Yo!"

Rio was silent again looking at the Marshal who was already like a madman. How Viona is influential for Marshal life. The employer looked so messed up, he couldn't bear to see it.

***

Silence will not lead to a solution. Until now Viona still can not calm down. After receiving the call from Rio, his feelings grew even more unnerving. What if Marshal really committed suicide? Guilt must be getting bigger in Viona.

It turned out that the decision he had chosen did not bring him the pleasure he had hoped for. Now it's making everything fall apart. Many people are screwed over because of their decisions. His parents felt guilty with remorse and now Marshal wants to kill himself?

Why is everything like this? Was Viona's decision wrong? Does he have to go back to the Marshal and say that their separation needs to be talked about again? Or is it the end of it all?

"But, just rearranging the wedding will be the solution," said Viona cupped her face.

Deep breaths he did, throwing them away slowly. Viona has established herself. Maybe coming back would be a solution. He'll calm down if everything comes back okay.